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5 Sep 2017, Lucid. (2h Nap). Starting to realize that napping is where I get most of my vivid recollections, and this seems to be working.

"Oh hey I'm dreaming". Became lucid in a (forest?), tried not to wake up by not controlling anything and letting the dream take control, began slipping from dream and woke up.

I was at an outdoor college course room? Sitting on side and eating, feeling privileged cause; I didn't give a shit. They were doing room inspections or something I was indoors siting down, annotating that the Russian buildings were the only one that simulated with nothing but blacked out rooms with red lights, then everyone evacuated and I had to leave my gym bag. "Judges" outside and we were waiting, talking crap and I turned around and admired the painting behind us. It was very detailed. Specifics I don't remember much.

Ended up at restaurant, challenge to eat everything.

Race track tried to drive up vertical slope but construction van couldn't so I saved them.

I've finally made a success to my 3-year lucid dreaming drought. All I merely did was reality check a dozen times yesterday, drink almond milk, and eat a banana, and bam, lucid dream. Although they're not as vivid as my dreams were back then, this'll suffice.*

I was walking out of a bathroom stall (one that resembled a theatres) when something appeared odd, and I noticed an old friend, Courtney. I become lucid at this point, remembering to remain calm & not go overboard. Looking in the large mirror, try to observe my reflection and surroundings. I see myself, and it looks like me. I end up grabbing my friends face at some point (her cheeks) to get a full observation of what's going on. I eventually tried to open the bathroom door to see what was outside, but I neither remember waking up nor falling out of the dream.*

At some point in one of my dreams, a bunch of friends and I end up taking a plane out of my driveway. We can't go, since Shawntel is blocking it, but she moves out of the way. When I turn around, apparently it's only my sister and mom/dad in the tiny aircraft, and it's like we rented a private jet to visit dad in Africa. We're figuring out who's going to drive it, and I'm looking at the vacant cockpit were the pilot should be. It was too crammed to be a transportation plane.

Around this time I wake up, disappointed of my lucid dream. I try to sleep into another one, quickly seeing the Hugh Jackman Wolverine sitting in a cell with his claws out. I'm guessing it didn't work, since everything went black and I felt tingly. Soon, I AM the Wolverine, acting as an astral projection for Bruce Wayne as he sneaks through a factory. His sneaking methods awfully resemble Jensen from Deux Ex (since I've been playing it nonstop), and he appears to be hiding his identity. He sees me as his guide, trying to catch up to me as I end up changing my forms many times. After many metal ladders, we eventually fall into the factories' production: a huge river of marshmallow fluff. My form now being Morgan Freeman, I tell him: "Try it, Bruce! It's marshmallow." We continue our ride down this river, and eventually now I'm in the perspective of Bruce, as next to me is the female protagonist of the first Christian Bale Batman film (I don't remember the actress's name). She doesn't recognize me, but I eventually kiss her, where she says, "you kiss just like Bruce." We climb our way out of the river, completely clean and happy, and I make a call to Alfred to pick us up. I think she was fishing for something? She had a pet rat, or ferret that ended up using something to dig around with a tail-thing, and the pet ended up eating a beetle at the end of their rod.*

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I was in the Scooby Doo show. Scooby looked freaking weird. I don't remeber much but I believe that the gang was in trouble, or they were looking for hidden fugitives. This was not vivid. I mostly remember Emiee reminding me that in the new shows Scooby NEVER ate Scooby snacks, *so I asked him, hey do you want a Scooby snack?! And he goes, eh, whatever.
This has to be one of the longest lucid dreams that I have ever had. I remember becoming lucid inside of a classroom. I was in either a science classroom or Horticulture class. I exited the class and tried to find woodline. My main goal in all my LD's is to visit Denn, and I have tried so many time to go there. I attempted to keep calm. Outside I saw some trees but the attempt to do this all was a fail. I kept trying to imagine a mirror, but no success. I ended up in a building, I felt like I was wasting time and was about to lose lucidity. I looked out, it looked like my house now. I saw that there was trees infront of the house. I ran so fast out my window, amd wanted to pass the fence on the left, but saw that brown dog over there, so I jumped a SIX FOOT fence to the road (I was amazed) and began to run. But then I saw dad's jeep driving in. I tried to blend in so they didn't see I was "running away" but realized I was wearing the most orange of neon oranges shirt. I then saw mom running over to me yelling, at least say goodbye! Bitch made me lose lucidity.
I remember going outside the house and seeing Patrick holding yarn. Then I looked up and saw a GIANT bearded man laughing outside with a buzzing Spongebob infront of him. The thing was is that Patrick was holding onto the yarn because Spongebob was a kite. Spongebob looked at Patrick and Patrick looked back at me like What the fuck is going on?*

I remember being in either someones house, or my house and it was really creepy. It was like Silent Hill, or a flashlight horror game. I was with a few other people and someone told me I had to go into this one room. But the entire time it was extremely dark and the room I had to go to the "little girl" was in. I said screw it, and ran in with my flashlight. I ran in to get the objective, which was to turn off the alarm. As I climbed on the bed to reach ontop of the cabinet I heard the loudest non sexual moaning behind me. It was like someone was breathing on my neck. I fidgetted to grab the red numbers and disarm them, I was shitting bricks. I wasn't even sure if I turned it off, but I sure ran the hell out of there. It was still dark and I remember laying down infront of my sisters door to calm down. I think my dad was possessed. He began picking me up and throwing me around down the stairs. I was like, what the fuck?
Somewhere in my dreams I was swimming. I swam up to the chapel and then realised that I was dreaming. When I did I felt that moment between dream state and realization, but them woke up one second after. I think the flaw was where I attempted MILD by saying: I will wake up when I dream. The flaw was "I will WAKE up".*

August 24, 2011 melatonin
I had a lucid dream. Forgot how it went though. I believe I was in Elementary school when realization came. Then I observed, and then went straight towards shrubbery and visualized that I was going to Denn. Woke up.
I think I was collecting items in my stupid RPG game when the dream scene turned into some sort of Harry Potter hall. I think Harry killed Voldemort, but then Harry started attacking me, and this other black guy, but he died and was laying on the floor. Then I think we began to sword fight. There was blood everywhere. (this was after I watched KillBill.lol.) We fought at the end of the staircase, and I killed him. I staggered my way to the one guy he just killed and sat next to him. I knew the students were coming out of their classes soon. And when they did they panicked to the sight that Harry was dead. I walked over to everyone shrouding over his body with two bowls in my hands, someone screamed, Voldemort killed him!! Then I replied as I walked over, I killed Harry Potter. I then walked to the other sideo of the room and sat down and began to eat what was in the bowls. It felt like time lapsed and Harry died a long time ago. I felt guilt, but I wasn't grieving. The female giant to 9'o'clock of me told me I was eating Yakisoba and I agreed with her and gave it to her. Yakisoba is fucking disgusting.*
School began, I was going to my classes still with a guilty feeling of killing Harry. I remembered to keep as quiet as I could (my goal this year). While I was looking at the school map for my class, it didn't look familiar at all. I entered this one class with two chicks that I use to know before. The teacher was blonde and sweet, but I was slightly late. It looked like a cheap college classroom. I sat down in the back. I was wearing my big knit poncho(it's actually really pretty looking). I felt as if I was really attractive looking during this time. The teacher was doing her teaching thing, and the white guy behind me kept playing with my hair. I sat there, just waiting. When class was nearly over, I got up to stand near the door, when the asian guy pulled my hood on top of my head, or he was messing with me hair. I squeeled and glared at him. I saw an old friend at I never really talked to. She said Hi and I smiled. I exited and it looked like outside elementary school. I made way to my class, which was on the other side. The place began to look like a giant one story mall. I saw this other chick and asked her where I could find this place. She brought me past these mannequins and expensive looking places. She showed me to the entrance and I thanked her. The curtains were closed, and I told the lady next to it, I'm a student of this class. She said were not allowing people in anymore. You're late. I could see flashes and loud music coming from behind the velvet curtain. It looked like a modeling class. Why would I ever sign up for something like that? I left and decided, I'll kill my time by switching classes. In the hall I saw all my juggalo friends. (I'm no juggalo c But I said Hi and they were all selling stuff. I had this bag of chocolate in my hands and didn't want it, so I said who wants it, and the little boy and girl said they wanted it, so I threw it to the boy and said to share with her. I then walked over to the class changing machine. Technology changed. I let the girl behind me go first, since I didn't know how to work it. The this one guy in one of my last year classes wanted to change his class too. I let him past me and he changed. He used to be one of those students that no one likes but he was really flirty. I dedided to change that "modeling" class into a recurring engineering class.*

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In Mabinogi, when I guess the servers became updated from G15 and the new island was there. I saw this one guy with the new carriage. He looked like he didn't know what he was doing and was struggling. Later on I ended up in this woods area and saw this Boss traveling bear or something like that. I tried to kill it with my Beyaya pet and died fast. Got pissed, revived, and used FH on it (Lol don't read my paragraphs on this shitty game). Then I killed it got my wonderful prize that I don't even know what it was.
I was infront of my highschool with Emmie. Then for some reason I became lucid. I walked over to the main road with her to observe the surroundings. Didn't see much, then realized my main goal. I yelled to myself, "I want to go to Denn" and poof nothing happened. I walked passed the front and thought, wow I 'm still lucid. I told Emmie, do you even know I'm lucid? Then I got an idea to exit the campus and enter the woodline area, and I looked at the shrubbery, closed my eyes and said "Denn is infront of me!" Still nothing. Then for some reason I told Emmie that I'll be right back, and I think lucidity was lost after this. But it was PRETTY long. Then I suddenly teleported, yes TELEPORTED(ugh) to Emmie's house and snuck in. I saw her mom and ran into her room. Her house looked like a cabin... In the forest.(perfect time to go to Denn) Her door was like a swinging door, so I tried to keep my feet conceiled from her ma's sight. I went through her room to the back and saw these birds that I guess had been lured from something. I went up the steep slope and thrashed my arm around the foliage to get to this tree really close to the balcony of her room. I got higher and higher and saw that this tree looked like a big tattoo'd arm. I think my big ass weight broke it down and when it fell, a bunch of medics rans over to repair it.
There was also this one dream where ma said do you wanna be a werewolf, or a werewold related dream, but it was a fragment, and a shitty dream.

I was outside gathering lettuce for ma. As I went inside, I became lucid inside the kitchen. I tried my best to calm down and observe my surroundings as I attempted dream control. I was looking around and saw fruit on the kitchen island. I walked over to the door leading to the basement and yelled out "I want to go to the forest of Denn!", then I opened the door, and nothing happened. I think I got pissed off that it didn't work, so I walked outside and decided to go through the back woods area. It got really dark over there. I remember seeing police car patrolling this miniparking lot. Lucidity was getting hard to control by now. I walked in the dark area when the policeman left. Another car drove in, and I *MADE the car come out, and a guy say I'm going to rape you, and I said that's fine. Not getting into detail.*I think lucidity was lost after this. But I ended up in this guys house or something with all of his friends. They were doing weird things, like playing duck-duck-goose or something. I was sitting at the corner, just observing the other people fiddling with this thing on the wall. I got bored so I got on the guys computer to finish something, but I saw he was updating Elder Scrolls. Then I decided, eh why not and played the game. I was then IN the game and I had to pick out who I wanted to be (never played It before) but it did look like WoW. I saw a skeleton looking class, the slutty blood elves, etc. I picked the female skeleton. I walkee over to the guy, I guess his account. Everyone was waiting for something. I guess for the tutorial. We began walking someway. This was really weird, because after the tut, I don't remember it, we sat down in this auditorium and the guy next to me said, how come were not clapping. Then a minute later I began clapping and everyone else did. Then something infront of us started and it was this weird animation of a spider, i guess a cartoon spider, rolling up this one famous cartoon. Spongebob or something. Later on I was with Emma Watson and I was Daniel Radcliffe. The red head was there too. We were watching the captain of the other team (still in Oblivion) was getting competetive. We all sat down and watched. The scene looked like a pirate ship, and the guy was wearing a red trench coat. I told Emma to ask him if he killed Voldemort. Something like that. The bleachers then moved and they were going to do a play on Harry Potter. Emma moved up and got a clear view of it, right infront of me. I stayed and listened to the eoementary choir, and oh god they were terrible.

I was at this weird concert of some sort. I went behind the main stage and I was undercover of some sort. The backstage was emptyness, so I left. The concert gym was empty, and for some weird reason I became lucid. The only thing I did was try to observe my surroundings. I saw the floor, and it had a lot of indents, and that's all I saw in my lucid dream.*
My mom was pregnant and is about to deliver the baby in her room. I stayed all night with her, and we waited. Dad was there I think, but he left often to go to the grocery store to see if mom needed anything. This was really weird. It was so late after watching mom that I fell asleep.
I was at the first few days of school with Emmie. She kept telling me how her boyfriend kept sexting her, and I tried to look at her texts but this one guy, her boyfriend, was holding the phone real weird and I guess he was my imagination, but he was holding string that I guess sent the waves of text. We left and walked into this outside area. We then saw her boyfriend.
I was going home, and I think Krystal was at the bus stop with me. I told her something like, I love you or something. But when I walked to my house with my sister I couldn't wait to see the baby. I walked in and asked, so what gender is it? Dad said something like, oh, another girl. I was really expecting a boy.
Way later on, I was at school, on a boat. This dream was AMAZING. I walked into the front of the school, planning the death of a student who made a minor fault to insult me. But I ended up walking in this hall which at the end were these students in shock. This then reminded me of Bioshock, the scene. At the end of the very dark hall with windows to the right of the ocean, there was an elevator. I told everyone to back the fuck up, I've played this game before. But this all looked so unfamiliar. A teacher was looking in the elevator for a student or such, but then something grabbed her and the elevator collapsed. Everyone around was screaming and I grabbed a hammer, and started pulling out the carpenter staples holding the wood boards to the elevator. Everyone was in my way. Before I descended, I made cookies? I knew what I was doing but I guess the cookies were apart of the game. I made two batches, once undercooked and one overcooked. I asked this one guy to try them and tell me which one tasted more appropriate, and suprisingly he said the overcooked ones. Also, the guy to the left of me told me that he was reading the Wiki and it said that I don't need the cookies? I then dived down and descended into the cavern looking for lost people. I came further up and it looked like the new Lara Croft game. Everything was dripping. Hot damn it was scary.

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I saw my sister's plants. They were in a jar, when they normally were not. I saw in the jar were 2 very small moles, and a baby. They were the size of half of a chapstick? They squeeled and turned red when I held them in my hands. They had teeth like a rat.
I was in the bathroom and I think Harmony and Haraboji (my Korean grandparents) were home. I changed into my teal Aeropostle sweater and began to observe things in the bathroom.
I was in my elementary school when all of a sudden the Mabinogi(my shitty ass RPG) event began. Everyone was killing these really big dark boar looking thing and recieved these nice items. I began to kill them too and made space in my inventory. I had to summon my pets to make more space for items. I saw this one girl hitting the dark figures with her bear hands, and I walked over there with my ostrich and said, bear hands hm? And she said yeah. I went over to this boulder/wood thing over to the woods and flipped it over to see if it had any items, an hell it didn't. After a while I walked closer to the benches and began to try on the clothes. They were just a bunch of cat items. I saw that the REALLY small cat mouth piece was 900k. I tried on ears, a paw, and etc. There was this one categorie in my inventory labeled: these are not to be made porn and I looked at it like what the fuck? After a while, I saw the students in my school, all running over to this one guy to congradulate him. Then some jackass from afar started making whale noises. Everyone else began to make whale noises. Then I thought, this would be cool if I were dreaming or something, then I became lewcid! I tried my best to calm down, and looked at the big cover building where the students would play as the gym. It had a big "JCPenny's" or "Macy's" label on it. I looked to my left and saw students coming in from the woods area. I saw this one asian kid that I didnt really like wearing a black Adidas outfit with pink stripes along the arm. I walked over to one of the buildings to have this one girl pretty much maul me and complain how her birthday is the same day as this one girls, and she was leaning around me. I told her "that's a big coincidence!" while sticking my hands up because I felt awkward then she also mentioned how her moms birthday was 10 days later as well. Thank god I woke up.

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I was in Middle School and I found Emilee near the lunch room. We were sitting at the tables when her and this one nerdy chick pulled out cookies. So did I, but most of it was powder and cookie shards. This dream was very awkward. Later on I ended up in the corner or the building.
I looked at the clock and suddenly realized to reality check when I looked at it. I became lucid and saw that the red clock was way off. The 11 was at the peak and continued like that. I told myself repeatedly, relax, calm down. The first attempt at dream control was to put these words on the lockers spelling out "The..." and something else. It did'nt work. I then turned around, went straight for a door and tried to relax visualizing that when I open it, the Forest of Denn would be there. No matter how calm I was, I woke up. ;(
I was outside of this building. Either everyone locked me out, or I got locked out. Can't remember much, but I think they got stuck.
The scene was elementary school. I went in the back woods and saw some bears. Most of the people around me were highly paranoid to leave the premises of the woods, for as they were collecting. A girl decided to leave to that area, and I followed. As she stood infront of a classroom, I think I got possessed and turned into a demon/succubus looking thing. I gave out a sick ass roar and climbed the top of building and saw this guy up there. As I was about to attack, or not, a man below me said something weird and I turned back into myself. I was weirded out. I then decided to leave, but was running along side this one tall girl I knew. I think I was getting competetive to show off my mounts (I saw my Mabinogi mounts) and then I ended up infront of the school, on 320th. I saw another girl pull out her ostrich, but wouldnt think that she would ride hers home. I then summoned my flaming horse and rode him home, but normally I would take the bus home, and if mom found out I would be in trouble, haha. When I got to Dash Point I saw that it was flooded. There was a man "standing guard" there but I think he's the one who put the water there. My mom see's her friend, or neighbor coming out of the water, and then soon EVERYONE'S in the water. I saw Hannah and told her how I rode a mount here and she didnt't seem to care.*
FIRST LUCID DREAM! It was a rather nice one too. *