AP Attempt: Beedekin's Method
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, 08-14-2010 at 11:44 AM (614 Views)
[I]This worked very well, but I did lose awareness, and fell asleep.[/I]
Ok... so I laid in bed on my back, hands resting on my sides. I kept focusing on my breath. Bad habit... Okay, think about something else. BAM. SP!
SP usually hits me in a few seconds. GRAB THE ROPE. GAH!
My muscles twitch as I try to grab the rope. Don't think about that.
gRAB... the... ROPE... GAH
It's right there!
I feel myself doing the energy rocking thing that I do. I could feel my energy moving up and down. No, just try and grab, and keep pulling up.
I felt rocking work better, so, I do that.
I begin having auditory HH, and talk to my HH.
No... just grab the rope!
I feel my hands get all floaty... Awesome! More intense SP....
just focus on and grab the rope.
I AM ABOUT TO GO OBE! YES.
Huh? What?
I talk to my HH again. AH STOP IT!
GRAB THE ROPE. Sit up! ROLL! STAND UP! IT'S NOT WORKING NO..... DON'T FALL ASLEEP YET...
am I slipping into a dream... I d..... don't...
I don't remember anymore. I slept for 30 minutes, and I woke up to an alarm in a deep sleep. I think next time, I will set my alarm for ten minutes then, go down to five if I fall asleep.