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Butterfly wings 15.11.12
i was in my lounge room kneeling at the sliding door that separates both rooms. i was playing with my cat she had recently had a litter but instead of kittens they were butterflies.
The butterflies were vibrants blues and silvers that were playfully flying around me, my mum was saying to me that she needed there wings and she began plucking them and i was screaming at her and my dad told me to f*cking grow up. I was hysterical and i was crying but they wouldn't stop, mum tried to calm me down and say its okay the wings will grow back and she showed me what was left and transparent small wings began to grow. i shoved her away and told her it still isn't fair.

i suddenly woke up in a panic and i was in tears and then i had to calm my self down and tell my self that it wasn't real. im not to sure why i was so upset about it

interpretation
i don't know how to really interpret this dream but whilst dreaming i remembered as a kid in primary school kids use to pluck the wings from flies to have them as pets, i thought it was so cruel and i got upset about it. Also this dream reminds me of how i am so nice to any type of bug im that girl who grabs a cup and tries to capture spiders to save them. Also it reminds me of how as a kid i broke my arm in order to save a fly from being stuck inside... yep thats how lame i am. i think the butterflies as my cats litter is my mind just filling in the gaps as well because my cat did have a litter and i was the one to take care of them so when it was time to give them to good homes i was hysterical due to being attached to them and also more so seeing my cat in fear trying to find her young... it makes me tear up now.

Dancers
This dream reminds me of the butterflies that i recently dreamt about. i was with a bunch of people and we were all getting ready to dance on one of those dance competition shows and i had no ballerina shoes or socks? so i grabbed these frilly girly socks that were way too small for my feet and attempted to put them on. i was watching the performances and the colours of peoples dresses were so surreal and sparkly it was rather disorienting as i was watching people swirl and sing. it was my turn and instead of dancing with my self i was dancing with another person.

interpretation
The colours reminded me of the coloured butterflies but if i really think deep enough all these colours remind me of formal and how surreal it was to dance with all these colours and sparkles. the dream also reminds me of my formal dress which is absolutely gorgeous it had sparkles all over it and blah i want to wear it again. i was frantically looking for these shoes and socks reminded me of a performance we did for year 12 before we graduated and i was a cheerleader. we had to buy those specific socks and on the performance i had to race around back stage looking for my shoes.

Racing
In my lounge room there is the middle wall and you can go around in a circle. anyways my dream was located in my lounge room and i was racing this really fit guy around the wall and after 10 times he had became tired and was so shocked over how a girl beat him. I had continued running and i wasn't becoming tired what so ever my coach and the boy who i was racing was in complete shock of how fit i was i then became a little aware that things were odd because i am unfit.

Interpretation
lately I've wanted to go to the gym not because im fat or anything im a healthy weight i just wanted to get fit because i don't do much exercise. Also i was speaking to this guy yesterday saying he ran around this reserve oval/park area where i had gone walking my dog with him around it. The boy in my dream may be connected to the guy who i went to the park with many years ago.

Dogs
It was christmas and my parents didn't give me anything i wanted to be polite and just say its okay but i found it so odd that my parents were so happy about it. we were walking to the easter show? and i had to break a circle in the wall i was standing at and a man said no you need to push this circle at the door. I pushed it and the door spread wide open and i saw a man holding back 5 dogs he let them go and said merry christmas you can have one of them. They were so excited to see me and i was so happy but so sad because i could only pick one of the dogs... my heart was set on this black dog which was adorable but also i really wanted this curly dog that reminded me of my boyfriends dog.. but then i wanted this short hair dog that seemed quiet.
i never decided

interpretation
This reminds me of how i can never make a decision on cute animals because i want them all for e.g. my cats litter i didn't want them to go and mum was thinking of letting me have one but i couldn't decide. Also i was very attached to my last dog and i don't have one now so i think my mind is trying to fill that need... as you can tell im an animal person haha.

bedroom
i wont explain this dream

excuse the mistake with the post i havent been on DV for awhile so im not to sure how this works i think i have a hang of it now.

Games 14.11.12
I was in one of those game rooms for kids so that they can get tickets and win prizes and i was standing with one of my best friend mark whom was playing this cube game where you have to line them up till you reach a certain height and win either a minor or major prize. mark kept saying ' lets play this game ' and i kept telling him he had to wait for my boyfriend because he was amazing at this type of game. Sam came over and wanted to play and mark said f@ck that and walked away sam then told me it was okay because he had a dollar.

interpretation
Last night i had gone to the movies with the boyfriend and we were playing this game afterwards and he was so good at it! and every time he had got close and lost he would say its okay i have another dollar!
i think mark being in the dream was simply due to me speaking to him last night.

naunas (grandmothers)
I was over my naunas house and i was sitting at the opposite of the small table and like usual there was huge amounts of food and i was telling my family members that i was going to schoolies ( graduation celebration) and that i was going to the same place we had all went to for a family holiday. i took a picture of the table and i wanted to post it on facebook saying i love being won, once it posted i noticed a few people had liked it and commented on it.

interpretation
This dream was simply from last saturday where i was over my naunas and i was telling them about my holiday and also i was trying to take a picture of the huge amounts of food but i couldnt post it due to reception.

Graduation
I was walking up these stairs and noticed the year 10s in my school in year 12 and they had just graduated and was walking down the stairs as i was walking up. i was laughing at some of the students saying haha i have left school and you haven't! i then noticed the oddness of it all and how that year 10s don't wear senior uniform and also i haven't been out of school for that long.
I noticed a few people getting photos taken infront of this big tree and i decided to photobomb there photo but i had fallen down over some roots and i began cracking up laughing.

Interpretation
the stairs reminded me of the stairs i had walked up after formal/prom night and also yesterday i had seen so many students whilst i was at mcdonalds saying haha they have to go to school! The photos also remind me of two things on graduation night where they all took photos and also prom/formal where my friend had photobombed it and i attempted to do the same with other peoples pictures