non-lucid

Well yesterday i tried a new method of "self-hypnosis" on myself. I dont know if you can actually call it like that but i guess it kinda worked. Well, the goal was to get into contact with my own subconcious, i already tried it in a different way with a friend of mine 2 years ago, and there it also worked.
Well, to say it short: I asked my subconcious if it could help me getting lucid and giving me clear dream signs. The problem was when it asked what signs i had no idea with which sign i would become lucid...so i told it (or well - myself) that it knows me good enough to know what gets me lucid.

Well, this night i didnt get lucid...but i definetly got a good amount of dream signs...usually my dreams are at least "near" reality, but this night they were kinda "signy" i would say.

In short:

1.Driving over (damn i dont even know how i should say it in german!)....well...some big pieces and staircases of wood? And then jumping from one to another with my car(usually i drive on normal roads lol).

2. Walking through a field and spotting a bear....damnit, and he spotted me. Next scene im at home and saw my dog outside the house, so i opened the glass door to let it in when the door got pushed open. I thought the invisible bear would push it open so i closed it lol

3. Hacking through different doors(lol?) and computers in my(?) school...then i was told we are writing the final exams this day....guess what? I didnt learn. lol (final exams will be in 2011 for me so no worries )

Well, i guess my subconcious sent me a few nice signs...but i failed to realize im dreaming. Mh.

Hey guys, i will only post occasionally in here because i dont write all dreams down i have, only if i remember several a night + they are exciting for me. I will also only post in short because i also have a hand written DJ and my english is not that good.

1.
Was on "MeinVZ" (sth. like a German facebook) and looked up the page of a classmate i have a lil crush on - even though i have a GF. The page said she was pregnant (again, she already has a baby) and that she broke up with her boyfriend...i immediatly wanted to meet her hrhr.

2. Me, my GF, an ex-GF are in the kitchen at my home. The ex-GF leaves for a short time and my GF wants to have sex with me and asks if she leaves long...well she came back before we could get started(well i wanted to have both of em hrhr ) and i was half nacked and ran out on the terrace with my jeans to put them on...but i forgot my boxer-shorts in the kitchen...lulz.

3. Was at a "friends" home (he dont really is a friend anymore...) and wanted to drink with him (whine n stuff) but he refused.

Thats it for today