lucid

When I became lucid
I realized I was at a doctor's office, explaining that I had a pain in my back that seems to go straight through me and out my solar plexis.
I had a man with me in the room whom I know well and trusted. A few minutes before both of the ones I came here with had been standing guard outside the room,
but one had rushed in after they had felt my confusion and distress.
The woman doctor first touched my back where the pain was and then asked to lay back on the table so she could look/touch my solar plexis.
She began to ask me questions which was hard for me to answer being I was drugged and very out of it.
Before I knew it, the doctor started putting restraints on my legs.

I looked at one of the men that had brought me here and I hollered out telepathically to him "get me the hell out of here!"
Of the two men with me he was younger and had blondish hair. He asked the doctor to leave us for just a moment.
As soon as she walked out the door, the other man rushed in having 'heard' what was going on. He was someone I knew...that I Trusted and Loved dearly. He picked me
up off the table and asked if I could walk. I could. We came out of the office door, his left arm around me and in his right hand he held a gun.
Slightly behind me and to the left was the other man (guard) who was heavily armed.

Everyone in the office was shocked as they ushered me out of the building. At one point I had thought there would be a gunfight
when one of the office's security guards saw us and the guns.
He just stood there frozen in place. The man that held me up looked at the scared security guard in the eyes
and said into his mind :Be calm. We are just leaving:

Afterwards, we lurked around outside in the parking lot. The building we had left now had hundreds of people standing around it. I was waiting for
someone to come out of the building but why I was there still I don't recall. An ex of mine was the look-out, standing just around the corner of the building by the door,
so I would not have to get too close to the crowd and possibly caught again. I was still feeling drugged a little.

The next thing I knew, I am sitting on a stage.I am about to be interviewed in front of a large crowd.
I am wearing the same clothes as I had been in the "doctor's" office;
a sleeveless dark red velvet dress. I looked at it wondering if it was stained from what had happened earlier. I looked out into the crowd and there were hundreds of people out there.
The first question I was:
"Can you explain for us what had happened earlier in your own words?"

I sat there and thought about what I was going to say for a minute..all of it true but it was not necessary for all the people to know..
that the scheme had been political. That the 'doctor' hated me and was very jealous of my position in the government and that the plan was to have me "disappear"
in a private hospital for several years.
I thought about asking the interviewer what she thought would happen if the person who loved her most in the world saw SHE was in danger.
What lengths would be gone to to save HER...

What I did say, after a lot of thought was "NO, I really can't."