AcidicDream

Throwing Rice to birds, who wouldn't eat it....
Telescopes something, a dance, ***PRIVATE***

Sorry about my grammer i am not of english speaking natively.
I Am 13, and as such i have horror from my perspective as a teen.

I Was in some place the weather was cloudy, on the verge of
raining and i was in a little store. The kind of small store where you can buy
ciggarettes, magazines, etc...

It was unusual, the floor was a white tiled stone floor, and from the
doors view the counter was to the left. But i think there was no door..

Still speaking from the doors percpective there was a rack, JUST to the right on
the wall the door is on. The rack was a hat rack, but instead of hooks there where
baskets, and in one of those baskets was a pad of snuff(tobbacco bag you but in your mouth). I Took it, and ran with my friend and said "DUDE RUN, I TOOK SNUFF!".
He responded, now keep in mind this is a bad dream. He said:
"RUN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT HE CAN DO!"

We ran and ran,*cant remember this part but i assumed we just ran.*
, finally we stood infront of a forest. It had a big hill(steep) covered in trees,
we climbed up and when we stood on the top he said.
"Finally we can stop, we should be safe here.."

Then we get a call:
"Im sorry ?????? Your mom ??????? Car taken ????????"

Cant remember more.

The Store:

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#C.......#
#.....R..#
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C = Counter
R = Rack


Thoughts(this will be in my journal from now on):
My thougths about this dream is that in the dream world as you lose your concept
of reality, you lose concept of emotion and what is important to you. Basically you
become a monolith, this means that your subconsious must be able to somehow
influence your thoughts, it could in essence be a happy dream yet scary.
This idea would be consistent with other nightmares ive had and other strange
dreams ive had such as my first LD yesterday. It had no point of being scary, but as
you are a monolith in your dreams the dream influenced my dream character into
being scared and then giving a reason for it. SO that would mean that emotion and
reason for emotion are seperate and indepentant. And because emotion is in memory
aswell, reason for emotion might not be. Which would mean that you look for a reason to be scared when there simply isn't one! You just are scared. The concept is hard to grasp i know.

This would mean that if i had an insane dream, the dream itself does not
effect emotion. So i could be fully happy, even angry or sad.

Now where does emotion come from then?
I think lucid dreaming can hold the answer, anyone who is reading this, the next
time you have a lucid dream please ask your subconsious to show you the reason
for emotion. Or try to find the reason, or do some experiments.

IF you get any results, or have an opinion about this concept, please contact me, either through this thread or PM.

NOTE THiS IS TAKEN RAW FROM MY LAPTOP:
Dream #002 -
We where in a reletives house but it was weird because there was two panels on the walls, like not at the same place
but two panels. 1 Controlled like different utilities and one controlled a reactor infact there was a sign with the
text: "Palladium reactor!", it controlled like the air intake and stuff(XD).

We(Mom, Dad and my brother) where in beds in one room and my mom wanted to film when we where sleeping so that
she would know when someone left or such. randomly a camera manifested itself on a table and i decreased the light so that
it could film in the dark and so that we couldnt wake up, My mom wanted me to take a picture and the beds joined together
and our entire family(like aunt uncle, EVERYONE) was lying in the bed,i took a photo.
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I was hearing mom and my aunt panicing, and my brother was in the shower
Mom: Didnt you shut it off?
I checked a panel and yes she had but my brother was in the shower anyway.
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Im walking up the stairs and see my brother playing some game on the computer, I ask
him what hes playing and he responds:
-***********ELDER*******
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We are in the game and we are fighting spiderlings which we defeat. Then there comes spiritual demon spirits.
which shoot slime balls att us very fast so we are hurt, we make a constant sound like in a game:
OW OWWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOOW

Date:1/2-2012

AND BOOOM REALITY!

*There was a strange orange-ish lightning
*The game was based on a cliff really high up, like a cliff edge(The one that you wanna jump off of if you could fly )

NOTE THIS IS TAKEN RAW FROM MY DREAM LOG(in my Laptop)

Dream #001 -
I was at school there was a new guy, he was a physcotic communist who
opposed himself. Later in the dream all of a sudden me and my brother
were running from him. We came to the sub-entrance room, like the room
before you come out. The kid tackled my brother and punched him in the right bottom
corner of the room, my brother dissapeared, like LITTERALY blinked away but the
kid was still punching(?!?!) it was like a game lagging.
Then the principal comes and like cracks him(?) but his head was like a bowl and
his legs and stuff was like a blue action man doll(XD), Essentially he became a broken
toy. He instructs me to get snow so he can cook some water i go outside and try but the snow
like dissappeared strangely. Atlast i got the snow in the broken toy head, but some black dude
with military armor said that the elves wanted nuts for food(XD) so i went back to the place I got
snow from and there was a little tree, with nuts growing on it.
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I was at the side of the school(but there was no wood platform),
there was a truck and my friend found an engine, like a minecraft item
but it fell into a hatch between the truck and the platform attached to the wall.
then he said:
-Awww, now we only have a v6.
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I was looking at planets but not really, it was like i was the camera in a game(?? hard to explain) I was by
a planet that was blue and then i thought to myself but mars is red(?) suddenly monsters shaped like minecraft clouds
they were called frankenburgs monster(i knew telepathicly(???)) they fired grey semi transparent rectangels at me.
AND BOOM I WAKE UP!

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Date:31/1-2012

Notes:
*The school had a wall around that was stone, like keeping me inside of the school grounds, NO EXIT.

*That kid gave me an unsettling feeling, he was also a subconcious version of a painting at my house..But a younger
version.

*The lightning made no sense, like a night sky but everything was light, like day.
*After i gathered the nuts from the nut tree the black guy inspected what i had
gathered, he tried what looked like a miniature apple and said:
-This aint no nut, this an apple, In a REALLY steriotypical voice.

Me and my brother came into a jungle with a wooden wagon and were looking for pumpkins.
"Aren't pumpkins in the orange zone?", said my brother
We headed upwards(there was a hill) and came to an orange jungle.
Then I Look back and see this fat guy laughing and running away with our wooden wagon.
"****...."

Fragments..

Im standing by a lake, its so pretty. all along the shores of the lake are golden barley. I dive in and notice some rubies, so i get out meh diamond pickaxe
and start mining them. I get some rubies telepathically(its hard to explain, in my dreams i store stuff mentaly..). I swim back up and im perfectly dry.
I start running on a road back towards my school, i get to the exact spot where there is a BIG office building, im thinking "There is my school". How could i not
have noticed? Its like totally wrong!

Cant remember anything else.