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This was my third experience with lucidity and I was SO excited to realize I was there again.
This time I started by jumping down a road. I could not exactly fly in this experience, it was more like I was jumping like on a pogo stick but a giant one. I would come down, but then all I had to do was bounce and push and I was flying again. Anyway, I was going down an empty road. It was paved, but no stripes, so it was a fairly empty road in the country. It was dry as all the landscape was kind of dead and dry. I saw other people this time who were doing the same thing as I was, who I believe were also lucid dreaming, or in the same world that I was, but there were also people there that were unable to see me. People driving in cars who did not seem to realize all of us flyers/bouncers were around. While going down the road, (I was looking for a town and I don’t know why) I came across some sort of sports team, at least that’s what I thought they were. But they were men, all dressed in green and I assumed they were irish because they had red hair and freckles. I only noticed them because they were together and I notice that they too saw me. In this event, I could not see myself for some reason.

Ok, I bounced along until I got to a town. I went (bounced) into a restaurant and was looking around. I noticed that there was money outside on the floor of a porch that no one noticed, and I thought, wow, I’m going to go pick up the money, and then I said to myself there would be no need to do so because I wouldn’t need it and could just have whatever I wanted. I went to check out this theory by going behind the counter in the restaurant (it was a diner of some sort) and started opening the refrigerator on the counter and cabinets to test if anyone would see me and chase me out of an area I was not supposed to be. They did not. No one could see me. It seemed as if I could not really control well where I was going when I would bounce because I wanted to stay there but I bounced too hard and ended up leaving there and bouncing higher up in the sky, away from the diner. I ended up coming down near some sort of convention center (at least that’s what I thought it was). It was some sort of busy downtown stadium where there were a lot of highways. I had to go down under a street actually walking and I know I was walking to get to wherever everyone else was going. Everyone else meaning there were people like me, and not like me (Like ghosts, or flyers or whatever I was) all attending. I didn’t even get to the event because I encountered violent people. I knew this because they had guns and were dressed in some sort of combat suits. I knew that they knew I was not a bad person and they were not after me, but I also knew that the people they were after must have been behind me and I could somehow become injured in the crossfire. So I quickly bounced back into the other direction, trying to get out of the way. It seemed as if my bounces were not as powerful as before so I had to work harder to get a shorter distance. Eventually I was running on foot and my bouncing did not work at all. Fighting started behind me, still back on that city street and underpass before the entrance of the stadium. I could hear and feel the wind of bullets passing near me and for some reason I do believe I could have been hurt, had I been shot. This fight was between people like myself, people who could see me, not with the other “normal” people who were not spirits. They had no idea anything was going on. They were all still driving past, going to this event, with full cars. I finally got to the top of where another highway was, was able to bounce across, and then landed in what I think was a huge front yard in front of the diner. The diner was at the very top of this hill and I was at the bottom. I was still super scared because of the shooting behind me and I saw that the next lot over, there were a bunch of police tanks of sorts. I started bouncing over there to get help. I bounced into the yard of that place and I could see that the entire hill was covered with mud but I didn’t think it would affect me. Well it did. I got stuck in the mud and was so scared because the police were aware of this fight and the fighting seems to have followed me. I could not bounce. I was just stuck. I was scared I would be shot, so I decided it was in my best interest to wake up and get out of this situation…which I did.

I was outside walking past a bunch of buildings that were store fronts with a bunch of people. I feel that I was at some sort of tourist desitnation because there were old fashioned busses driving around. I passed a bunch of stores and wanted to go in but for some reason I had to keep going. Then I realized I was lucid dreaming and said to myself and others that "I am going in a store!" So I got out of the group and entered a store with double doors. (Had been painted many times...you could tell by the glass) When I got inside to me, it looked like a Goodwill store. All the fixtures were old and kind of crammed with older stuff. Like toys and gifts from what I think would have been probably the late 60's now that I'm really thinking about it. At the time, I thought it was the 50's sort of like the Dirty Dancing era and the Catskills. I know I was in the mountains though and the weather was warm yet I was wearing a jacket and for some reason goofy tall socks. When I got in the store I realized that I could float around. I didnt have to walk and look and I know this because I was looking at things from an overhead angle. I wanted to shop but all the stuff seemed old and junky to me even though I think it was new. I know now though it was the 60's because one of the gifts was a Barbie puzzle and I know that Barbies like this one weren't around until the late 60's. I also remember seeing moccasins in like a jewelry case. I went out a door into a hallway (not out the same door I went into) and it was loud and down the hall there was like a furnace, pump, utility sort of room. It was huge. I didnt like it there even though it wasn't scary so I went down another hall and exited the building. I then was walking down the street with people again. I was alone but they all seemed paired up or in groups and I was listening to them talk. These two women were talking about having sex together. I was interested to listen and then I woke up.

Earlier this same night (it was actually early morning) I was also dreaming but I did not achieve lucidity, meaning I could change what I was doing. But I was traveling somewhere with my husband. But I know we were flying sometimes and walking others because of the angles that made no sense. I remember there was a river, lake or stream of some sort that was flooding over the road and we had to walk through it while some kids were diving in swimming. I really just remember lots of water and not wanting to go through it and also remember driving but the angles were not right to be driving a car.

I was on a competitive karate team and somehow a coach kidnapped myself and my friends. We were on a bus and the strangers (men) suddenly thy became mean and the bus headed to the wrong place. We ended up in a hotel of some sort. The room was huge with concrete floors and benches where we all kind of crashed wiht all our stuff and brick walls that were shiny. No one spoke english who was there, besides us. I kept trying to look up a phone number in a phone book that was lying around so someone who was going to be leaving could make a call but I got caught. Then I for some reason got my hands covered in fiber glass and had to go out of this room to wash them but went to a bathroom that wasnt the closest and had to wait in line and the man came out and brought me back to the room and was REALLY mad. He said I was getting too brave and he wouldnt make that mistake again. I actually saw people and I wanted to ask for help but was too scared that those people were bad too and would not help me but tell and I would get in more trouble. I ended up in some sort of shower room and woke up when I was trying to get out through a grate in the wall. I think I was really young, like under 12. This was not lucid because I was not aware I was dreaming. I thought it all was real. The man looked like that creepy Kody dude from that show with the multiple wives. I was also serving tea to this man because I was told it was my duty but I had to learn to do it properly. For some reason I was being really careful because there were younger ones there I was trying to protect and didnt want to leave them behind because I knew things would be worse for them if I left them.
It was a horrible dream. I don't want to go there again.

I am in a city on the bottom floor of a high rise building in the lobby. There is a shoe store off the corridor on the inside. I am wearing a navy blue flight attendant looking uniform of some sort that match the other employees and I'm wearing a name tag however I'm not sure what the name is on the tag. For some reason I dont think it's my name but can't read it. I realize that I'm dreaming so to check this fact I decide to go shopping for shoes first off as I notice I'm wearing these hideous white pumps with a flower. I go into the store and try on some $500 red bottom loubitons. I don't think I bought them for some reason but got up to go try on clothes. I go into another store right next door to shop but it's not a clothing store and there are tons of different colored pillows lining the floor like a carpet. I notice my ugly white heels while I try to navigate across the pillows to get across so I can get to a door on the other side. The next thing I know I am in a room on a higher floor. It looks like a waiting room like for a doctors office maybe. There is a half door in the corner and the room has chairs all around the walls. Dawn (xSIL) is there arguing with Hank/Billy about custody and money. Kenzie is there but is much younger and smaller than her actual age. Hank/Billy (I do not know which person is there. For some reason she is arguing with Hank McCarthy...someone she doesnt even know and was never married to, but then sometimes I think it's Billy, her true Xhusband) Hank/Billy wants to take Kenzie but Dawn says he has no custodial rights. I see they are arguing in front of her and one of my associates that I know in the dream but don't know in real life, comes up and I ask him to take her out of the room and down to the parade or festival. There is something going on down on the street. This man looks kind of like an elf and is strangely small and is wearing a green felt hat. He has an animal with him. I want to say it's a dog but it might have been a goat. I'm not sure. I tell him not to lose sight of her and I tell her to stay with him. I have the impression that he is a safe person and will take care of her. He comes up and they are not finished arguing so I tell him to take her back down. That was it.

I was trying to dream my way to Rockefeller Plaza to the skating rink but this is where I ended up and what happened. It was kind of fun to see Hank again since I havent seen him for probably 25 years and he was always a funny guy. I havent seen my SIL for probably 5 years so it was good to see her too. I can't say that I was all that thrilled to see Billy, if in fact that was him. It was like the nice part of the man was Hank and the asshole part of the guy was Billy.