cytotoxicT

8/28/11

DILD + false DEILD

Recall: poor

The dream started in my high school. I was in the main area by the front door and trying to go upstairs. There were 2 sets of escalators, but they both went up AND down. Half of each escalator would go up and half would go down. However, these sides kept switching. I ended up walking in a serpentine fashion to try and make it up. Even though I kept focusing on it, I would constantly make mistakes and step on the wrong part. Eventually I just sprinted the rest of the way.

There is a gap in my memory here.

Somehow I became semi lucid and starting flirting with this girl. I kept trying to convince her to start a long term relationship with me. But really, I was just doing it for the sex, I knew if I could convince her, we could fool around now. And I knew in the back of my head that I was dreaming so I could keep pushing the idea and messing around in public.

We start fooling around for a bit and I see a cuter girl next to us. I made a smooth transition to the new girl. However, the old one chimed up about me saying I would be with her forever. Psh. So I am going back to the new girl. I don't want to rush into the sex part. With sex dreams, it is really the foreplay that I enjoy more. I can focus on all the tactile sensations and closeness instead of trying to bust one out before I wake up. Anyhoo, I paused for a bit to try and stabilize the dream. I felt the rug under my hands and I tried to have awareness of all the sensations my dream body was feeling. Soon after, I lost the dream.

I tried to DEILD. As I laid there, within a few seconds, a loading screen popped up. It had a bunch of things on it. The background of the page was green. I believe there was a video feed of the girl on the right side. There was some sort of counter on it and I waited until the top left corner said, "Ready." I was about to open my eyes back in the dream. I was not in the same place and I had to find her. She was in a bed on the computer screen and I was with her on the ground before. I find the bed she is in, but lose the dream soon after.

I FA back to a computer screen. I lose lucidity and thought I was just on a DV type site. I "remembered" that she said something about once I re entered the dream, she suddenly move to a new place. I thought that was a sign that we just had a shared dream. I tried to find her on the site to send a message, but I couldn't find her.