memorable

So it wasn't a nightmare in the literal sense.

I was in College, and we were auditioning for the musical but I dont know what it was. There were loads of us and we had to line up at the front of the stage (Which was the stage in high school) and Freya my dance teacher was doing the auditioning but there were loads of people I knew in the audience from the panto I just did as well as some of my college teachers like Sarah. We were the firstgroup to go but I realised I hadn't brought a costume or anything decent to wear as I was wearing this tight pink dress that barely covered my knickers and I was going to sing I Caint Say No from Oklahoma as I always do but I knew I couldnt in this dress so I was stressing out and delaying going first as I was trying to work out a solution or at least find some black shorts. We werent allowed to leave the wings but then one of the Dance Captains from Disney (the old blonde one) sneakily gave me her jacket and pointed in the pocket and winked at me. So I grabbed it and ran into the toilet to what I had hoped would be shorts but they were actually really long grey socks made out of tights material. I knew that I couldnt go on stage wearing this pink dress as it was just so inappropriate but I couldn't avoid it forever and people going before me were incredible, Olivia Oakes was there singing something from a chorus line and she and about 10 other people were wearing red sleeveless jackets tap shoes and a cane as she had got them all to back up her , she was a really good singer actually. Other girls were wearing leotards and tights and other professional dance/performance wear.
I saw in the toilets another group of costumes so was debating whether or not to steal one, I also had a blue dress thing so was thinking about wearing that with the grey tights but then that wouldnt have fitted with my song so I would have needed to change the song, but the only songs that would go with that would be passive ones like I Could Have Danced all Night which other people werent doing if that makes sense, it wouldnt have been as impressive.

I think this just highlights my indecisiveness when it comes to what to wear to auditions!

Was at university, sharing dormitory rooms but I didn't get on with anyone and kept arguing with people within the first 10 minutes, char s was in the bed next to me which was good, there were 6-7 beds but loads more girls who were going to go in the other room and this blonde girl who I really didn't like was sat on my bed talking to libby who had just come in. Got into an argument with the girl. Was like my bedroom at home but a lot bigger. I was going to suggest moving mine and chars bed apart more so lib and that girl could sleep on the floor between them. They didnt, i had a tv in the corner which was good. Was getting shouted at for having food. There was a common room which I never actually went to and the woman in charge said we could pick 3 (?) people who we wanted to share aroom with but no one told me when that was so I didn't get a say but I ended up with just libby who was in my bedroom at home on the other side by my desk. Wanted her to read a book.
Trying to get through a door and Sparked was sat on the floor opposite where my bag was hung up by the front door when I came in and said "Clares the type of person who wouldn't get in to drama school" and I was really pissed off, tried to tell libby who was with the other girls and they were ignoring me and I was literally shouting at them. Texted Daff because I knew he was at rose Bruford too so I asked if he was free as I was really upset. He didn't reply.
My birthday, dad and his dad, went to a shop but nothing there I wanted so we went to the same shop in Winsford but the bags were £400 despite others being 3. Wasn't allowed in the wig department because you had to be 28 and was lifted up and pushed away from entering by a guy who looked like John. Wanted to build a swimming pool in the garden and was hallucinating as to how big the pond was (was a different garden to mine) Mrs hauge was there.

All 4 of my grandparents are alive and fit and well.
I see my mums parents a lot more as my dad's are always on holiday and I get the feeling his mum doesnt like me very much. His dad however is one of the loveliest people you could ever meet, a true gentleman who always opens doors for me, pulls my chair out at tables, puts my coat on for me etc. My mums dad is lovely as well, I get on so well with him we always laugh and joke together.

Anyway I dreamt last night that my dad's dad had died. Yet my mums dad had also died as well but not both of them, its really weird to explain, probably because I call both of them "Grandad" and of course I was absolutely devastated and at the time I knew it was just one of them but somehow it was both. It was horrible as i'm so close to both of them in real life.
I then went out somewhere to do a job, or it might have been college i can't remember, but I wanted to be let off doing the work by saying he had died but didnt want to actually say it
I can't stop thinking about them dying now.
Luckily (I guess) my mums parent's came over today for Easter so I got to see my Grandad and gave him a massive hug
I love them all so dearly

So I am an only child, i'm 17 and recently i've been thinking about how if my parents ever passed away suddenly I would have no-one, My dad has no siblings either, my mum has a brother but him his wife and 2 kids live in australia so I rarely see them.

Anyway a few nights ago I dreamt that I was sat on the sofa in my lounge (except the sofa was bigger) and I had a sister who was sat to the right of me, dad the other side of her and mum next to me and we were all cuddled together reading a story. I don't know who she was now.

Last night I dreamt I was about 6 or 7 and again I had a sister who was about the same age, and our parents had adopted this other girl called Kazeema, we all had separate bedrooms but we were planning on 2 people sharing one or something so we were running round finding a tape measure and measuring the rooms to see who's was the biggest so that the 2 people sharing could have that one.

So I was going to a party with my 5 friends and we were driving. Except none of us have passed our test. It was jade's car and she was insured to drive it, but even though I a probably closet to passing since I am the only one to have passed my theory Lucy was driving instead. She reversed out my drive, but then went stupidly fast down the top of my road and we were screaming at her to slow down, then saw her eyes were closed as she had passed out. So i had to jump out the car, open her door basically sit on her and put the handbrake on to stop the car. Then she woke up and we said she couldn't drive us and she was arguing saying she was fine but we put our foot down and refused to let her drive, it was either me or Katie tat actually drove us but I can't remember which.
At the party Tyger Drew-Honey was there and I "accidentaly" walked into him and that got us talking and dancing pretty much all night. I claimed I knew his grandma (I thought I did at the time) Charlotte who I went with I found sat in one of those round booth things with all my old friends who she kind of knows through me but not really (I dont really talk to them much anymore as they alays ignore me) but they were talking about some filming thing and char was saying abut her auditions but they all had a massive duvet on top of them like they were at a sleepover. Me and tyger walked up another time with our arms round each other and they just looked at me judgingly. Then he went out to smoke something so i went to the toilet disapprovingly, then I woke up.

I had had a massive house party but someone had trashed my house, there was a detective/counsellor (I think hired him, he is a famous actor but I cant remember his name and I was thinking at the time who strange it was that all of a sudden he was a detective) Then as he was asking me questions about what had happened to work out who the culprit was. There was this black guy who I was convinced it was as after the party he looked really shady, but as I remembered more things (which somehow got played out like a flashback) I realised it was actually me that made the massive mess, then somehow I ended up in the same toilet cubicle as the black guy then one thing led to another...

*The actor was Ben Miller

Had a lucid dream within a dream, not sure if this counts or not. In the dream I was in

the theatre at college trying to go to sleep with my friend Zenna, who had kind of shed

her head when she was lucid dreaming. It’s not as bad as it sounds it was just like an

imprint of her head, she still looked the same, I then fell asleep and was really excited

that I was lucid dreaming but had to be careful not to wake up. In the Lucid dream I

was still in the theatre and my old English teacher (who I still see round college and

talk to all the time) was there so I made her melt onto the floor like a candle. I was

then in my bedroom and was making my reflection talk to me, which I did. I was

trying to remember the list which I saw on dreamviews of things you can try to do

and at the time I thought making my reflection talk was one of them although I think I

just made that up. I also tried to make myself bleed because I thought that was on the

list too – it didn’t work, I also tried to fly and failed at that. I kind of lost and regained

lucidity during the dream within a dream

Dream 1


I was starting either Alderly Edge or Altrincham school for Girls except it looked nothing like it actually does, and we had to get the tube/train there but I didn't know where I was going and my friends got on a tube to go to the entrance but I didnt go on because I thought they were wrong, I got very lost

I was then at Hartford High School had hurt my eye somehow temporarily blinding me but I could still see a bit but I pretended I couldnt so me and my 2 friends went in the lift instead of using the stairs to go to the top floor.

My eyes werent a problem anymore and it was the auditions for the school play which was just like Oklahoma but it wasn't, and the music for one of the dances was the music for a dance some of the junior girls are doing at my dance school so I was freestyling with a girl there whilst wearing massive dresses. There were 2 main parts going, I got one of them then it was between my friend Charlotte and a girl I met in London a few weeks ago called Mollie, Charlotte got it and I was trying to console Molly but she was really angry and screaming at me. There were 2 boys there who were short.

Dream 2

Sticking to the school theme I had now started a new school in India and was staying with a boy I knew in primary school who was indian and his family. I was doing my A-Levels and I wanted to take up a new AS so I was talking to the headteacher about what to do and he was trying to persuade me to do Religious Studies, but I thought it was a waste of time and nothing fit into my timetable anyway.

I needed a proper uniform as I wasn't really wearing it, and form looking a photos in their yearbook I realised they had blue shirts, red and blue ties and a maroon jumper - exactly the same as the high school I actually went to except It had different writing on the jumper. Some students had dark blue blazers and/or white shirts. They sent me a list of the uniform and how to buy it, I woke up before I could get my old stuff.

Dream 3 ish

Im not sure whether this was at the Indian boys house or not, but I was a boy staying with someone in a 4 storey town house, and we were making glass stuff on the boys sisters bed and we got loads of glass shards in it, but we lied and said we were doing something else and we thought they hadn't found out and believed us. We were doing loads of other stupid things and finally got caught out and had to admit about the glass

Dream 4

I was in a park of somesort which looked like my front garden, and there were some boys from one of the schools there on a weird plastic sledge thing adn they were going up some ramps.
A girl was then encouracged by her dad to go on it over a lake, but stop half way turn round and come back which is impossible but at the time perfectly possible, I told her to put some vaseline on it to make it slipperyer

I was staying at a hostel like the one I was at a few weeks ago, although my High School Maths teacher was incharge and he lent me his credit card which looked exaclty like the Boots loyalty cards. I was out in Chester but the rows were old fashioned victorian market stalls and as I was paying for some bread a boy stole the credit card and a necklace from me. The rest of the dream was very action film like and was all about finding this boy and getting back the card, we tried to trick him by showing lots of cards that looked the same and hoping he'd get the wrong one thinking it was ours, but we knew which was ours as it said 7090 on the back.
I was in America for some reason and needed to call the Police but I didn't know whether 999 would work so I spent a while debating with someone in altrincham ice rink car park what was right, 911 or 999
We managed to get the necklace back but the way we got the card back was quite sad, there was an old man (Donna Noble's grandfather - doctor who) to be precise and he gave up his life and befriended the boy and took him out a window which was where they threw all the waste and tar onto the streets, and they both got coated in something which essentially froze them, killing them both, except when I was getting the card back I realised that although the old man was dead but the boy was alive, but couldnt move anything other than his eyes because the tar had set and he soon died because he couldnt breathe.
At the time it was really action film like but quite morbid looking back haha, and it was all in victorian times too which was strange with the boy being dressed like something from Oliver Twist