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so i attempted a differnt wild technique and i feel like my dreams were much more detailed or is that the dream journal talking?

art pencils 18.11.12
I was with my boyfriend looking in an art store for some mechanical pencils that ive been meaning to try out for awhile. I was so confused because as i was looking at all the different types of pencils i was looking for the types of lead for it too and figured out that you need to buy a different pencil for different leads.
I had settled on a 3.77? i think my brain meant 3B and then i realised there was no lead for it so i kept going back and forth and looking at the variety of pencils and the differences in price as i only wanted to pay approx 10 -15 bucks.
My boyfriend was getting so aggrovated with me and he was trying to push me along and i told him to wait because i ended up buying a 0.7? which was really light. i got to the desk and i think this part of the dream was the most vivid as i was really pissed off at my boyfriend and the person serving me was the lady whom i speak to about all my art stuff over the past few years.
i walked out of the store and the dream had skipped me to the top floor of the centre and sam was furious at me and i kept asking him and he wouldnt say so then i raggggeeeddd at him saying that he never lets me go into stores if it has no concern to him, he always walks out or gets frustrated at me and that he needs to stop being so selfish.
By this point he just looked so angry and grabbed my wrist and pulled me to walk, i tried to get him off me but i was too weak. I told him i needed to go to the toilet which was not too far up but still he wouldn't let me go, i fought against him and ran to the door and as did he. i was holding onto the handle and he was pulling me by the waist and eventually i got inside he hesitated as it was a girls toilet and i ran to a stall and he came after me.
i actually did need to go to the toilet and i was attempting to go but kept getting interrupted by sam thrashing at the door, i screamed and screamed at him telling him to leave me alone.
After i was done i walked out calmly and saw him stand there and i said its over im not going to do this any more, he was stunned. I could see he was really upset and he had said nothing, i looked around and saw one of his best girl friends and noticed she had just broken up with her boyfriend that day. We walked out of the bathroom into this weird room and yelled WE ARE FREE! while flashing people...
we then walked outside and sat by this water fountain that was jaggedand we sat and told eachother about our dream journals and how we were attempting to lucid.

Performance
i was sitting at a really long table with my boyfriend sam and we were sitting quietly until i noticed sam's ex girlfriend was on the other end of the table, i told sam and he just shrugged it off. I then noticed my ex boyfriend in the corner of my eye with his present girlfriend he smiled and came over and was polite with the "how are you" etc etc he then walked away. sam looked pretty upset and awkward but i didn't say anything. i turned around and saw a line of people dancing and clapping and my best friend was standing near sam's ex girlfriend and they were happily getting along which i thought was odd.
i noticed people had been performing from my old school with the year 12 act we had done, i didn't realise i was next and i had to put this huge elephant onesie or a koala onesie? im not too sure. we ran on stage and noticed people were trying to block people out of the performance with these walls, we just moved around it and started. The entire time i was dancing i was thinking oh my god what is my ex thinking but shortly after we finished and went back to our seats.

I have had too much work lately and in the morningish so when i wake up i don't have time to write up my dreams! but il type up what i remember!

Pool 17.11.2012
i was in one of those wave pools that they have at water theme parks and the water looked muddy and the rocks has algae covered on it. I partially remember this smaller room that was pink and it had a spa that acted at a brothel?
there was something really off about this place it was like evil everything just felt wrong.

OH THAT JUST TRIGGERED ANOTHER DREAM

boy
i was watching this boy in a games room and there was a voice over that was reading his thoughts out loud about me ( ANOTHER DREAM TRIGGERED LOL) and he was mentioning how he was uncertain why he needed to come and talk to me as he has a girl friend and he has unfinished business with me.

Hot chips sold out
I think this may of started as a lucid! but i lost control pretty quickly, i had woken up ( real life) about 5 am and i went back to sleep but as i was crashing out i thought oh this is a good opportunity to maybe have some influence on my dream. I began thinking of swimming... im not to sure why but i imagine dmy self in water swimming, one arm over the other. then BAM im in my dream and i totally forgot why but ohwells, anyways i was xompeting against my grade which im not in any more :/ still so weird and we weer getting numbers to rate how good of a swimmer you were i got a 6.5? and that was a really good number compared to the swimmers in our grade that got a 6.3... i dont understand what the numbers mean.
After the race we all eagerly went to the canteen for hot food and there was none so i was trying to decide what to get eileen and i it was either cookies or cheese and bacon buns and chocolate milk...
eileen then suddenly had my underwear?
the end.

:/ lol these dreams are all over the place... i wont interpret them tonight they are pretty easy for me to know what they are on about besides the numbers but meh.

sorreh journal <3 i will be good to you tomorrow okay?
dont miss me

Butterfly wings 15.11.12
i was in my lounge room kneeling at the sliding door that separates both rooms. i was playing with my cat she had recently had a litter but instead of kittens they were butterflies.
The butterflies were vibrants blues and silvers that were playfully flying around me, my mum was saying to me that she needed there wings and she began plucking them and i was screaming at her and my dad told me to f*cking grow up. I was hysterical and i was crying but they wouldn't stop, mum tried to calm me down and say its okay the wings will grow back and she showed me what was left and transparent small wings began to grow. i shoved her away and told her it still isn't fair.

i suddenly woke up in a panic and i was in tears and then i had to calm my self down and tell my self that it wasn't real. im not to sure why i was so upset about it

interpretation
i don't know how to really interpret this dream but whilst dreaming i remembered as a kid in primary school kids use to pluck the wings from flies to have them as pets, i thought it was so cruel and i got upset about it. Also this dream reminds me of how i am so nice to any type of bug im that girl who grabs a cup and tries to capture spiders to save them. Also it reminds me of how as a kid i broke my arm in order to save a fly from being stuck inside... yep thats how lame i am. i think the butterflies as my cats litter is my mind just filling in the gaps as well because my cat did have a litter and i was the one to take care of them so when it was time to give them to good homes i was hysterical due to being attached to them and also more so seeing my cat in fear trying to find her young... it makes me tear up now.

Dancers
This dream reminds me of the butterflies that i recently dreamt about. i was with a bunch of people and we were all getting ready to dance on one of those dance competition shows and i had no ballerina shoes or socks? so i grabbed these frilly girly socks that were way too small for my feet and attempted to put them on. i was watching the performances and the colours of peoples dresses were so surreal and sparkly it was rather disorienting as i was watching people swirl and sing. it was my turn and instead of dancing with my self i was dancing with another person.

interpretation
The colours reminded me of the coloured butterflies but if i really think deep enough all these colours remind me of formal and how surreal it was to dance with all these colours and sparkles. the dream also reminds me of my formal dress which is absolutely gorgeous it had sparkles all over it and blah i want to wear it again. i was frantically looking for these shoes and socks reminded me of a performance we did for year 12 before we graduated and i was a cheerleader. we had to buy those specific socks and on the performance i had to race around back stage looking for my shoes.

Racing
In my lounge room there is the middle wall and you can go around in a circle. anyways my dream was located in my lounge room and i was racing this really fit guy around the wall and after 10 times he had became tired and was so shocked over how a girl beat him. I had continued running and i wasn't becoming tired what so ever my coach and the boy who i was racing was in complete shock of how fit i was i then became a little aware that things were odd because i am unfit.

Interpretation
lately I've wanted to go to the gym not because im fat or anything im a healthy weight i just wanted to get fit because i don't do much exercise. Also i was speaking to this guy yesterday saying he ran around this reserve oval/park area where i had gone walking my dog with him around it. The boy in my dream may be connected to the guy who i went to the park with many years ago.

Dogs
It was christmas and my parents didn't give me anything i wanted to be polite and just say its okay but i found it so odd that my parents were so happy about it. we were walking to the easter show? and i had to break a circle in the wall i was standing at and a man said no you need to push this circle at the door. I pushed it and the door spread wide open and i saw a man holding back 5 dogs he let them go and said merry christmas you can have one of them. They were so excited to see me and i was so happy but so sad because i could only pick one of the dogs... my heart was set on this black dog which was adorable but also i really wanted this curly dog that reminded me of my boyfriends dog.. but then i wanted this short hair dog that seemed quiet.
i never decided

interpretation
This reminds me of how i can never make a decision on cute animals because i want them all for e.g. my cats litter i didn't want them to go and mum was thinking of letting me have one but i couldn't decide. Also i was very attached to my last dog and i don't have one now so i think my mind is trying to fill that need... as you can tell im an animal person haha.

bedroom
i wont explain this dream

excuse the mistake with the post i havent been on DV for awhile so im not to sure how this works i think i have a hang of it now.

Games 14.11.12
I was in one of those game rooms for kids so that they can get tickets and win prizes and i was standing with one of my best friend mark whom was playing this cube game where you have to line them up till you reach a certain height and win either a minor or major prize. mark kept saying ' lets play this game ' and i kept telling him he had to wait for my boyfriend because he was amazing at this type of game. Sam came over and wanted to play and mark said f@ck that and walked away sam then told me it was okay because he had a dollar.

interpretation
Last night i had gone to the movies with the boyfriend and we were playing this game afterwards and he was so good at it! and every time he had got close and lost he would say its okay i have another dollar!
i think mark being in the dream was simply due to me speaking to him last night.

naunas (grandmothers)
I was over my naunas house and i was sitting at the opposite of the small table and like usual there was huge amounts of food and i was telling my family members that i was going to schoolies ( graduation celebration) and that i was going to the same place we had all went to for a family holiday. i took a picture of the table and i wanted to post it on facebook saying i love being won, once it posted i noticed a few people had liked it and commented on it.

interpretation
This dream was simply from last saturday where i was over my naunas and i was telling them about my holiday and also i was trying to take a picture of the huge amounts of food but i couldnt post it due to reception.

Graduation
I was walking up these stairs and noticed the year 10s in my school in year 12 and they had just graduated and was walking down the stairs as i was walking up. i was laughing at some of the students saying haha i have left school and you haven't! i then noticed the oddness of it all and how that year 10s don't wear senior uniform and also i haven't been out of school for that long.
I noticed a few people getting photos taken infront of this big tree and i decided to photobomb there photo but i had fallen down over some roots and i began cracking up laughing.

Interpretation
the stairs reminded me of the stairs i had walked up after formal/prom night and also yesterday i had seen so many students whilst i was at mcdonalds saying haha they have to go to school! The photos also remind me of two things on graduation night where they all took photos and also prom/formal where my friend had photobombed it and i attempted to do the same with other peoples pictures

Holiday 13.11.2012
Im not too sure where my dream had started but i was at the shopping centre near my house and i knew i had to leave soon as my boyfriend was picking me up. beside the car was the holiday resort I've been to 3 times but it was completely different there was a golf course? and various islands to the resort. i was anxious the entire dream as i had my period and i wanted to freshen up before my boyfriend picked me up so i was frantically looking for a shower and i noticed one of my close teachers i had before i graduated and i asked if he has a shower and i was also speaking about this to a special needs teacher as well. I went inside and noticed the shower was visible from the outside but i didn't worry too much as i was in a hurry i went to the bathroom to get tampons etc and i began showering and realised i was showering next to a girl but not in a romantic way more so we were both rushing to clean up. i noticed two little boys sitting in the lounge room and they were giggling because they could see us i was slightly annoyed that my teacher didnt tell me his sons were inside. An older boy walked past whom i thought was really attractive and he just watched... after the shower i ran to the car which had so much stuff in it and i was looking for clothes but i couldn't turn the light on because i realised i didn't have the keys so i didn't bother and thought my boyfriend will just pick me up and we will go back to mine and i will get clothes then.

Interpretation
The shopping centre is where i work at and i go there quite a lot also the car parked near it is also the place where i get dropped off at.
The resort could symbolise the past and also the future as i will be going there in 18 days! ( IM EXCITED) to celebrate graduation of high school.
i had been frantically looking for the shower as i knew i had to have a shower in the morning and the whole period thing could relate to how my mum was worried that i would get my period early on prom/formal night which was on saturday and she kept reminding me to bring tampons.
i had been speaking to my close teacher on saturday at formal and also on facebook his kids could be due to his facebook profile has his kids in it so thats probably how i formed them in my unconscious.
I believe the car symbolises my room at the moment haha because i am really messy and i keep unnecessary things like all my books from year 7-12 which i dont need anymore and today i have to get rid of them. The light reminds me as a kid i would turn it on to look for things or just to even put my seat belt on.
my boyfriend picking me up in the dream symbolises what is happening today! haha he is picking me up in a few hours...
i think thats all of it!

i had more dreams but i forgot them

let me explain my title! haha my nickname is anal because of the first four letters of my name ( Analise ) excuse the shortness! i haven't done this in awhile so i only have 1 or 2 short dreams a night?

Boats 11.11.2012
i was on a boat that was a cream colour and i was the only person who was on it, i had drove the boat into this tight arch and the entire dream was in sepia? it had a vintage feel to it. Anyways... i could see all these children with there parents with those remote controlled boats and i felt incredibly bad as i just ruined it for them due to the slight waves i was causing. I felt like i was in europe by my self roaming each city.

Interpretation...
i had been speaking to my group of friends recently by going on some boat cruises when we go on holiday in a few weeks to celebrate end of school also i had recently watched a youtube video with remote control helicopters that people were playing with. Europe is also my dream place i want to travel to i speak about it constantly and im hoping to go there by my self and to roam city to city