Your Life/Kids/Downstairs
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, 10-14-2015 at 07:30 PM (315 Views)
Your Life
I was in my bed and heard someone talking to me in the area again. It felt kind of scary so I kept my eyes closed. But than I opened them again and saw images moving in the dark. I thought I was hallucinating a little because i was sleepy. Suddenly a man who i thought was my father walks out of the darkness and lays down on my bed. I told him to leave but he didn't move.
Than I had a false awakening and looked around. To my side was my mom. I thought it was normal for her to be sleeping beside me. She got up though to go to the bathroom. I stayed there trying to relax when I heard a voice talking to me again. "Ah man....Why am I hearing this voice?" I thought. Than my mom came back and I told her I was feeling kind of anxious. She told me to relax and that I was going to be okay.
I saw that she also turned on a t.v. but i dont recall what was on it. After that the dream shifted and I had a false awakening in a van filled with some of my family members. I looked to the side seeing a hospital and an ambulance. "Where's my son!? Andre!!" I heard a lady calling out and cops trying to calm her down. "When did we get here?" I thought than came to the conclusion i fell asleep on our car trip. My mom than told me and my brothers to stay in the car because she wasn't going to take too long.
She ended up walking to an open bar place on the side walk than mentioned how she was going to use the money she gained to make a bet or gamble with it. I asked her if I could stay with her and she said no. I walked on the sidewalk than the dream shifted again. I was now in a room with two other characters."Oh....This must be a dream."I thought as I was looking around and saw a yellow magazine that had a drawing of me on the front with the words "your life".
"Aw man...I dont wanna open it." I thought afraid of what might be inside. I than looked around than just decided to take a peek. I looked at the cover closer."Yep,that looks just like me." Than opened the thing to see small rectangular pictures. Like four on each page of beaches."So my life is like the beach?' I thought. I than put the book down and felt like something was pulling on my hair."I feel like somethings pulling on my hair dang it. Anyways I dont feel like staying here." I thought than turned to a character there.
The character was sort of invisible and i was kind of surprised because it felt like Dawn was there but i'm not entirely sure if he was. I just grabbed a character and told it that i was going to kiss it to wake up. Don't judge me. I know that was stupid but I was also feeling kind of anxious because i felt the dream might throw back my emotions at me.
I had a false awakening on a small bed in my older brother's room. I saw my mom and moved my hair that was tangled with something. Than I told my mom how i felt something bothering me from in the dream. Obviously I was more concerned about my waking self than thinking about how great i was lucid. My mom said something than left. I think I tried to turn something on too but i'm not sure. Anyways I woke up after that.
Kids
I ended up in a familiar dream setting I was in before. I thought Eye or someone was on my tail and decided I would walk out fast and slam the door to see what happens. I walked out fast and let it go than something came out and grabbed me. I laughed because I only made it to the porch of the house. I than went back inside since I didn't really know what to do.
"Dawn?....Eye?..."I wasn't thinking who to talk to in the dream. I ended up finding Dawn and he ended up talking to me about how I let something in the downstairs basement. I went downstairs to go look around and ended up losing my lucidity. I grabbed a wooden staff and saw that the backyard door was open and little kids who were supposed to be dead tried to break in. " Mom get up!!" I shouted than ran to lock the door but it wouldn't lock. The door was now half what it was.
I was pushed onto the floor by a little girl and dragged out.." Wow, that felt pretty real" I said thinking about how quick the situation escalated after my dumb decision. " Dont move!" shouted the girl than she started talking with the other kids. " I'll buy you anything you want! Just let me go!" I said lieing to them. They let me go and i walked back inside.
Next thing I recall was that I became lucid again and was with my brothers. I was in the living room thinking about how i didn't want to be in the dream but how it sucked that i was trying not to be an anxious person but felt anxious again. Than I was pulled by someone into my room where i saw a picture of a baby girl.I was told that it was to remind me of my birth. I felt somewhat emotional than decided to leave the room.
After that I recall asking a guy why there was a kid in the bathtub. He said because you have to say goodbye to them so they can leave". I shrugged it off than the scene shifted and I was viewing two cats wearing winter hats dig a hole with their fast feet. Than it changed into a app where I could view cartoon cat videos. I was watching one than it changed into something else that i forgot.
Downstairs
I was told that there was something downstairs again but I don't recall much. I remember looking in the dark though.
Notes:At first It was hard to sleep. So I ended up falling asleep at 3 am. Had some anxiety so hopefully tonight will be better.