lucid

Sorry for the bad grammar and punctuation etc. These are all copied from a txt file I write all my dreams in.

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2. (2 min) lucid I am in clow school feild, small section on south grass island or on south west corner. I am trying to fly or jump. I try a few times and able to get really high. I then realize I am dreaming. I try to really fly high now i get about 50 ft in the air but my legs feel really tired the more i try. I remember thinking i must have fallen asleep in the grass. i then proced to fly home in a straight line from where i went up over the houses. a good about of the home were reaplace by treess/forest. i am a 100 200 ft in the air and fly about 80mph home the sky was beuatiful. I land in the drive and began walking to the garge while i am walking i think my body is still paralized/sleeping back in the school flied and was wondering if i was safe, but figured i probably was and if not i would wake up anyways. I then run from the drive into the garage i recall getting short of breath in the dream realitivly quickly. i was just trying to get back to my room so i could test my dream more, i remember thinking i have to get there quick before something happens. I open the door to get in the house and joe kenny and grandpa are in my way of getting inside. they are arguing ken says he doesnot want grandpa to drive him back to school because he has been drinking, joe says soemthing like you haver to go with him he is your grandpa. kenny is still mad and grandpas doesnt say aything. at this point i see the dream start to dematerialize right before my eyes and know that i am screwed i then wake up.

Sorry for the bad grammar and punctuation etc. These are all copied from a txt file I write all my dreams in.

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3. (5-7 min) I woke up lucid, feeling the blakets being pulled up over my face. I was able to see thorugh them or they were pulled back down I dont know for sure. There was a light on in my room, by the computer. I began to feel my body fall in a deeper sleep. I decided to fly over to the middle of my room infornt of my bed. I did and it was quite fast. For some reason I was really dizzy, I kept falling one way and grabbing a wall and then the other. I was looking at the dream room and the visuals and was thinking this dream was not as real as others and was not as good overall in feel. I was still bouncing off the walls and i decided to rub my hands together. It didnt feel like i thought it was going to feel it felt more real but extremely weak of a feel for how much forced i used it was like my hands were slightly numb. I was thinking on how my brain was not generating the best dream world this time but continued on anyways. at some point durning bouncing of the walls the stairs were going down instead of up. I later walked over to were my computer was expcet there was door way now to another small room. and the curtains were now a concrete wall, i went in this room and it was grandpa berkes secret room like at is house but bigger, there was a desk in here and not much else. on the desk was a pic of grandma berke. i was thinking somehting here but cannot remmeber what it was. this room kind of reminds of the secret room in the basement of the home in silent hill 5. I go back into my room and see the mirror on the wall by my guitars, i say yeah ive got to look in here. While i start looking the mirror moves over to the computer now contrertte wall. at first glance i was close to hit with my head slightly tilted. my refelection was pretty authentic just a little miss shaped but not much. I then step back and keep looking in the mirror. my face seems to keep changing, still with the long hair and beard, but i guess you could say different face types, and diff types of hair, same color though. THis changed abnout 10 times in the 12 or seconds i looked at it. I remember some of the faces came right as i thought of one because of what the previous one made me think. I then looked back at room and choose to go upstairs there was some noise or something going on up there. I decided to teleport upstairs. I didnt think of where but just did it. I thought i am going upstaris now and snapped my fingers and i was there. I ended up in grandmas room in the little hallway in between the bath/makeup room and bed room. There was some noise like an alarm going off somewhere on grandmas make up table going off. i thought i should trun it off so i wouldnt wake up. I went over there and there was a mess of all kind of stuff. I lookd above and bleow though the shit, and found on top of the table under some stuff and shut it off. I then leave the part of the room and head towards the door. Now I see a digital clock in front, grandmas clock, I get excited to see what it does. I knew the real time was about 245-300pm and kind of was consious of it threw this dream. anyways the clock said it was 12:56pm I knew that wasnt the time and i didnt have much time to keep dreaming. it then changed to 120pm and then 118pm 1245pm 130pm, the numbers are approx. It was changing about every sec or 2. there were probably 12 diff times it told me throught this.and did this for 13 secs. I tryed to change the time to the right time with my thoughts but was unsucessful. I closed my eyes and open them hoping it would tell the right time but began to feel tried and knew i shouldnt have closed my eyes. I decide to try and make someone appear in the doorway but the wrong person came thorugh. it was grandma and i am know she didnt appear she was coming to room the whole time i was in there, i knew that all along so i failed to make someone appear, i can begin to feel myself waking up and know i have tyo do somthing. I try teleporting back to my room, but cant i leave grandmas room and go out in the hallway. bill comes out of joes room wearing a winter coat and such and heads downstairs i ignore him, i am just trying to stay asleep stay in the dream. I try spinning around as fast as i can to stablize the dream. i see everything spinning as you normally would and hear it, but i dont feel i am spinning at all. i stop thinking something might have changed in the hallway. nothing everything is still the same. I didnt fell dizzy i didnt feel anything. I try to rub my hands toeghter, again nothing no feeling nothing changes. I think ill just walk down to my room then. i go down the stairs and am really feeling tried now when i get to the bottom i collapse from being exhausted i sit lean my back against the front door. someone says look at the new dog sone so got. I know there was name said of who got the dog , i dont remember though. The dog come hops on my lap i pick it up and it looks like ginger but somehow a different. I then lose it and wake up.

Sorry for the bad grammar and punctuation etc. These are all copied from a txt file I write all my dreams in.

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1. (20min)lucid i wake up in a car tired I feel my head resting against the headrest I am not lucid but close to bu the time we get to our destination i am lucid i get out of the car go in my house and into the basement I walk to the back of the basement and it opens up into this huge mall and i am in a hospital gown and i think i need some pants as i walking through the mall and thinking that this will work some pants start flashing on and off on my legs and then i have pants on i continue throuhgh the mall and go down the stairs and think i am dreaming this fucking awseome and keprt repetain i am dreaming i get to the food court area and this asian guy gets up from his table and walks up to me and i say you know i am dreaming right and he says no or soemthing equivlent to it then i ask him how do you know i am not dreaming and he stumble over his words and said because of jesus and the devil he then flt emabarassed and went i sat back down at his table i pretened to laugh and said good joke man it seemed to make him feel better then i abruptely stopped laugihin had i seroius face i yelled fuck you really angy and flicked him opff and walked off lauging back to where i came from i think i wam deraming what shuld i do now i see theis barrier from where i origanlly came from at the endi decde o smash thorugh it so i run fast as i can and plow right threw it.i am outside now and see ken in the distance and go to him he tells me his in the dream with me and hes in hist room dreaming hes we should fly we start unnin and eget a little height hies friends apper and now hijm and them decide to sue trhis hjetback airballon device they go up in the air and get caught in these power linesken gets his hair burnbed oof the topp of his head hes fine though i then fly from this spot to this small aprtment building 1 stry. i go inside and i feel as though i am on some miusson trying to find cluse that some one bad or good is leaving i dont know which inside this place is actually a mini casino soimeone spots me and i have to leave it was quite fun playing along i tflet like a game i was playing i wenty out threw the bathroom but it look like a garage as i went further in the ceiling began to collapse and i had to get out there was a small opening in some of the wreck so i flew out thourhg there i thouhgt i sdaw soemthikng that was inside the place i need and tried to fight the falling debris ftom the sky i was making a diff but decied to let my sub consious do waht it wanted here i flew from that palce to a field were my borhter was again he seai i should try the jetpoack air balloooon thing wiht him and his friends i followed them and got to soemt area with ppowerlines i went up with the device getting real close saying "here igo" i was full lucid and then came back dwon thinking i dont want to lose my hair becmoning not as lucid i said to him i dont want lose my hair like you did and he was like yeah kiena dn his friends decided to go up again anywasy and gooted zapped by the power lines and had to go to the hospital i then flew back to the mall again or soemhow go there and i ended up in a payphone area it was an indented cubical in the wall of one of the halls upstairs in the mall there were about 10 phones there that curled around the walls of this cubical and plenty of peolpe here using the phones one phone rings and the call is for me . i thought it was ken buyt couldnt tell because there were 3 voice talking at the same time when i anwersed tow of them were the "if you would like to make a call please hang up and..." recordings and the other was ken i could just feel that it was him but i couldnt make oput a damnb thing i get off the phone i pickup i expensive calutarlor that was just sitting there i turn around and look at it and think i better put this back so the lady next to me dosent thinik i am stealing it my friedn or someone i know is in front of me and iturn back around to put the calucaluator back were i got it from and theres the lady looking at me and i think she probably thought i was going to steal it and then i remeber wait i am dreaming this downdt matter i think what can i try now i am not trying to see how long i can make this last i thought and at this pooint as full lyucid agian i somehow just teleported to the mudroom of the berke house i went into the laundyr room down there and it was alot birghter in terms of looks like it wasnt in the basement it was upstairs. it looked like it was in the basement it was just that everything was brighter thean usual i think i shoule feel my physical body and take that risk to see waht happens i begin to feel very tired VERY. ithink maybe i should spin around to stay in the dream but i decide not to. ill just see what happens and then in the dream close my eyes and open and it is when i do that i wake up. it took 20 40 secs of being awwasre of my body to wake up.