Drokens

Looking for food

I was on a cruise ship and was with my parents. My whole side of the Cowles family was also there. My parents were complaining about some of the people with us. I didn't like this so I left them to go exploring. I wanted to find my cousin so I could chill with him. I entered an indoor lobby area which was surrounded by hotel rooms. I saw a kid who looked like Mikel Thomas.He was with his parents and looked a little different than he does in real life. I got excited and ran over to him tapping him on the shoulder. I realized it wasn't him and apologized.

I then ran down stairs and passed a bunch of kids going upstairs. I was now looking for the cafeteria. I instead found a theater where there was loud rap music playing. It was really dark except for the screen that was showing a cartoon movie. There was a little icon in the corner of the screen that was just letters. I then went upstairs and looked at a map. It showed that all the restaurants were upstairs so I started to head that way.

Thief

I was at a work community that was much like Yellowstone was. There was rumors of a guy walking around that was stealing stuff. He was on the news and had clear pictures of him. He had brown hair and glasses and kind of looked a little nerdy. When I saw him on the news I was really surprised that I had seen him before. Later, me and Rex were in my car when I saw him. He was carrying a huge bundle of clothing. I thought I saw my brown jacket in there and some stuff that belonged to my friends.

I got out of the car and approached him, grabbing the stuff out of his hands. At first, he didn't show much resistance. He just watched me trying to pick up all the stuff. It was way too much. He grabbed whatever stuff I dropped.

I then called Rex's name. I was pretty far from my car and was surprised when he started running over. He looked really excited to help and was wearing a brown sweater. He helped me pick up all the stuff and we somehow called the cops. A policeman showed up and everybody was happy to have caught the thief. I started to make scrambled eggs, right there outside, for the cop. When I was done I handed it to him, but then realized that I had done all of the work. I took them back from the cop and decided that I'd eat them myself.

Small trailer

I was outside walking with Rex and Kevin and it was very dark outside. I had the feeling that it was very late. Kevin was about to come to the small house where Rex and I had been staying. We lived in a small, grounded trailer with a lot of other people. It was late at night and everybody inside was sleeping. We walked in and Kevin asked if he could drink some of our liquor and I said yes. He then said that he wouldn't be staying and would go back home afterward. I told him that I didn't like people coming just to drink our liquor and taking advantage of us. He then started to play an upbeat song on acoustic guitar. There were now many larger girls who were sitting on our beds, completely naked.

Unstable lucid
It was a sunny day outside and I was walking around a random neighborhood. It seemed as if the neighborhood was still in development, because there weren't too many houses around. I then saw a jet fly right over my head. I knew what was happening right away. It was going to crash.

I then realized that this situation was too ridiculous to be really happening and I became lucid. The jet flew right across my face, filling the entire left part of my view. The jet became a huge spaceship and as I looked passed it I was now in space. Everything went all psychedelic here and I can't remember all of the images that seemed to be flying past me. My view then went black and I prepared to wake up.

Upon waking I could already tell that it was a false awakening. I was floating around in a room that I've never seen before. There was a bed and it seemed to be a normal bedroom. I tried to set myself down so that I could become lucid, but I couldn't get a grip on any gravity and continued to float around. Everything then started to fade to black.

Strange greeting (fragment)

I was outside and had been walking for a while. We were on the outskirts of some neighborhood that I've never been to. Rex was with me and so was Kevin. Kevin left to go home because he said he going to bring us back some movies. We then ran into faith and Katie. Katie greeted me by rubbing up against me with her butt. I found this a little strange, but liked it too. Kevin then came back with two movies.

Cold waters

I was watching my friend Chris, from Yellowstone. He was trapped under a bunch of ice in Alaska. He had to wait for the weather to get colder and colder so the ice would grow above his head. When it was close enough he could grab it and pull himself up and over the hole. I watched it grow in fast motion. I had a feeling that something bad was about to happen and that he might not make it. He then pulled himself over and on top of the ice. As the scenery revealed itself I saw that he was on the edge of a downward cliff that led to a wide river. He started to scale down the cliff, but slipped and fell into the water. His whole body disappeared underneath the green, icy water. I thought he was a goner, knowing how cold it was.

I was now talking to my cousin, Cameron, as the events took place. He said how he once fell into the waters in Alaska too. I was amazed that he survived. I told him that I had just touched the water and that it felt extremely cold. I then saw Chris come up out of the water on the other side of the river. He was greeted by a bunch of other people. They all seemed like his friends and it seemed that he was safe.

My environment then changed and I was at my grandmas house. My Grandma, Cameron and I were all in her kitchen. It didn't look anything like her real life kitchen though. Cameron was about to go fishing. He was wearing brown overalls and had a bunch of gear with him. I kind of wanted to go with him but for some reason I knew that I couldn't. I grabbed a bunch of equipment and approached him. I could tell that I couldn't go and put them down against the kitchen counter. I then saw that grandma was about to cook something to eat. I looked back as Cameron said something and walked out the front door.

Horror of drugs (That aren't marijuana)

I was in a big parking lot on the side of a highway. I was there to make a drug deal with two other people that I didn't know. I kept getting nervous because cars kept driving really fast through the parking lot. I kept thinking that one of them would be a cop. We were about to give up on finding the drugs, when one of the people I was with saw it. He reached his hand down a gutter and pulled out a plastic bag full of adderall pills.

Later, time skipped some and I had taken some adderall at my house. I felt sped up and kind of light headed. My old friend JP had come over, which was strange because our friendship ended on pretty bad terms. I knew that he had come over, but I couldn't find him anywhere in the house. I knew something was wrong, so I went out into the garage and JP was sitting in my car, in the passenger side seat. In the driver seat there was a little girl who JP was helping smoke out of my pipe. She had blond hair and looked as though she was two to three years old. I had never seen her before.

I opened the car door and grabbed the pipe from the girl, putting it in my pocket. I put out my hand towards the plastic bag full of pills that JP was holding, but he held back. I told him that he could keep the pills. I didn't want them because I could get in trouble with them. I then picked up the girl and felt her shaking. She had smoked crushed up adderall pills out of my pipe. I asked JP how much she had smoked. I forgot what he said. I told him how bad it was and that I may have to take her to the hospital. When I said this I looked at the girl to make sure she didn't understand what I was saying. I asked him if he did it just to get back at me or something.

He said "Honestly, yes."

I then told him that I wouldn't be the one paying for it and that it was worse for the little girl than me.

He was now in the back of my car and three girls were in the car with him. At this point the little girl had disappeared from my hands. I asked them why they didn't stop him and they all they said that they didn't know it was harmful. I called them all names over and over. I started to leave to go inside and they followed me to the door. They all started to look pretty nervous as I threatened how much trouble they would be in. I went in and walked past my parents in the living room going straight to my room. I held the pipe in my pocket to make sure it didn't fall out. I would put it away before I told my parents what was going on.

Strange club

I was with this girl who needed to get home to Texas from where we were at. She had blond, shoulder length hair and blue eyes. I think we were in a major city in California. We had maybe come from Yellowstone. We hadn't traveled very far though, so my dream logic must have failed me and thought that California was close to Yellowstone.

I started to drive her out into the city a bit to find a hotel. Later she told me that the next day I would need to drive her to Iowa to catch a plane home. I told her that I couldn't and that she would have to take a bus or something. For some reason I felt scared to not take her. After I told her that I couldn't take her she said that she had no reason to live. She turned into an old woman with messy, gray hair and went out in traffic, getting hit by a vehicle. She splattered into a white liquid material after being hit.

Time skipped and I then ended up in this club in the same city. It was just a huge slab of concrete with people dancing everywhere. I found a section that was for gay people and everybody said that it was where I belonged. There was a train of eight to ten guys rubbing against each other. Most of them were old, black men. I didn't really feel comfortable with this. I tried to leave but was frozen and couldn't move for a second. I finally got away from it.

I sat down next to some other people. Then a person started to speak to us from a stage at the front. He told us that the brown squares on the floor were made of something special. He let us guess for a while what they were made out of and some of the people around us thought it something dangerous. He then said that if there were any thieves that he was afraid they would take what it was. He then revealed to us that the brown squares were marijuana. The people around me tore some of the pieces from the floor and said they were taking some home.

I then grabbed my suitcase and started to leave. It fell open though and I noticed that another suitcase had been inside of it. This suitcase was unzipped and I could see that it was completely empty. I hadn't packed any of my clothes when I left Yellowstone and was scared I would have to go back to where I was to get them. I thought about calling my parents to ask what I should do.

Future wife (Fragments)

I was in a house, with this fat girl. She was my girlfriend or wife and all of my family was there. We were really close on a bed and were having sex. We woke up in the morning and my family was still there. We were often close.

Cop outside

Me and my friend Rex were in a house that I've never been in before. It had an up and downstairs to it and seemed to be very block like. I noticed when I looked out one of the windows that there was a cop sitting in a car with his lights on right outside our house. He looked at me and didn't seem happy. I knew we had alcohol and weed in the house and this scared me. For some reason I found out that he would come in and search the house soon. I told Rex and we went and grabbed the stuff. I suggested putting it in the attic, but we decided that it would be better to put it somewhere outside. We went out the opposite door of where the policeman was. We walked down a sidewalk, to another house and put it in the houses bushes. When we were walking back a guy came up to us and told us to take it away from his house so he didn't get in trouble. We apologized to him and he seemed okay with it. We never ended up going back.

Model ship

I was outside on the beach making a model ship. It was actually really big but I was putting it together with my hands. They were huge block pieces and I was fitting it together to make a long landing craft. I stepped back from it and there was sand all around, where there used to be ocean. The ship had sucked up all of the water when I made it. Sand even lined the sides of the ship. I knocked some off and it uncovered a really bright green design.

Later, somebody came and said that I had put it together wrong. This guy had been a jerk to me earlier. He was taking it apart, not like blocks, but piece by piece, tearing clunks of wood off of it and pieces of plastic. He said that it wasn't supposed to be as long. I went to the top of the boat to look at what he was doing. He had made it half the length as it was. There were lots of people carrying parts of the boat and rebuilding. He made a dome with an entrance that waves were coming into. The top of the boat now seemed to be on the same level as the ocean had been. He then started to be pretty nice to me and explained how it worked. He said that every couple of waves that would enter, would spin around the dome. Waves came in and rapidly spun around hitting me. It was pretty fun, like a ride at a water park. It did it another time and I jumped into the wave. It wasn't as strong as I thought it would be.

Adoption

I was at a large building that was an adoption clinic. I was about to adopt a baby. There was a fat lady who worked there who was talking to a bunch of us who were interested in adopting. She talked about a pretty baby girl that was up for adoption. Later, the mother of that baby came in. She was Hispanic and very cute. She talked about her baby and said that she was sorry that he husband was also Hispanic, so that the baby wasn't half white. I told her that I didn't care about that. Time then skipped and I was at my house in the front room. I had the baby. It was crawling around and every time I told her to come, she ran onto my lap. One time she hesitated and I was sad, saying that she didn't come just like my dog wouldn't come. I then picked her up and went to the kitchen. I needed to change her diaper. I changed it, but she hadn't made a mess.

Confusing drive

I was driving on a highway and there was a car in front of me so I had to stop. I messed the stop up and turned too far around. There were now people piling up behind me. Somebody stepped out of the car in front of me and had a composite bow. This scared me and I hurried and turned around getting back onto the highway. I then had to choose between two roads that the highway split. I looked at the sign and couldn't recognize any of the places on one of them, so I went down the other road.

Buying a horse

I was at a ranch with my mom and we were about to buy me a horse. The ranch was in the mountains and it was night time. We walked around and there were some people looking at horses and stuff. I wanted to get a specific lady to help me out, because the other two ladies were pushy and mean sometimes. As we walked to the back, where the horses are kept, I saw a jacket that was being sold and I really liked it. It was blue and I wanted to buy it. We then reached the back. There were huge steps going down into a valley, but it was really dark and I couldn't see anything. I said never mind to my mom. She said that we would go to another place where they know exactly how the horses are trained and what they know. I still wanted to buy from the place where we were at.

Liar

I was back in high school, in the library. Mr. Harris was there. (My high school government teacher, has white, long hair and beard) He asked me if I had been doing drugs lately. I told him no and he said that he knew I was lying. He said he could always tell when I was lying, or faking something. I felt really badly for him. Later, he asked me if I wanted to talk about it and I said yes. He didn't bring up drugs and instead talked with another female teacher also.

Pawn search

I was in a pawn type shop and was looking for a baby book to send my kid. (This is strange, because I don't have a kid. My ex-girlfriend had a miscarriage) I looked through all of the book sections and I couldn't find any that I thought were suitable for her age. I looked through on section of used books. They were really gross though and sometimes wet and moldy. I then went to the back of the shop. It seemed as though a whole guitar section of the shop had been added on when I wasn't looking. I then found a part of the shop where the items hadn't been sorted yet and were just sitting in piles. Radiohead's "In Rainbows" stuck out to me. I then left the shop and was walking with my parents through the mall. I talked about how I needed shoes. We went into a safari themed clothing store to look for shoes for me.

How I met your mother

I was watching a TV commercial where the people from how I met your mother were talking about wearing hats drawn on by pain (the computer paint) to hide that their sets were being worked on. Barney's character then kept talking and I was surprised to hear that he actually had a British accent. My mom said how nice of a guy he seemed to be in real life. The more I looked at him he had only one eye. For some reason I thought that this was normal though. He then started to act strange with the interviewer. At the end of the interview he kissed the interviewers hand.

Strange game

I was at my friends house and got on his computer. I started to play a game that was a mix between warcraft 3 and starcraft. It was an RPG. I was a space marine and was in a mid-evil type town in the middle of a desert. I then left and had a really fast horse. I rode across desert plains and started to dodge black spirits. I made it past all of the spirits . I then saw a fort and went through a broken part of the wall. There were huge block like enemies. One noticed me and started running towards me. I then stopped playing and looked through a booklet of the different sex scenes that were in the game. They were all very graphic.

The military

I had joined the military and was with my cousin chase. We got our rifle, but I wasn't sure how it worked. Aunt Becky was there and she was helping to show me. She showed me how to turn the safety on but I forgot shortly after. I went back to her and asked again. She showed me how to do it but accidentally broke the tip of my gun off. She apologized and left. I then went out into the cafeteria where they were going to give us a speech. I saw my friend Silas and a bunch of other kids from my school. It surprised them that they had all joined the military. I saw down, but I started to feel bad that I had joined the military. I stood up and started to yell at them that I didn't agree with the war and that I was against it from the very start. It seemed to be a good speech and wasn't met with any negativity. I saw a girl with a sniper rifle at the side of the cafeteria and was surprised that she didn't shoot me. Girls then started to strip down the bikini's on the back stage of the cafeteria. I thought it was strange that they were using girls like this as a reward for us.

Movie viewing

I was at a movie theater, seeing a movie with my friend Mark and his parents. It was a Disney psychedelic type cartoon. There was a famous scene we were watching where everything was made out of clouds at first. His dad said to watch for the famous hidden giraffe that was in the scene. Lines formed to make different shapes with different colors filling in those shapes, but I couldn't really make out any giraffe. I thought that I had missed it. The clouds scene was really awesome and everybody in the audience seemed to like it a lot.

Our seats then started to move and I began rocking back and forth out of control. Mark was moving like crazy also. I then realized that our seats weren't moving at all and that it was just us. Mark said that we should move somewhere else and I agreed. He got up and went almost to the front. There were two seats available at the side and we both sat down. We were now watching a sort of concert, although it was still filmed on screen. It was barney, but more for adults. Anthony Bordain then walked down the isle and I had his book for some reason. It was under my chair, but when I tried to grab it, it just kept ripping apart. I asked Mark if I should show him his own book. He said that it was a boring book and I agreed laughing.

The chairs were now all planks of wood, laying on the ground and it was hard to sit on. I had to sit on one with a lady and I kept accidentally flipping it over, knocking her down. She got angry and took the whole thing for herself. I went and sat propped up against the wall. There was then a foamy icing all over the place and me and Mark started to eat it.

Provoked

I was with my family eating at a restaurant. This black family, who were sitting at another table, threatened me. I hit one of the family members three times across the face to defend myself. My dad then got angry at me. I got angry at him back because I had to do this to defend myself. I then started to fight with the husband of the black family. The owner of the restaurant then came and kicked me out. I then waited until my family came out. My mom came out first. She was different than my real mom and had blond hair and was young. I got angry at her and cursed at her a lot for not defending me. She said to talk to my dad about it. When my dad came out I cursed at him and threatened to fight him.