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    I'm back, but not voluntarily

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    Ezzie_Ezz
    , 11-22-2010 at 05:07 PM (800 Views)
    So I have been out of lucid dreaming for a while. Mainly because I had to wake up so early every day, studying medicine is not something you can do in your spare time.
    The strangest thing happened to me yesterday
    It was 3 'o clock at night, I was extremely tired because I couldnt sleep. I was laying there, very still. I was thinking about general stuff, I was exhausted and ready to fall asleep. Sounds like the perfect recipe for a WILD, and that happened. The minute I felt my body vibrate I was thinking " No I dont want this, I stopped doing this forever" but my body wouldnt wake up. I felt hands pulling me up and I touched the ceiling
    I opened my eyes and I was floating in my room and I saw a girl with long black hair floating in front of me and I grabbed her hand. Immediatly I was pulled back on my bed. I was lucid, but I couldn't move. I felt bodies floating next to me and I tried to grab them but they were too fast. When I tried to get up I felt hands on my shoulder, neck and my hair. The only thing I was thinking of, was " How can I wake up, I have to wake up" I tried to pinch myself, but "they" wouldn't let me. After a big struggle with them I managed to poke myself in my eye ( that really hurts btw) and I woke up in the same position. I was hyperventilating and everything, it was really a nightmare

    Lucid dreaming was always very easy for me, sometimes I think to myself I should train myself I could do so much with this gift. But on the other hand I'm very scared that I 'm going to dream things like this

    What shall I do, I don't know..

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    1. ruben031280's Avatar
      hey ezzie what happened to you is normal i have been an expert in astral projection and travel for 10 years now what happened to you was your soul leaving your body, it does that normally about 3 or 4 times a week you just dont remember it, now when you are starting to become lucid your in what i call the gate way an in between state its this gate way that makes it possible to leave your body or become lucid in dreams...they share a thin line, next time you feel it, the vibrations and not being able to move trust me dont panic try and go with it, its amazing what you will see and feel, your soul is trying to travel home like it does often (heaven) for a visit remember we are spirit beings, you can feel yourself flying go with it and have fun with it...once your calm and able to go with it try flying faster, seeing people you know or places you will go there.....since you have opened and woken your mind already now the next step is happening....astral travel and projection......the reason why it feels so scary is because the brain thinks you are dieing.....but your not...why does the brain think this? because when we do die we do go through this no pain just vibration and and noise then the white light....us crossing over into our spiritual home or (heaven) once you train the mind that this is ok it will get easier...just dont fight it breathe stay calm go with it and keep in mind you are ok you are laying down.....if you would like anymore info you can email me or give me a call sometime 5616447550
    2. Ezzie_Ezz's Avatar
      It actually felt like I was in hell with all the bodies floating around me in my dark dark room. Now I am reading this I understand that this was not a WILD but another astral projection. I just dont get why it's so easy for me to leave my body, this happened to me alot when I tried to do WILD's but I just end up with an outer body experience.
      Ofcourse this is a lot better than a WILD. I think I will mail you pretty soon for more info, thanks for your reply!
    3. Matte87's Avatar
      Go along with the feeling! Try to embrace it and see it as an awesome experience, which it is. That's the only advice I got for you. I had alot of nightmares back in the days, but I started to look forward to them. While in them, they were scary as hell, but when I woke up. I was almost happy: I had a new experience to tell people about. Instead of the normal boring dreams and grey life we live.

      Once I wanted to have them, they got way less scary, and they started to come less often. In any case, good luck!
    4. ruben031280's Avatar
      its not hell trust me i felt the same way once , put the fear aside calm down and go with it the dark will turn to bright blue you can see the faces as they fly by...those are other souls leaving their bodies trust me go with it....you will see what home really is.....its very very beautiful like nothing you have ever seen....remember relax and trust everything is ok.....
    5. ruben031280's Avatar
      oh and these are not nightmares it feels like it cause your in panic mode dont panic just relax go with it....
    6. Ezzie_Ezz's Avatar
      I don't know I have always been better at OBE's than WILD's and DILD's and OBE's are just too....real. They don't feel like dreams, because you' re in your natural enviroment and it's pretty crazy when you see your own body on your bed
    7. Baron Samedi's Avatar
      You were in the astral plane, not the dream plane. Hell is only percieved suffering. If you feel like you are in Hell, then you are.

      Oftentimes with sleep paralysis, (the vibrations are a sign of SP) it's terrifying enough to make us perceive as all entities as dark and menacing. I know how it is to be so confused when you are in the astral plane, since it's so close to the physical plane. I have actually walked around out of body in my house, and it looked exactly the same. I only realized I was OOB after I walked right through the door.

      Good to have you back!
    8. Caden's Avatar
      I agree with everyone above but I have something for you to do that may help.

      When you find yourself in this state try to remember a time when you felt the strongest love you have ever felt in your life. Really feel this love, embody it, become it, radiate it like the sun, concentrate on how it feels to feel this love and how unconditional and eternal it really is. Nothing evil could withstand that and everything good and pure and kind will love you back. I think if you try this your situation will change quite a bit.

      Best of luck to you!