Hopeless Wanderings

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

Regular dreams: 5-20-10

So last night I went to bed at 7:30, which is SUPER early for me. I wanted to experiment and see if going to bed early has a positive effect. Also, I wanted to try a WILD, which failed... But I felt a lot better today, more refreshed.. since I have to get up at 6 a.m. every morning to get ready for school. Anyway, I had TONS of dreams, so that was another positive effect, even though none of them were lucid and one of them was very depressing...


The Hurricane

Me and my parents were at Noah's Ark.. I think... and we were by the wave pool, which eventually turned into a beach.. The wave pool was empty because it was too cold to swim(what was the point in going?). It started to rain... and I got scared that it was going to start hailing because in RL I had recently watched a video of an intense hailstorm in Okalahoma(its all over the news right now). And of course, it did start to hail. We tried to run to shelter but my legs just refused to move for some reason. Me and my dad were left outside and hail was pouring from the sky. Then it got windy, super windy, like a hurricane. I grabbed onto a red handle thing sticking out of the beach and my dad found another handle to hold onto while my mom was watching from the shelter. The hurricane came through, but it was more like a tornado. There was no huge waves, just rain and gusts of wind. Then me and my dad were swept off our feet, being pulled into the air. We hung on for dear life, until the storm finally came to an end. I wanted to see where the red handles came from, so I pulled at one of them and a huge red wagon filled with logs or something came out. It was really random but I didn't seem to thinks so. The next thing I remember, I was on a different, smaller beach with my friend. I wanted to live there for some reason, and be like Chris McCandless from Into the Wild(a book I recently read for school) and live off the land. I told my friend that we should start digging holes in the beach to put wagons in, in case of another storm(really random..). But she pointed to a branch or something and said "are you sure you want to live here?" and she laughed and pointed. The branch was in the shape of some ancient guy with his legs open spread eagle(again.. what the hell?). I decided not to live there...


Marble Blast Gold Tubes Fragment

Me and my friends were climbing through tubes.. kind of like girble tubes. I came to this red tube, but in order to get up it, you had to jump up and them get Super Jump and quickly click the mouse like in the computer game Marble Blast Gold. It was difficult but I did it. There was more to this dream but I don't remember any more.


Cigarette Bus Girl

I was on the bus on the way home from school when this bigger girl with blond hair that looked like someone from my school sat down next to me. The bus driver said something about how we can't have cigarettes on the bus.. The girl pulled out this blue crayon thing that looked kind of like a cigarette and started laughing. I got really mad at her and pulled it out of her hand, but she then pulled out a whole bag full of cigarette crayon stick thingies. I was super mad now, and looked at the bus driver to see if he was going to do anything. But he just looked at us and said "this is fun! I never get to do anything like this at work!" and pulled out this score board.. I don't know what was on it..


Six Flags


Me and my sister planned to go to six flags. Next thing I know, I am at Six Flags with some of my friends. It looks like it is half indoors, half outdoors. It was saturday and time was running out, we could only stay for 2 more hours. My friend told me to meet her by the Raging Bull while I went to change into my swimsuit(who knows why.. its a rollercoaster..). So I went to this building, which was halfway underground.. and changed in this wooded locker room. There I saw a bunch of people from my Spanish class there changing. I didn't want them to see me so I hurried up and got out of there. When I went back upstairs, I saw a tour guide(yes, a tour guide..) standing there talking to some little kids. She told them to go in the middle of the park where all the smaller rides were. Then she started picking out shoes for other people to try on, like in a shoe store. I went up to her and asked her were this ride was, even though I really already knew. She looked annoyed and said "i dont know." this made me angy because she WORKS there, she should know where the ride is. I went back to where I thought the ride was, but instead found this water ride that had some Asian name that started with an A. There were a bunch of Asians on it, I thought it was because of the Asian ride name. I decided to go on it with my dad(i dont know where he came from). It was a slide type thingy, kind of fun. When I slid off the slide, I fell like 7 feet until I dove into the pool. I worked my way to the surface and tried to swim to the side to climb out, but there was a bunch of white fat people in my way. I eventually got out though. Then I was at home with my parents and sister.. I told her we should go tomorrow since I was only there for 2 hours. I asked my dad to come but he said something like "Sorry, I'm a new driver.." which is really really weird.... So anyway, I found this Oreo Stuffer in the closet and started eating it, then looked at the back and it said 2 of those huge things only had 75 calories in them. I was in a t-shirt and a ponytail. My mom then came by me and said "you don't look like a lady!" and I felt bad for not looking nice, which is weird because I never really dress up in real life, and neither does my mom. Thats all I remember.


Friends Dying and Me Crying

I was in my garage, and about to get into this red sports car and drive my ex- boyfriend and his girlfriend home. I was angry that he picked her over me(in RL it didn't happen that way, and I could care less about him...). We got into the car, and I was super angry so I stepped on the accelerator in reverse and backed out of the driveway with lightening speed. I couldnt slow down, so we went backwards really fast. I turned the wheel and pressed the break, and the car turned in circles and landed on my neighbors yard. We all got out of the car, unharmed, and I picked up the car and put it back on the street. My mom and dad came running out to see what happened, then she pushed the car back into the garage(must have been a light car) and we followed her. She then started picking up wax that fell off the car and started making a plate holder with it(SUPER random!). I didn't seem to notice how weird this was. All I could think about was how my friend, Aub was dead, and how my other friend, Dani had just died. I couldnt take it anymore and started to cry. I told my friends "you'll never see me again!(because I had so much grief)" and went into the house crying hysterically. I knelt down in the kitchen, crying on the floor. Then I woke up...