A whole lot going on...
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, 02-06-2011 at 09:23 PM (365 Views)
I'm on the corner of the two streets by work and it's night. I'm running, and I run around the block, but come up to my street. There are two people behind me and I feel kinda freaked out by them like they're chasing me. I run up to my house, and I see the two people (this is so random) are DR and MB from high school.. (they've been together since they were 15, I think they're engaged now). They say they want a recipe for linguine and clam sauce, so I'm at my front steps and I think I can just look in one of my mom's cookbooks for that since I don't know the first thing about making that. Then I'm standing in front of the TV in the family room with them and I have my phone out. I'm taking a picture of myself, but I think it's really odd that I can see myself on my phone as I'm taking a picture... hmm.. I look at my hand and it's kind of out of focus, like when you wave your hand in front of a computer screen... a ha! Dreaming! I feel like I don't have a lot of time.. "what can I do, what can I do..." I start to walk into the dining room and I hear my mom say "Ohh look who's here! Hi G---!" I'm smiling as I walk by the dining room table, and GB is coming in the door from the garage. I say "I can't wait to tell you about this!" and I walk over in front of him. I can see his eyes very clearly, and I tell him "Just stay" and I kiss him. I'm very, very aware that I'm kissing him, I can feel everything, even his body against mine. At this point my mom says she's going out. I hear someone behind me, I look and see a kid from school DC, and he's just normal.. but I think he's drunk. I say "You've got to be freaking kidding me". GB sits on the couch in the room behind the dining room and I hope he waits for me. I think at this point I lose lucidity, because I became absorbed in getting DC out. I try calling a cab for DC, but I keep getting a sex hotline. The numbers I'm dialing aren't showing up as I dial them on the phone, like I press 4 and it shows up as 8. I try a few times and I just don't understand why I can't get through. I go downstairs and there's a shower at the very bottom of the stairs, but I walk through to the other side. I see lotion by the big TV, and I put it on my arms and hands.. and DC is following me around. I feel like I'm rushing around and kind of frustrated. I never made it back upstairs.