Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind

Now when I know a way for me to at least make an attempt to sleep consciously. I am going to share my progress until I succeed again so you can learn as well. I need to follow my progress, but I wont write down my dreams.

Attempt 1:

I do this every night, not sure if that's good or bad, I had an extreme headache one day and I thought that it was because of my attempts, but my dad is a dentist and he made a quick diagnosis and the root of the problem was that I was gnashing my teeh in my sleep. So that's good news in a way. I mean it's not the attempt that gave me the headache.

Falling asleep unconsciously is not the problem right now, which is a big relief. Nothing disturbs me more than doing an attempt and doze of and then have to wait an entire day to make a new attempt...
But no, now I doze off and allways manage to regain consciousnes and awareness.

The problem is actually me giving up, and I can never remember why! I just give up in the middle of it.
My dreams are still vivid so I remember them upon awakening, but I don't recall them anymore, just making sure that my memory is strong enough to remember if I get a lucid dream or not. But now I actually remember about 10 dream scenarios each night, just because it's so vivid. It's odd that I don't get lucid in those weird dreams though, it's almost like being schizophrenic, just observing the actions of another persons life without realising that it isn't real.

Last night I had a really long dream about me drowning, so it was pretty scary.

Anyhow for the sake of once again proove to me that entering a dream consciously or experiencing an obe is possible (without prior sleep) I am NOT going to give up this night's attempt!

At least I hope that I wont...