Mzungu's 'Friend'
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, 08-17-2015 at 09:11 AM (651 Views)
Fell back to sleep at night wanting to go to the toilet wishing to have a dream doing the visualisation method in MILD. I am in the countryside at my home. My body looks like a dream and I know I am dreaming.
I start to meditate as that is what I have been intending to do when I go lucid. I definitely know I am dreaming. There is a bird flying over head and I think it is going to poo on me (which is actually good luck!) but instead it drops me a big crystal in the shape of a diamond. I knew instantly what this meant and put it into the heart of my dream body and continued to meditate. Many women manifest but they really represent my craving mind. I get teased by many of them and decided fire would be the best thing to repel them. I start to wish to generate fire from my hands but know it is going to cause a lot of damage. Then I remember another action I wished to do in my dreams was pray. The next thing I put a massive dome force field around the myself and the countryside so that my craving mind represented by the women could not get in.Now I could enjoy the countryside again. Ahhhhhhhhh phew....
I went for a walk but I could still see the women off in the distance wanting to get through the dome. Sometime later I was going for a walk and I had a little bit forgotten about the dome and I met Mzungu's 'friend'. She was so beautiful. She a wisping brown hair. Chocolate coloured skin with a few freckles. Her eyes were deep brown and her body was as soft as silk. And she had the blue pants on of course Mzungu. Let me tell you now she was not interested in alligators (not the snapping type anyway!). I couldn't resist but as I started to feel the intense craving I knew I was going away from my meditation and this would only increase my desire in the future. I felt angry and fire came out of my hands. I put it over her head so she would not get burnt but she still continued to tease me under the flames. This time I had enough and I blasted out an enormous force field so that no craving would every come back.The whole environment turned into the Buddha.
This had happened in previous dreams but this time I knew it was just a representation of the crystal I was given at the start. I started my breathing exercise like Mzungu told me to do. The fantasy and craving eased off. I knew I did not have to go against the craving. I just relaxed deeply in peace and opened my eyes.