The best morning Dec.2
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, 12-04-2011 at 03:29 AM (356 Views)
I took GM 4mg and extra 300mg choline at 2.23am, when I woke up from first dream.
4.30am - I'm checking out a nice silver and black rifle with scope. There is a box of ammo for it,too. Bullets are silver, with ornamental openings on the shells. Pretty. This is first time, when I have ammo for my weapons. Sueet.
Then I got up at 7.10am and WBTB at 8.15am.
What happened next, I can only describe as the best night/morning, since october 1st, when I started with LDing.
I didn't have any LDs,
but had first true geometrical HH, very pretty, clean, crisp.
Next, I had some elements of WILD - I felt the "headrush" - falling head first, while watching white stars streaking by my head on a dark blue background, like in hyperspace. That happend, when from beginning of SP I felt like my feet are floating upwards, so I just imagined, that my had must be going downwards (I had this feeling once before, so I was just recalling that feeling - last time it resulted in DEILD).
Next headrush was when I had a dream that I'm trying to wake up and I'm looking at my room, but from different perspective, as if from the other end of the room, not from my bed. I "saw" my room through eyelids, tried to open my eye but couldn't, I figured it's SP and went for a WILD. [On second thought - this could have been a FA - I should have gotten up - now I kick myself for missing it] I felt like my whole body got lifted up 10 inches of the bed and again I pushed my head down for a "headrush".
I had my first true "body shakes" - insane feeling, then I watched a sped-up video in black&white, of family at christmas time - at the dinner table, at the christmas tree. I saw every detail. Hairstyles and clothing like from 70' or 80', I saw faces and everything in the most detailed details. Then I saw dark canvas with purple words saying JA? JA? which is German for yes? and I was saying yes, yes, to the dream, take me.