I am watching a star wars movie, yet at times also a semi-active participant in the sequence. This is supposed to be the 11th movie in the star wars movie series. We are on this huge ship. It seems mon calamari in design, reminding me of the MC85 from The Last Jedi, though it has "wings" and a sort of bulbous dome-shaped nose that flares out rather than the beaked design. This ship seems to be a giant heavily defended battle-carrier with hangar decks in its wings. The large dome structure is a powerful forward shielding system. We are above some planet, seems like a tropical island/archipelago type world with rings and two or three small moons. Blue and turquoise seas and chains of lush green islands under white clouds and visible cyclone like storms. We have some small escort ships that I don't get a good look at and go into hyperspace. We end up being forced out of hyperspace by some other ship in deep space, no planets or stars are nearby. There is a large fleet of imperial/first order/insert whatever bad guy successor faction existed in this dream facing us down and we are unable to go back to lightspeed and thus forced to engage in combat. There are new Star Destroyers. They are the standard gray and have the arrowhead shape with the hangar in a "notch" on either side and rear hyperdrive housing like a venator-class star destroyer. But these ships lack any sort of bridge tower and seem to be huge, maybe two or three times the size of a standard ISD. Instead of a bridge there is a sort of staircase structure along the centerline of the ship with the main guns placed up along it leading to a sort of large dome structure. The design also seems to be mirrored top-to-bottom and these ships seem more inclined to fully 3d combat than any other SW ship which generally operates with a recognized "up". When the ships engage in combat they while appearing to move 'slowly' due to their size are inclined to roll and move in the third dimension to try and get better positioning. There is also a ship that looks like the mandator-IV/siege dreadnaught from TLJ but is only has a single giant gun rather than a pair of them. This swiftly turns into a large scale space battle. We deploy our fighter wings and we have some big guns of our own on the giant battlecarrier to fight the other large ships. I have some authority as to how things are playing out but this sequence focuses on a series of pilots in various ships. There is a space fighter called an 'H wing' which looks almost exactly how you'd imagine. This battle sequence goes on for a long time focusing on different pilot characters engaged in the space battle. The large battle carrier is attempting to avoid being flanked as though its shields are immensely strong, able to take anything the hostile fleet can throw at it, the shields can only be that strong if they are concentrated on one area of the hull at a time. It seems like I am able to handle the situation competently enough, we take a few hits to the hull on the starboard side and hanbar bay where the sheild is penetrated but the ship's core systems remain operable and the fighters are able to destroy several enemy vessels. ... There was another dream on the morning of the 12th but it was pretty boring. I was in a bar or club type setting trying to hide the fact that I had wet myself. 4/13/2025 I am in a lucid state in some kind of combat. This seems like another superpowered character (another Viltrumite/invincible esque fighter). I am flying high above the clouds but dive down over a mountainous region. Very picturesque, snowcapped mountains, rivers, lakes, and tall pine trees. I remember I flew low and then straight into the side of a mountain. My pursuer was lagging behind by quite some distance. I used the staff or command line to delete a section of the mountain. A horizontal slice just a few meters in height. I think this scenario was inspired by this. I vividly remember flying through this gap. The command line cut the rock smooth, like polished stone created a marbled pattern on the floor and ceiling. My pursuer followed me through. However I had timed it right such that I managed to escape out the far side before the mountain fell back onto its base. There is an immense sort of 'clack' and a large shockwave radiates out snapping fully grown trees and blowing me off course, messing up my flight pattern and I land in a mountain lake.
LUCID: Secret Street See the secret street. It steals one away from tourist traps and lofty lodgings a-glimmer. They prey on starving wallets and sweet sheeple minds. Stride the secret street up into the lull of a desolate shire. Cross into the curl of a sun bleached grin lined with faded lights screaming Come On In! Just beyond the yaw lies an ancient way of steely playgrounds, glimmering arcades, and music yanked from distant yesterdays. An elegant swirl of gold frosted stairs leads ever upward and then we are there. Rivendellian hall of golden fires, unceasing spirits, unfaltering food. See them now, they three. Especially he, who left this life behind. Their chatter and laughter rekindle a spark, relighting my heart where once only yawned an imploding dark and festering shriek. Try steal the scene with canon fire. A barrel too narrow can't capture all. Refocus. They have lingered on. Upon fur topped bunks he sits and grins. Finally capture reflections of him. Now it's they three and me. Reluctantly leave the swell of the secret street. There tilts a sign that rustily screams intersection of Tragedy and Queen. Now back into the bite of the beast that chews away all worth. Moon has fallen. Great statues shake. They groan and quake. A gargoyle sheds graven skin, growls, grows, spreads its wings. Glare into each others emptiness. Reassure my trio, my reformed katet, "It's okay. I know how to stop it. I've dreamed this before..." Lucidity storms. "I'm dreaming now..." Wake.
Happy Lucid Dreaming Day. Adding the couple of lucid encounters I had this month so far. 10th A shifty sound. Wake! Behold gentle night and a strange shadow that shivers midst shadow. Rectangular head upon skeletal frame. Stare into the glare of too tiny eyes. Grimace at the sight of dagger lined lips. "It's a dream. Are you trying to scare me?" Wake Sit up. "Still dreaming." Look for the thing. It is gone. "You can't scare me," I sing to whatever will hear. "I am invincible as long as I have this..." Put out my palm. Nothing. Try three more times and finally flourishes my totem. A crystal ball enwrapped in waves of flames floats above my flattened palm. Wake Sit up. "I was lucid. Must write this down." Reach for my journal. "Is this still a dream..." Wake Sit up. "I was lucid." Reach for my journal. Scribble the shapes of my dreams.
Night of Sunday 4/6/25 Tariffs: I'm in a banquet-type place. Some coworkers and friends from highschool are there. I have a Samsung folding phone and take a picture of a chandelier. The chandelier has the word "TARIFFS" written on it. It will be knocked down soon, and the group is celebrating. I'm jealous of somebody there who I think is going after my girlfriend. Bad Host: I'm hosting a party and I'm unprepared. My house looks like my friend J's from my childhood. My friends from the Tot group are coming soon. I have a huge house and yard. The Maze: There is a girl I met at the banquet, and we are in a maze. The maze is similar to the game "Doom". I get Rick-Rolled at one point. There is a helicopter piloting overhead as I have an allergic reaction to something. Night of Monday 4/7/25 Roadtrip I'm on a roadtrip through the desert with my Dad. We've pulled over so I can pee on the side of the road. There are many tiny scorpions around my feet...and I'm barefoot. ... I'm at the hotel later and I find a big black scorpion in my pants. It jumps out, and flips weirdly onto a dresser nearby. A second scorpion leaps from my underwear next to the other one. Fragment I'm driving with my friend BM from childhood through our childhood neighborhood. Taking Her Place I'm at a hospital in a bed there. I'm talking about my various joint overuse injuries. The doctor has to pee, so I'm chatting with somebody while I wait. Somehow, I'm taking my Mom's place at the hospital. Night of Tuesday 4/8/25 Fragment I'm at home in my bed. I get the sense that there is somebody in the house. Fragment I find out that my girlfriend is cheating on me. Strong emotion, upset. Night of Wednesday 4/9/25 Fragment My friend CM from work is hosting a party. Night of Thursday 4/10/25 No recall. Night of Friday 4/11/25 No recall.
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