Turquoise Dreams

Took 2x300mgs of alpha GPC
2x GM which has 200 mgs of choline at 8am

heard the church bell at 9, when head sensations started
woke up at 9:48 from lucid event

head sensations start one hour after GM, trying to get up, can't, roll out, but can only partially, it's fun to keep trying, not frustrating at all, kinda loling to myself

kept thinking "open your eyes and see" like ophelia does it, because it was always dark or pitch black

once I started to open my left eye but saw what looked like waking life (had the hood of my bathrobe over my eyes, and saw the bottom portion was bright, where I could see from underneath) so I quickly closed it and LD continued. Now I'm thinking that could have been LD as well, next time I'll just open it. Since if in SP, should not be able to open real eyes.

sunrise, reflection in window, surprised - town at dark, wanting to get it brighter, saying something, sun coming up as leaving town, looking back at town when edge of it reached, caught a reflection of sun in a window and it surprised the heck of me, coz was so real life, and I didn't expect it, skies getting brighter and clouds picking up orange hue, so beautifull, started to cry

hill, resistance, fighter jets, bombs with parachutes, rolling bombs, bombed out building, low ceiling with metal wire ceiling, perimeter head-with space to stand up, hole in a wall
we are on a hill and see figher jets coming from behind the hill, kinda slow, and they drop some bombs that come down on parachutes. They didn't detonate and we are relieved. But then they open up and small can like bombs start rolling down the hill towards us.

checking for my dick but dark, checking again, I feel it, one longer one shorter for balls, limp, not well formed, checking for "other eqipment" it's still there
I remembered I wanted to see what's 'down there" in a lucid. So I put my hand into my pants and pull down the front a bit. I feel a penor, about 5-6", kinda skinny and limp. There is another one, smaller, I figure that's the ballz, error in rendering, haha.

Next time I check again, same thing. This time I wanna try and change it. So I make it longer, till it's hanging out from my hands, like a foot and a half long, haha. Still kinda limp, and bumpy as in skinnier then wider and skinnier again and it's like that on the whole length. Kinda disgusting. I figure i test it out, so I grab a guy in red shirt and glasses, short blond hair. He is like wut? I push him to the ground, pull his pants down and test my equipment. It works.

I try to see if I can feel some pleasure from it and I can, but it's not the same.

walking on streets, into building, guys eating at wooden tables

dark shadow approaching as a fog on a ground, not scared at all and saying it loud

trying to remember TOTM but I know I didn't read the new thread, trying to remember older ones, but can't

checking my hands, 5-6 on left, but all sideways, right has standing up, but shorter and longer, fixing them up

sleeves and shirt is blue scientist-engineer, working on some gadget with others

clapping hands, checking them again, saying something loud, feeling my real throat rumbling

my room but previous one with high window

was looking for the moon to go there, but didn't see it, twice

There were no transitions at all. Just one continuing event.