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Been a long time since I wrote here... typing is so much easier than writing it all down in detail with pencil.

I was lying down on my bed in my room and got up and walked to my TV to take a good look at it and I noticed that things started appearing and disappearing on my screen (even though it was turned off). This was very weird, but I just brushed it off.

Back in bed, I try to get up but can't. Once again I'm paralyzed and can't move. So I try to get up with my eyes closed, and this actually works. I try to estimate where my desk and door handle are, and funny enough I touch my desk with my hand and then without fail I open my door. I get teleported to a supermarket now where I see a girl I used to hang out with, she was probaly there because I have something in mind I want to ask her. We talk for a bit and just as she disappears I remember what I have to ask her. I shout out to her but she's gone. I wake up again, or so I thought.

Once again I'm back in bed now, still paralyzed. It's incredibly hard to move, I try to gather enough willpower but it just isn't working. I manage to roll out of bed and start crawling to my window, eventually I manage to open it. Now this is a window that's slanted on the wall, which is actually the roof of my house. I open it and try to get out, but it's too narrow. In real life I sometimes go through this window to sit on my roof and smoke a cigarette, this time not. I fall out and wake up again.

Not. For the last time I wake up paralyzed in bed. Something appears to be happening at my door, at first I thought it was my father but suddenly my door opens and some sort of shadow entity is standing there. Being paralyzed and seeing this creature I get freaked out and make a 'meep' sound, but suddenly I go crazy and just start laughing at him in the face like a maniac. He disappears and the dream is over for good now.



A weird experience, even though it has happened numerous times before and it's actually just really frustrating afterwards. I was semi-lucid throughout this entire dream, I knew something wasn't right since I saw shit happening on the TV. I do remember rubbing my hands like crazy at some point, it helped a bit... but not nearly enough to get me out of my paralyzation. It's not really paralyzation either... it's like the gravity is tenfold of that on earth. I can feel I'm making progress though, and I've learned some tricks from this dream. That expectation matters a lot. I expected I would find my desk and door handle with my hands even though my eyes were closed, and I did.

I also remember a very small fragment of having sex with someone, I woke up with morning wood which was terrible since I'm on the no-fap challenge. And it's after that, that this dream occured. I overcame the need by falling asleep.

Now I'm gonna grab a bite and smoke a cig. Peace out.

I'm at the streets, it's night. I immediately know I'm dreaming and the dream doesn't feel very stable. I walk forward and end up seeing my house, in a different spot from usual however. The street doesn't match. Since it's dark I think by myself that I don't want any scary things, as I look into the house I see my sis in the kitchen, my mom and myself when I was younger. I try to phase through the kitchen glass and sink but I don't get too far and my dream ends.

Still thought it was worth posting this since it was a lucid dream.

First off, not my third since joining... more like my fifth. However I don't count those other two as lucids, as they were extremely short and I wasn't able to really do something. I only remember driving a car I stole.

I'm at home, playing the piano. At first I don't know why, but later some girl comes and apparently I'm playing the piano for her, for the 'shop' which is apparently located in my house. Even when we had closed down she told me to continue but I didn't, so she went to get some food which was cornflakes and sat down at the table in front of me. Now here I have this 'wonder' feeling from Sage's WILD tutorial*.

So when I got this strange feeling I ran to the hallway and looked at my hands for a while, something wasn't right and it was clear to me I was dreaming. I started kicking the glass on my door and after a couple tries the door opened. Now that I'm outside I'll just try to climb up to the rooftop of my house so I can jump off of it to fly, I couldn't get up to the last part and jumped then. I continued my journey by walking out of my street around the corner to my best friend's house.

My best friend's dad and another very good friend's dad were outside, so I talked to them and got myself a metal object from one of the dads. I looked at my neighboor's window and saw there was the mcdonald's clown in their home and it annoyed me, so I ran in and tried to throw the metal, round object with a small hole in the middle at his head. I missed, hit a vase, and ran the hell outta there.

That pretty much cuts it. Lol.

*Maybe I'm not doing it right? Or maybe it can also be used for DILD. It's working for me either way though.

I woke up in my bedroom, and the instant I woke up I realised I was dreaming. I tried to get out of bed but I couldn't and my whole body was so heavy. It was like I had to pull my 'spirit' out of myself. When I'd gotten up I looked outside since someone was throwing snowballs at my window (first floor). Before my curtains were closed, but they were suddenly open. The guy throwing snowballs was some asian guy who smokes weed everyday, know him from school, lol. And suddenly my other friend was throwing snowballs at my window, called Jelle. He was wearing his usual style of clothes, an unique one for a white guy around here, long black jacket and his moncler hat. I told him to fuck off and jumped out of the window, I fell right on my face but didn't care since it was a dream. The point where my head hit would normally be stones sticking out, so in real I'd probaly be half-dead lol.

When I got up it was suddenly dark outside, and dark outside is a never a good sign in my dream. I was aware of that. Suddenly a car came driving by and I immediately thought of good things, not bad ones. So luckily some friends stepped out of it (even though none of them have a driver's license) and we started walking around my street army style in a formation to fend off attackers (perhaps this is a sort of self-defence mechanism against nightmares?) and I saw someone walking in the distance, didn't pay much attention and thought to myself 'Hey! I want to fly!', didn't work at first. So then I thought, okay... small jumps at a time. It worked! But after a while of getting up slightly high my dream ended, alas.

Dream 1: A fight with a friend

Somehow, somewhere I ended up in my room. I can't remember seeing anything except for my screen, as I was playing a game I used to play as a kid when I was about 10-12, called RuneScape. Now there's this friend who I used to do things with every weekend in my past, but he moved away when we got a bit older and we grew apart. I sometimes see him, but nearly never. Anyhow we used to play that game together, so that's probaly why I dreamt of it. I had a fight with him, I don't remember what I said and I don't remember why I said all of it, probaly because we're not on such good terms anymore and we don't really match that well together which I realised as we grew older.

That's it, it's all I can remember but it's my first dream that I can remember since joining. No dream signs that I've noticed.



Dream 2: Changing room

I'm standing in the changing room, along with some guys. One who I also used to hang out with when I was about 10, his name is Jay. And also some other guy from my previous school, called Timo. They were fake fighting as I was watching. (Note that the locker room had white tiles, lots of simple hooks that you can hang your clothes on, wooden door boards to enter the shower and very simple wooden benches attached to the walls (typical changing room)). After watching a bit I turned around only to see the exact same guy sitting next to me, Jay. We started doing this as well and I stopped soon, looked around me and saw my underwear hanging on a hook, there was a small wall between me and the underwear. It was my black underwear with a blue stripe on top and letters on it saying 'Soho'.

I went to another room, can't remember which, it's all black. And then I came back again with just a towel wrapped around me.

I can't remember anything else after that, my dream possibly ended. However, I can remember some of my dreams happening in changing rooms more often. So it's possibly a dream sign. From now on I'll do two or three reality checks whenever I'm in the changing room when I go kickboxing.