Twoshadows

I got lucid night before last...and it was the most pissed off I have ever felt when becoming lucid...haha.


Dream:

I was in a gym and I saw a pull up bar. I decided to see if the new workout program that I started was helping with my pull ups. I grabbed the bar and started pulling myself up. I was amazed at how I was able to pull myself up so easily. I completed my first pull up and lowered myself back down. The bar was sort of low, so I bent my knees back so I wouldn't touch the floor. I decided to give a second one a try. Again, I was able to pull myself up with ease. I felt this huge surge of joy.

I continued to do pull ups. I could feel my muscles working hard, yet the pull ups were still coming. I went to find a few people I knew to come watch me. I continued my pull ups. I counted....17....18....19...

Suddenly I had this horrible fear.

No...


No no no no no no.

I wasn't dreaming. I couldn't be dreaming.

But I started to wonder why I had improved so quickly. I mean, really...how many people suddenly can do 20 pull ups...20 easy pullups?

But I didn't want to think about the fact that it could be a dream. So I didn't RC. I hoped that I could somehow make this reality.

I continued doing pull ups. I called more friends over to watch me.

47...48....49....

I knew I was dreaming. How could I deny it any longer?

It made me mad. I didn't want to fly. I didn't want to do any cool lucid things. I just wanted to be able to do pull ups in real life.

I went over to Daron. I sort of jumped on him. I wasn't sure what I was doing. I didn't want to make out. So I climbed up to his shoulders and jumped back off.

I knew I shouldn't waste this LD, but I couldn't think of anything I wanted to do. I was mad and sad and frustrated.

And I think that was it.