September TOTM - Tail
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, 09-03-2016 at 03:40 PM (536 Views)
Last night bed 8pm - 3:45am
2x300mg Alpha GPC 3:56am
2x4mg Galantamine (pure) 4:25am
I wanted to do the Tail and TV TOTM.
Little over 1 hr long lucid
Sofa, first on my back, then left side.
Notes:
Got very relaxed and was on verge of falling asleep lucidly, when my cat decided to poop at 5am. Got up to clean it, used the restroom too, then back on sofa, this time on my right side.
Fell asleep almost immediatelly. I don't remember standing up or how it started at all. I just remember walking in the dark, thinking about why it's dark from latest post I read on DV.
Hands and stabilizing:
I remembered something about wanting to see your hands. So I lifted them up, still invisible and said "I want to see my hands". The showed, but quickly started to melt. They looked like made from energy mixed with normal hands. They melted like when flat paper burns, there were sparks and all. I did this few more times and they stayed visible. I was so happy, clapped them and felt them and thought that it was great for stabilizing. They felt kinda fat, tbh.
I looked and felt my hands few times throughout the LD. I also wanted to see my body and saw my left arm, then I forgot what I was doing, haha.
Let there be light:
It was still dark but I yelled "let there be light" and I realized I had not done that since my first LDs and it kinda felt funny. Then I said "oh look it's getting bright" and a small light from a side appeared. But was still dark. I walked around and next thing I know I said "Oh wow sun is coming up" because it looked like early morning brighness just before sunrise.
I did bunch of things which I don't remember atm. Next thing I know I remembered the "grow a tail" and "watch TV" TOTM.
TOTM Tail:
I rejoiced and I remembered post about summoning things by putting hands behind my back and just feeling for the item until it's there. That was right up my alley. I put my hand behind and almost immediately I grabed a hold of a skinny tail. About foot long, very skinny, black, like a rat's tail. For the heck of it, I made the same in the front. When falling asleep thinking about this task, I didn't imagine any tail, maybe just this skinny rat tail. Thinking I will let my mind surprise me with some awesome tail.
Wasn't happy with the back tail, so I squeezed it like you squeezing a sausage out of the casing and it started to grow. It turned out kinda gross, all bumpy and alien looking. But it got much thicker and longer.
Uhm#1:
What happened next is not suitable for even a disclaimer. Let's just say there were some girls and it was FUN.
FA:
After that I thought I woke up, sat down on the same hill where all that previous happened, with same girls that all that happened, and I started to type up my lucid on my laptop, while one of the girls scooted closer and was looking over my shoulder. Pretty much immediatelly realized I am still dreaming.
Happy flying:
I think I jumped off either of that hill or some other high place which I didn't see what it was. But I ended up flying over some very busy asian city at night. I thought maybe Hong Kong or Shanghai. But there were futuristic asian looking tour buses rushing through narrow streets and tight corners. I got SO inredibly happy from flying again, I was giggling like a madman and the happy feeling was so incredibly intense, it was almost unbearable.
TOTM TV:
I flew second time in this lucid, but I think that was before this one. I got same happy and giddy and the feeling is just out of this world indescribable intense happiness. I think it was before or after I heard a sound of TV and remembered the TOTM. I was in the courtyard of some 7? story, older apartment building. I heard TV from few apartments. Went to investigate only to get lost a few times. Once I found a TV but it was off. So no TV task.
Few times I thought "wow, this is pretty long and I feel so stable" and I knew I will not wake up.
Uhm #2:
Towards the end of a lucid, I was walking along and peeking into parked trailer trucks. Trying to see how big of a sleeping compartment they have. One guy woke up, looked at me and since he was kinda cute, I asked him if he wants me to get in. Then I saw he had another person with him. She lifted her head too and I realized it's his wife. So I'm gesturing to him, "no, no, it's ok" and I start to walk away, when he lets me know that his wife is ok with it. I ask her and she nods. So I got in. And this part also belongs only to my personal DJ. All I'm gonna say I got "happy" second time in this dream. Not counting the "flying happy". And maaan, it was long.
I was losing lucidity here, but still had some memory. I was saving some dogs and puppies stuck on the bottom of very steep foresty hill at night during very heavy rain.
We took them up, put them in crates and I was wondering why do these people have so many dogs and they should take better care of them.
Then they asked me to give a lecture on lucid dreaming, in Hungarian. I'm like ok, if you guys are ok with me not knowing the word for lucid, only for dreams.
Final notes:
The whole experience was fast paced, very detailed, tons of fun and pretty good memory. Except I know there were maybe 2 more episodes with lots of people that I can't recall. maybe it will come to me later.
The thing is, that I didn't have any "void" or transition periods as I used to have. I used them to retell my previous DEILDs so I remembered them when I woke up. But this, same as many previous LDs was just one longass event. Ok with one FA and one "oh I lost it, wait, I didn't" thing.
My body still feels like jello.
Not sure when this was:
We are talking in IRC and we say something or mention a name of some authority on LDing. An automated message shows up saying that "so and so is not online right now". We are all like whoa!