Black means non lucid Orange means semi lucid Blue means lucid Red means dream characters talking Purple means possible shared dreaming person Green means notes Got it? Great! Now, you know what to do. Notes: I drink 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep before bed last night. I listened to some very calm and slow and relaxing songs while preparing my subconscious to give me the kinds of dreams that i want. So here is what my subconscious gave me. Dream #1 New York City. Im with 3 guys, (one Black one Latino and the other Italian) We are somewhere what looks like New York city. Its day time and its raining, we are in a car talking about some ways of getting information from this guy making big money. We start going over plans of how to set him up and get all his money or something like that. Dream switches Dream #2 How I do Business. Im in a pool hall talking with a bunch of latino guys about arranging a deal with one of my men. One of the men agrees and we shake hands and play pool. Natalia. Im in a hotel room with Natalia. She is wearing her typical mafioso suit, with her hair in a ponytail, and wearing her black high heels, smoking her cigarette. It is night time, and we are in a bedroom and shes in a chair telling me to try and figure out what the guy likes in women, and use that to our advantage. Im sitting on the side of the bed thinking this out. Mirror Subconscious Training. Im in a bathroom rubbing my hawk coin totem staring in the mirror thinking of a form i am goin to project as for the mission. Natalia the Bo$$. Im walking with Natalia down a sidewalk holding a briefcase. Its daytime and a little overcast and cloudy out. Im projected as what i believe to be a Italian woman. Im wearing dark shades, a gray and black striped suit, my hair is in a bun, and im wearing dark black high heels, I look like Carla Gugino. Me and Natalia enter this building, It looks like some corporate building. We start walking up these stairs and head down a long hallway looking for some guy. We enter a room to find this Italian guy sitting in his chair looking at something on his computer. (Italian guy talking) "Natalia, its been a long time sweetheart how ya been huh?" (Natalia) "Been doing good. This here is my partner, don't bother asking for her name, she has many." (Italian guy talking) "Oh, i see. Well have a seat ladies." (Italian guy talking) "So uh..what can i do for ya?" (Natalia talking) "Show em whats in the briefcase." I stand up and set the briefcase on the desk, to show him a briefcase full of money. Natalia ask him if he can gives us the goods, because we have a big operation on our hands. He leads us to another door, that leads down to a basement. We see a rack full of different guns. we take a few of them and start heading out. Dream switches Dream #3 The Way I Operate. Im in what looks like a club and im projected as myself sitting at the table with my henchmen. Im explaining to them about how we can build our empire with the right heads. And that we need to keep our noses and our asses clean. (Don't know what i meant by that lol) We are joking and just conversating, and the dream fades. 5:30 - 5:50 am. I listened to a few of my slow songs, and did plenty of subconscious training. Dream #4 The water fountain, and talking with my female subconscious self. Im in Casino playing at the slot machines and decide to head outside to get some fresh air. I notice this one girl who was standing near a huge water fountain Throwing coins in the water. She looked mixed with black and latin or possibly black and indian or i could be possibly waaay off! Lol, But she looked beautiful. She was a light complexioned, and wearing a long white and pink dress with some black strappy sandals with pink toenail polish. I walked over to her rubbing my hawk coin. I stand beside her and i stare at the clear water with all silver coins in the fountain. (Young lady talking) "Mmm. I love the water, its so calm and relaxing just to stand near it." "Yes, it is." I look at her, watching her take her hand and glide it across the side of her face moving the hair out of her pretty face. "Are'nt you gonna throw your coin in there too? Lol, Or you just gonna stand there rubbing it?" "Hah, na. My mom gave me this coin years ago. I keep it more as a sacred item you know?" "Oooh. Well thats nice. So is your mom still around?" "Oh yea. She is alive and well and in good health." I ask her why is she out here alone. She mentions that she just came out of a bad relationship, and she just wants to clear her mind of any negativity. We talk for what seemed like hours about family, and friendships and all the good stuff. "Are you in a relationship?" Oh no. I been single for 3 years now." "Wow. 3 years? Your a handsome guy though, why are you still single?" "Im waiting for the right Woman this time. Don't want to make another mistake." She nods and tells me that sometimes our company is the best when we our left alone with only our thoughts. We stand near the calm water fountain just looking at eachother smiling. I ask her if she would like one of my totems. I dig in my pocket to find my 2nd coin and give it to her. She thanks me, and we start talking some more by the water. The dream fades and i wake up. Note: Im beginning to notice that, im becoming in tune with various parts of my subconscious mind. The first dream im clearly able to maintain control of my DCs and my environment. Even though not lucid. My dream had a little bit of everything in it, even though i was not lucid. I still think i am able to become lucid by listening to certain songs. I may have to experiment with various songs tonight to see what i can cue in or trigger lucidity at. Overall, im very happy with my recall, and the theme of my different dreams.
Updated 05-09-2012 at 04:43 AM by 54142