Lucid Dreams
This was my first lucid dream.Well i've had some when i was a kid but i remember only some details. But i do remember that when i told my friend that i can control dreams and eat everything i want in shops she didn't believe me and looked at me like i was a moron..that was pretty painful for the little me This dream is already month old but .. I was walking upstairs in an old dark wooden house.The room i went in was empty and there was this fear inside me..I walked to a window and looked outside- there was a big, brown and scary gorilla-like creature walking past the house. Then i saw one more of these freaking monsters coming up the stairs, i totally freaked out and this was the moment i went lucid(because it suddenly hit me that such creatures don't exist). I knew that they weren't real but that didn't change the fact that i was scared shitless so i backed into a corner and started to think ''i am invisible, you don't see me'' or something along these lines.I didn't know if it worked but the gorilla ignored me so i run out of house using a hole in wall which wasn't there before (i''m not even talking about the fact that i was on the second floor but the hole led straight out on the street). I was so excited about the lucid dream that i couldn't think of what to do first. I remembered reading about animal guides but didn't have any idea how to meet one so i just thought to myself something like '' want an animal totem to show up''..seemed that it didn't work and there were still those creepy monsters going around (plus now there were some big flying birds too) so i went along the street..i noticed a wolf statue.i was dissapointed because my brain misunderstood what i wanted. :/ In the back of the statue there was a big book.i don't remember but it seemed like Little Red Riding Hood or something similar.In that moment i thought about stealing that book and bringing it in reality with me in case i don't remember the dream+ because it could have some information (my brain must have been damaged in that moment ) but then one of those big birds attacked me. I tried to run but it followed me and pecked my head. It hurt like hell and i tryed to make that bird disappear but didn't work. I was running, hitting that bird and trying to think of something when in front of me a blue human with no hair and small horns and wings appeared. Even thought i knew it was a dream everything felt so real and i panicked. So i thought about flying(i've had non-lucid dreams about flying before so i was pretty confident i could do it ).I jumped and flew but the blue weirdo with horns still followed me althought the bird was gone. I flew faster to get rid of the demon and it worked.But it was gloomy around because of dark clouds so i tryed to make sky clear.For a moment there was a small hole in clouds and i could see blue sky but then something weird happened. I was suddenly flying towards the hole in clouds but clouds moved and tryed to close the hole...There was a lot of struggling between me and clouds, then my blue ''friend'' showed up again so i flew to the old house and he followed me. I flew in and closed the door(in the first floor) but he was hitting and scratching them. I was scared that if i try to wake up now he will open the door and kill me(what the..? )so i thought of something. I opened the door, took his hand and quickly went to bedroom, there was an old man sitting and watching tv but i didn't pay it any attention in that moment. So i pushed him in the bed, started to undress him and i used the moment when he was totally surprised (well i don't remember his face so not sure he was) to wake myself up. But now i'm a bit angry because i woke up even thought i could have tried more things and because i have only seen 2 lucid dreams since then and they were very short.