DollFace

Last night I dreamed that my whole high school class was at blackstock. My old Jr. High. The whole 2012 CIHS Class was there. And it was pretty weird. I didn't want to be there with them, but I had no other choice. To my understanding, there was like a carnival going on. But for a carnival going on,we were all sort of dressed too formal. As I started recognizing people I would hangout or talk to I just simply smiled or said hy. I didn't do any attempt to keep things going with them, but apparently they didn't get the memo because they stood by me. I had a couple girls standing by me laughing and playing around. But then, I saw him, he was by himself and he looked better than ever. When I saw him I fell in love with him all over again. All those feelings came back. It made me sad because I knew he did not care about me one least bit. Not in any way. So when he got closer to where I was, I ignored him. I acted as if I never even seen him arrive. But I knew he knew that I'd seen him. But just as I ignored him, he ignored me. And that hurt. He didn't even sneak a glance at me. He just walked passed by me. As I stared after him, I watched him go in to the field and sit in the bleachers. I later realized that people started going crazy. They were yelling nd running around like crazy. I heard a couple people saying that a dog was running loose. In my head I was like. "really your all running and screaming like crazy over a loose dog..smh.. How pathetic." but what I didn't realize was that this dog was ACTUALLY out there trying to eat. He was eating people. This dog was no ordinary dog and I didn't know that because I was so lost in Johnny. I got tired of waiting and hoping that he'd stop being an asshole and he'd come talk to me. So as I tried making my way through the screaming crowd I saw him, the dog, he was 15 feet away from me. He was big, hazel brown, and he had big vicious teeth. He was like a pit bull taken out of a scify movie. And this scary disgusting dog was staring straight at me. And right at that moment I realized that this dog was here for only one reason. And that was me. There was people still running around but there was also people staring at me and him. I was scared and I had no where to run. So I just stood there, very still looking back at it hoping that it'll turn around and leave. But it wasn't going anywhere. That dog was there for me and he wasn't going to leave till he got what he wanted. And that dog; wanted me dead. So I made a decision that probably anyone would have. I ran. Where too? Anywhere, everywhere. There wasn't a single place that I could hide or take shelter. I was just running and scared from it. My adrenaline was on fire I was running like no other but this dog was quick. I felt his breath crawling in the back of my neck and that scared me, because I felt like he'd catch me any moment and kill me. But far out in the field I saw my way out. I saw a fence and I knew what I had to do. I just had to keep running and hope this dog wouldn't catch me. As I got closer, this dog tried taking bites out of me. But no way in hell was I going to let him. I looked back at him one last time, and this dog showed me his teeth. He was like smiling at me, like, a victory smile. This dog thought I was stranded ,no where to go. He thought he finally had me. But what this dog didn't know, was that I was planning on climbing that fence and stay up there. So as I got closer, I took the last bit of my energy and sprinted to the fence. I jumped on it and climbed it all the way to the top. I tried sitting on it but, its kinda hard to do that on a barbed wire fence. So I just had my legs thrown over and my body sort of laying on it. The dog kept jumping up trying to get me. And for a bit there, I thought he really was going to get me. I was scared and I was shaking and what I did next through me off guard. I started yelling for Johnny. I took a deep breath and with all my might I started yelling for him. I was crying and I needed him to come rescue me. I didn't know why I yelled for him. It just came out of no where. My body reacted all by itself. But this dog, was definitely something else, with every jump he kept taking he seemed to be getting hire. And there it was my scream again. I yelled for Johnny again. But this time my voice begged, and sounded desperate and hopeful. But he wouldn't show up. He wouldn't come to my rescue. And that crushed me. And this dog, somehow, was clinging on to the fence. And his scary face, with those scary fierce disgusting teeth were 5 feet away from my face. He was growling, and slobbering all over the place. And what I did to him was very unexpected, even for me. I reached out to him with my right hand, I scratched and petted his head. And when I did that he no longer was growling at me. He was just staring at me. Confused. Lost. That dog was looking at me like he knew who I was. And then everyone who was there started to gently push the dog away. And he wouldn't do anything. The dog kept staring at me. Its like if he was in a trance......