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Im at school about to go to the hall, but T is trying to keep me away from there. I go inside and try to close the 2 doors, but its difficult.
I play some CD and suddenly the lights start to go off one by one. The soundtrack sounds pretty creepy and the lights flash.
I go to the other hall and there are some young children sitting on the floor being frightened because of whats happening.
The teacher of the kids needs help to find the control panel where I could turn the lights on and the music out. I see it immediately and wonder why the teacher doesnt see it. I put the music out. I start to browse some CD's and try to find something playable, but I cant find.


I try to go to sleep next to my mom but I see that my dog is there and I wont


Im skipping an hour off from school, and we are at some forest with P and J. I try to make up a good excuse for why I was skipping a lesson and I come up with the idea that my stomach was hurting
The clock is 11.30 and I start to walk back to school. I hear some weird drumming and I make conclusions that its coming from the elementary school and they are having some show there.

I had actually pretty vivid dreams and I also felt strong feelings in the dreams.

Im at this inside arena and Im watching UFC or some fighting match. The competitors come in and they are like showing off how badass they are. First some guys come and some SWAT guys are following them. Then there is this guy saying how he has hanged an 8-year old child and disgraced the cross. Im then in this room where the walls are painted black and theres a blue cross hanging from the ceiling and then theres this sack where the child is hanging. I feel really disturbed and the dream is pretty nightmareish I wake up and still feel disturbed because of the dream.


R is at our house and he has bought some clothes for me. I take one of them and its this woolly shirt. I put it on and go to see myself from the mirror, but when Im watching myself from the mirror the shirt has changed into a light and dark blue striped hoodie.


Im at school sitting in front of our german class. Im about to put my shoes on, when 8th-grader N who is sitting beside me kicks my shoes away. I get really pissed off and I grab him from his shoulders and put him against the wall. Hes friend says to me that "I wouldnt do that" referencing to N's bodysize, he looks abit bigger than me, N also says that I shouldnt do it. I say "Fuck you, if we end up in fist fight, size doesnt matter, Ill punch you so hard your drop from the first hit. Then I keep threatening him, and I threaten to dig his eyes out with my keys. He looks abit scared and doesnt reply. I leave him there.
Im about to inside the class but to be sure I leave my shoes to some other place so that N cant do any harm.
At some point of the dream I ask P to teach me some judo-moves just in case.
I also noticed JH was talking with N.

Im coming out of the classroom, we just finished our maths lesson. I walk to the hallway and theres some guys from the H class and lots of benches. I stand there talking with T and/or O and Im in HP's way so that she has to go around the benches.
Its almost time for lunch, but we are still going to have social studies lesson. The lesson is not in a classroom its in the hallway and theres just chairs there. Then Im moving some first aid kit to a corner with J and T. T is outside on the roof and I see him through the window. He says that I need to move the kit to the same spot where the kit is outside. The window is a bit dirty and the walls are made from red bricks.
After this the clock is already 11:20 and lunchtime is almost over so I ask T that can I go to eat now. He says yes and J should come with me, but hes somewhere doing something.
Im at the cafeteria and the cooks say that I shouldnt take all types of salad, I should pick only one salad. Anyways the food is bad.

Im in front of our maths classroom with T,S and A. We are sitting on the bench and talking to some 8th graders. The stairway is like inverted so that the end of the stairs is on the left, though it should be on the right.

Im in the classroom sitting on one of the front desks. R asks me to get a brush for him. At first I dont find it because the instructions were poor. Everyones like "Oh cmon cant you find it already??". I then find some brushes and ask are those the brush R wants, but they are not. Then R says its on the top of the shelf. I reach my hand out to the shelf and grab the brush. I take it to R and its some kind of "fishbrush" that I need to clean. I sit to my place and start to clean it from the golden scales.

I also remember that I was talking with N,J and J about some schoolbooks.

Im with J at Tampere. We start to walk towards the centre of city. We are talking about the same place, but saying it by other words. We then meet some girls from our school. We meet R and we are asking for the next train/metro to go to the centre, because we are lazy and dont want to walk. So we are at some underground station which is like 1920-style. There are some teachers walking around the place and we meet T, he says he can drive us to the centre.

Now Im at T's house. I see a door which is half open, I look in to the room and see his wife sleeping there. He then asks me did I leave a teddy bear there last time. I ask what does it look like, and he shows me the teddy and I say "yeah thats mine".

I have left the house and I am on my way to home. I only have my old beanie and black hoodie on also some trousers. We are in the middle of a really narrow road with A. We are moving with bikes. There are coming some cars towards us, and we dodge the first car and it goes by easily. The next car is having trouble going pass us, and we notice that theres a woman behind the steerin wheel and we are like "Oh yeah should have known, a woman driver." Then I see F and M in some houses yard. They are grabbing apples from the tree and they are wearing some red/orange/yellow skirts. The roads have stone fences next to them.

Im at school and T asks me did I have a dream about him. N is about to answer but doesnt. Im also explaining somehting that I saw a dream about my cousin who is also named T.

The old 9th graders are visiting our school. They are in front of the main entrances. At first Im confused and start to be doubtful about the whole thing. Then I notice that S is with E and they are kissing in middle of other guys who are the current 9th graders but playing that they are 7th graders. Im also playing that Im a 7th grader.

Im fighting with P in my living room, he throws me with some judo-move and next thing I notice Im lying on the floor and Im feeling this weird sensation which feels kind of like sleep paralysis. While im lying there, theres this balloon in front of my face and theres a smiley face drawn onto the balloon. P then says something like that I can stand up now or I can move already. I stand up and put on my t-shirt and pullover. I had to take something to J and H who are coming up the stairs from the cellar. My dad is complaining how the dollhouse used to be in one corner of the living room. My mom is wondering how is there water served in a box on the tray. My dog then grabs a meadbottle which is full of water, but my mom doesnt let it take it. I start to change the water in my dogs water cup. My grandma is talking something me about the dog. The dog doesnt want to drink the water when I serve it to her. I see theres 3 pieces of wiener in the cup. I take it again and flush it with water, all the food pieces come off the cup.

Im at a waterpark "Eden" I was talking something to L and O, in one of the pools. I was spitting water on some emogirl from our school and she was just smiling. Then R/YV order me to change some water from a cup which is full of dirty water. I remove the dirty water to wrong place and R/YV are saying something "No, not there" and facepalming. Then I took the water to the correct place.

Im playing a grey keyboard to O and some other guys. Im playing Mozarts Turkish March, but I soon notice the octave range on the keyboard is too small and I cant play the high notes.

I also remember something more about H, J and P and something about our summercottage or some saunaplace....

Im walking down the hill which goes to our school. I walk pass this white house wheres this "mopedcar" in the frontyard also theres P's motocross helmet on the ground. I walk down to the mopedpark at our school yard. Theres M sitting in completely white suit and hes friend who I dont know walks pass me and seems to be drunk, N is coming from the front door with his blue driving jacket on. I walk towards the other end of the yard and look at the schools clock. It shows theres about 15mins to go before the last lesson ends, I decide not to go there. Some guys are going to smoke cigarettes to the road next to our school. Theres H and PP atleast. I see 2 old people dressed in white on the road. They are talking about some "pissing trip" they are going to. The guys with the cigs are imitating the old ppl and making jokes of it. Then I come to the end of the road near to the elementary school. Theres a guy explaining to some women why is it hard to accept different ppl. Theres also some papers on the ground around them. Im walking pass the elementary school, with my old fleece shirt on and old cap which I havent used in public or anywhere in years. I feel embarrassed by the old clothes and Im looking at myself from a mirror to see do I have zits in my face. Then there comes AK driving his "mcar" pass me and I try not to look at his direction, so he cant recognise me.

Im at our living room. Theres some ppl in the entry and theres J dancing to music. Shes happy and shes like joking around putting something inside her hoodie and like grabbing it by her breasts, I think it was accordion. I smile at her and she smiles back, P also is smiling. Then Im next to the chairs and some foreign guy who is our guest is talking about some mandolin in the corner. He asks if its tuned, I say no. He wants to tune it and he needs some oiled strings to do it, It was some very old tuning technique. I go to my mums room and find some strings but Im not sure if they are thin enough. But I have a feeling they are good enough.

Im showing my beanie to A and S, because its full of some weird slime, probably because we were skiing the other day. I also have forgotten to pay my debts to J and I hope he forgets.

I am enjoying myself in the sauna and spitting, my finger is brown so I start to clean it in the washing room. The room is full of towels, and I need to throw towels onto a hook which is really high up near the ceiling. I need my dads help, but hes sleeping in another room. I go outside because Im waiting a guitar-riff from R's sisters. Its snowy and bright. I see them in a grey or white car driving by our house, I see J's face from the window. My mom comes out, and I am spinning on the ground strangely. We talk about actors. Suddenly Im one actor and Im cycling on the start of our street. Im wondering how much do I need practice and studying to become an actor. Im watching a bassist and a guitarist performing on a little stage. They are playing the song which notes I needed. Its pretty simple tune, but catchy. Theres also a drumkit in the background but no-ones playing it. Im watching them from abit above them. Theres also red curtains on the side of the stage.

Im going to this place which is partly underground. The entrance looks like S's house. Its pretty dark outside and theres some lamps next to the door, there is also some snow on the ground. I enter the place and there is H and J and some guys I dont know but they look like "though" guys. We are planning to get drunk and one of the guys starts digging his bag which looks like a bag where you have your sports equipment in like skates and so on, its black. He grabs some bottles of Koskenkorva and Vodka and gives them to me and the other ppl there. P joins in but he doesnt want to drink. I start drinking from the Kossu bottle and H is sitting opposite me and drinking also. I dont want to look at H in the eyes because they are so big. I start to feel this warm feeling and that Im getting drunk. The place where we are is like a locker room and theres an entrance even deeper underground and theres this restaurant. The people in the restaurant start to get pissed of "to those youngsters drinking in the lobby" I start to feel like moving away from that place because of the attention, but the other guys wont move. I go to the restaurant and sit to a tiny table with P and S. Then we start to hear sirens which sound like police sirens, so I ask "They are coming for us right?" I know the police will make me blow on a gauge displaying the possible amount of alcohol in the air exhaled so I grab some soda water from the fridge and start drinking it. It tastes just like soda water. Why Im doing these is that I thought it would make it seem like I wouldnt have drinked so much. I take my wallet and grab 5euros and give it along the soda water bottle to JH and like make him to pay it for me. Then there comes these 2 guys shouting my name down to the restaurant and they say that the police want to test me now. I go up and there are these 2 polices dressed as civilians. They test me with a breathalyzer and first it shows like some 1.5 promilles and then it goes from 15 to 0.5 almost all the numbers between really fast. I start to beg the police not to tell from this to my parents so I say that I just tasted some and can I get away with this If I pass the drunk tests (like walking a straight line etc.) Suddenly we are on a roof of some building and its alot brighter and snowy. I start to walk a straight line and ask "Like this?" and then when I have walked the line the other police grabs me from the hands and is like pushing me. Then he says that I passed the test and they wont tell my parents about the drinking. I thank them alot and show some interest to their job. Then I see this device on the snow and ask that is this their phone, then we realise its some alarm device for the roof. The other polices son comes to him and I jump off from the rooftop to the street. Im walking now on the street and its rush hour cause theres lots of ppl walking. I cross the road and come to this plaza. I see some bums verbally abusing each other and then they become violent and start up a fight. Some of them have knives and some shout "F*ck this it hurts too much" I decide not to go to the plaza.

Im at our living room and I should go to school but theres this some movie coming from the TV and I hear S and J's voices telling how hot the woman in the movie is, so I decide to fap to it. I go to my "computer room" and try to take a desk but theres another desk under it. I have some paper with me. The lighting is a bit weird its same colour as one of the walls in living room.

We are at this boarding house with A and S and we are trying to find an exit from there. We go to the other end of the house and theres F and K in front of the mirror putting their hair. We ask them for the exit and they say theres none here. I go to this room and there comes a guy from our school to the door where you get outside. Hes running from a teacher and first I decide to ignore him but then I open the door and let him in. He thanks me and I say to him that He hasnt ever met me if someone asks.

Im at this laundry room and I hear that someones coming so I hide behind some very thin objects. A hot woman comes in shes brunette and shes like deciding what to wear. I try to be quiet and not to get noticed. Shes in front of a mirror and then she bends over, and Im just looking at her ass and thinking "Holy crap thats an awesome butt". I try to hide my face so that it doesnt glow in its paleness and reveal my hide out. Im wearing a black t-shirt and sweatpants.

So I decided I should try WILD/WBTB. Before going to sleep I reminded myself that if I wake up I will attempt them. So I woke up at 3:40 AM And I know that it takes me about an hour to fall back asleep. So I blabla and thought about lucid dreaming.

Im at S's yard throwing green biobags to the neighbours yard and wiping my ass with them. Then A walks by and I find out that hes grandpa is one of the neighbours. Then theres this guy at the other neighbours yard and he starts nagging about how I throw the bags to his yard and he says "Theres a garbage bin right next to you throw them there" I turn and am about to throw them there when he says "No not that one the other one". At this point I get this idea that I will remove him from my dream, but im not lucid yet. So I wish him to disappear and he does. And BAM! I become lucid. I feel excited and I feel this rush of excitement coming nearer (The dreamscape changes at this point), I try to calm down but I wake up...
I have noticed that couple of LD's Ive had in these past months have been really short that I havent had the time to react to the dream anyhow, I almost instantly wake up. I think that it might be because usually when I think about becoming lucid all these methods about stabilizing the dream come running into my head and thats what wakes me up. So this night Im going to try WBTB again but now just concentrate to becoming lucid, not extending it. I'll try to forget every thought of stabilizing the dream, so I hope that when I become lucid I wont get this same feeling Ive had....


Im in this shower place where the ceramic tiles are blue and its pretty cool looking. P is nake in the shower and Im doing something on a laptot. Then P reminds me how I did him in the ass . I have this weird feeling that theres something hostile going on.


Im at the zero floor of our school where our Biology class is. Im waiting to get into the classroom. Ja and Ju come and start carrying me around and its attracting Jul's attention. They carry me around and let me go and I notice I have something weird in my mouth which I start to spit out. KM (teacher) comes and asks whats the problem so I just say that it was just joke nothing harmful. Im in the biology classroom and AA comes to fight me (playfully) so I say that hes embarrassing me. Im in the class and our teacher is wearing glasses and laughing. We find out that we have a test from social studies next lesson. We are at the hallway again and waiting to get to the biology classroom because the social studies test is being held there. We are all studying for the test wheb MV(teacher) comes asks me something then she says that "You should write it like that, youll get better points" and showed me how. T replied "Why wont you tell me those kind of answers" And then we were joking with the teacher and some younger students were smiling to us.