A shared "dream" with Cs dead mother
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, 05-10-2011 at 10:20 PM (778 Views)
(Typically lately, I have been taking rather long naps in the day and have contemplated that I might be being pulled by another dreamer into doing so)
I became lucid as I noticed the car going a bit too fast. I was in the passenger seat and C's mother was driving a sports car inbound on I-10. This did not shock me, and I remembered fully that she and I often had shared lucid dreams in the past but made the decision to teleport out if she got out of hand. She wanted to 'discuss' my behavior over the last few years...so I tuned her out and just watched the landscape go by for a while, and started singing The Mission by Puscifer as she carried on. I heard bits of what she said and finally decided to end this..to her railing I said this "Insane isn't defending yourself or reacting to a threat like I do (or defending others), as compared to your definition of insane... or even your own behavior while alive."
I showed her an 'movie' of a spider/woman creeping around, doing fucked up things for no reason at all and not even knowing why ever herself, with several inner dialogs going on within her own head all at once.
"This is the perfect example of insane. Did you recognize the woman?"
She said no, quietly. "I am not surprised at all, you that didn't. This was you." I said. "I don't see a way you COULD have known after years being like that".
I told her it was time to move on, that we had forgiven her and I exited Dream.
YouTube - Puscifer - "The Mission"