210222 My dream this night involved being in a building which I had no difficulty entering but great difficulty leaving. I found a gathering of friendly people – some whom I knew - in the building and the atmosphere was jovial. I was attempting to find my mothers phone number and was frustrated because it wasn’t where I thought I had placed it – and I kept scrolling through my notes with no success. Then my brother arrived and was able to give me my mothers phone number, which I was happy about, but still miffed that the number was mysteriously missing from my own notes. __________________________________________ In using a word-value algorithm on the string “Mysteriously missing” these WSV [word string values] were in my data base Mysteriously missing = 291 A machine for solving problems = 291 Making the best of a bad situation = 291 The irony therein is that the machine I was using to try and locate my mother phone number, was not helpful in solving my problem … My Dream experience showed me that – while I get annoyed in situations where things are not going as I think they should unfold – I do not allow this to unhinge me to a point where the annoyance becomes anger…I stay reasonably calm…however… It is worthwhile to my growth that I treat my DE as showing me that there is still room for improvement in that – to engage with untangling from and entangled situation, I would be better not to let myself even become annoyed by it – but accept it and eventually it will work itself out – as in – my brother turned up and gave me the information I was looking for. Still – persevere - but drop the emotion of "being annoyed" about doing so. Persevere = 113 Chamber Of Self The Moment Provenance Apocalypse [uncover, disclose, reveal] Cultivate Self-acceptance Universe Being annoyed = 115 Encounter In Training Positive Functional Other way Inside I cry
Today afternoon I had a Dream I was playing PC Video games and i was thinking how come I have reached this Level I could not even clear the first Level and then my game charector went Inside a Cave and I could only see the opening of the Cave and I started searching for him and then I picked up my keyboard and mouse and ran to the cave. Now when I reached the cave I did not have my keyboard with me and I saw many people lying down injured near the entrance of the Cave. Now some girl said to me that there is a girl roaming around who has a quirk (Super Natural power) so i went inside the cave and hid from her And then I woke up. I did Not get Lucid in this Dream ....
Date of Dream: FRI 1 JAN - 2021 Dream No. 798 - Separated Sections Dream 798 A - The Writing In The Frame This was a short dream. To begin with, I was seen, in my bedroom, picking out what clothes to wear for when a couple of relatives were supposedly going to be coming to my house. Later on in the dream, I was in an unknown house, seemingly a holiday house where the snow mountains were. In this house, were some photos contributed by my family, in frames. In one picture frame, there was some writing that said “Karlie Dracko”. Towards the last scenes of the dream, Riku (KH-CoM) was seen as he shared a supposed paopu fruit with me. Dream 798 - Reprisal In Quadratum The only I can remember about this dream is that there was CB4 Cortex Castle music playing as a sub-scene played with me in Quadratum on my own. Dream 798 A Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No Dream 798 B Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: TUE 29 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 797 - Separated Sections Dream 797 A - Reminiscing About Sora I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in my bedroom in my old house. As I was seen sitting on my bed (the dream camera in 3rd person mode), Riku (KH3) came in and said something like, “it’s hard being Sora’s mentor”, as he gave a sigh. I don’t remember everything that Riku said, but apparently he was sharing either stories or memories of Sora with me. The scene then all of a sudden stopped, and rewound, like it was going to repeat itself, but then it didn’t. I was now in the bedroom by myself, and no one else came in. I ended up looking at a piece of paper that was suggestion some information from the Commonwealth Law Reports (CLR) 2020. Apparently I was trying to check it Yozora had any civil or criminal convictions. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 797 B - Server Hate Comments This dream started with me being on a Discord server, via my phone, with 1000s of people on it. I wrote something weird to EBo in the public forums even thought my dream-self thought this was normal, and that there was nothing wrong with it. For a couple of minutes, the room was quiet, but then one of the mods, ZDu, ‘struck’, and everybody else was leaving hate comments for me. Even EBo went offline in shame. After what was seemingly 100s of comments, Kairi left a long spiel standing up for me. She was saying that what the others were saying was factually wrong, and that what I actually said wasn’t what they thought. She specifically re-emphasised what I said. She then finished her piece by saying that she was more than happy to be my friend. And then a ‘+1’ reaction was added to that, which I discovered was Riku. There was then a dream energy coming from Riku (in his Quadratum appearance) like he was sorry for how I was being treated by everyone in that server. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 797 A Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No Dream 797 B Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: FRI 25 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 796 - My Grandpa Is Going To Get Me When the dream started off, I seemed to be at a distorted version of Waverley Gardens shopping centre, it looked very different to real life. As I was still shuddering at the sight of the elevator, I called Riku for an extra practice. Riku just came but the scene changed before we could get in. The dream was now playing in my driveway. My whole family was there including my deceased grandfather. Some of my family members acted normal, other’s didn’t, and then there was my grandfather. He was comprehensively and consciously intent on murdering me. This time I knew I had to call Riku and did so fast. However, Riku wasn’t coming quick enough and my grandpa was slowly, frighteningly, following me down the driveway. When Riku did come, I quickly but quietly urged us to get away. Once we were far enough away from my grandpa, I also noticed that Sora came. Riku (KH3) was wearing some plain white business shirt with his normal short hair. He had tossed me up onto his back and this time there were no gravity problems, only some minor slipping but not too much to make it feel uncomfortable. Riku was wearing a shirt, but when he carried me, it was made to look like his KH1 clothes. As I was down on the ground next time, we had to arrange another carry as my grandfather was coming after me a second time, and this time a little bit faster. A little bit down the court, Riku put Sora on his back, and then I got on Sora’s back. However, the weight distribution wasn’t good as Sora is smaller than me, so I would have fallen off. So I suggested that I’d be on Riku’s back, and I’d let Sora be on my back. I also said this because I felt like relaxing more on Riku. The arrangement was quickly changed and we went off before my grandfather could have any other chances to get at me. This time around, there were no carrying issues, and Riku felt the most comfortable ever. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 796 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: THU 24 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 795 - Buying A RikuZine I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I recalled that I told myself I was struggling to reach Riku, and so I had to buy a RikuZine. In going to a stranger’s house, I ended up buying the RikuZine; picking it up as it were. In doing so, the lady that was selling it said something like, “We have to protect that… That… Sweet girl”. It’s as she was saying these words that I felt like I had to turn around, and to my left, there was the real Riku (KH3) standing next to me. Now facing him, he gave me all these soft, pleasant smiles to suggest that he was affirming/amplifying what the lady was saying about me. After that scene, I was back at my own home and my brother was complaining because I made the RikuZine notifications go to his Email, and he didn’t want that. The dream ended there. Dream No. 795 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: SUN 20 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 794 - A Mum For The Baby I can’t remember much about this dream at all. From where I do remember, I was at a very distorted version of The Glen Shopping Centre, being a lot larger and more ‘maze-like’ than it is in real life, even after the IRL renovations. I saw a baby in the corridors that was doing something wrong, however, this baby could talk and think like an adult. I said to the baby that he’ll be having a mum for this dream. I didn’t take long for Dreamy WB to walk in to the scene (I have forgotten what she was wearing), and she offers to be the mum for this adult-baby in the dream. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 794 Dream Guide: Dreamy WB Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: SAT 19 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 793 - Under The Garage Doors I can’t remember much about this dream at all. The only I can remember is that Riku (KH1 appearance) and Mickey were standing under each of my garage doors. But I have forgotten what they said. This is the only thing I can remember. Dream No. 793 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
bedtime ~00:00 final waking: ~08:20? tons of wine at ddinner, fairly drunk probably REM rebound, very long/vivid dreams towards morning: earlier: + battles with large # of troops, outside, in CH (standing at top of steps to basement), using green laser crowd-cutting device. "Humans drop to the floor" think that giving everybody a cutting laser like I have will end the battle quickly in ouor favoor comiung up behind a line of heavy tanks/artillary arriving to the battle drivingg down hill in large vehilce, wnoo't make the turn in time I'll tumble and crash, manaagae to slow down sufficiently to make the turn in parking garage with the enemy, cutting them down with the green laser a nuclear/radiation attack is cmoing, I try too form a hiding place between metal filing cabinets and anticipate the orange glow of the attack being shown a car (to rent? buy?) the presenter opens the trunk, it's really weird, on the open ddoor (opens to side like old station wagon) there is a long purple curving conical intake that at first I think is fuel intake but at its base is like a sphincter with some (brown?) coloring around the base so Im' thinking it's (the car's butt?), the presenter points out the fuel cells are completely charged up, I'm really excited about this car it's something really unique but I think my spouse wont like it because it's not very practical later: + in Dch home, open deck curtains, very low light/dark outside, check sliding door lock, it's open, chdck room, at first ddno't see missing thing but then decide monitors are missing, my google pixel 2 phone is missing. One computer was not set up and so was not taken, panicking about this, go see my housemate (false, "Frank?") and complain we were robbed assmebly line breakfast/cafe "come get it it's quick and efficient" overhear the large attack groups planning to team up and attack my base/homoe on the hill, what can we do we're just a few people against such large numbers of troops? the hill home has a name/label [forgot] Walk up hill towards house and encounter grouopo of indian (mercenaries?) who are sympathetic to our case and will help (by holding the path up the hill?) + standding in grupo of girls with a central girl performing gymnastic moves, each ofo the girls in turn catches the performer as she does a tumbling maneuver ending up at them, I wish she'd tumble at me I'd like to catch her + walking with big beefy guy friend in large open matrix-white like space we encounter a woman (short hair, large open eyes, staring expression, a typical LD DC, like in my LD #1), and I think/say "don't look at them, don't catch their attentiono", but we do stop as we pass by as the woman offer my companion a large sitck of pink cotton candyd which my friend bends over (head to feet) and starts nibbling on it, when a male appears, takes the pile of cotton candy, opens it up, and places the whole big "nest" over my friend's headd, it's a knock-out drug and he falls to the floor. The man then places it on my head and I "faint" from the knock-out drug and dfall to the gruond, still slightly conscious, and dthink they're going to make us do thinsg against out will under the influence of the drug
I'm in a hospital. My brother and his girlfriend are there too. The place is very crowded. Hayden is my girlfriend somehow, and she's on a hospital stretcher, presumably being treated for something. She notices me and we kind of cuddle (me standing over her), as she's clearly recovering well. In another scene I enter a different room (kind of a very crowded break room at the hospital). I notice one of the people sitting alone at a table is Sylar. His presence startles me, but I realize he doesn't recognize me because this is the past and we haven't met yet. Then I realize he's likely there to kill Hayden. I rush to where I left her, and notice she's gone. I feverishly start looking around and asking staff where she is, hoping to find her before Sylar does. I liked this dream when I woke up, as I felt a genuine sense of caring about a romantic partner, something I've never had and never will. I would have done anything for her. In the next dream, I am Jack Quaid (actor) playing a character. I'm hanging on the side of a helicopter or VTOL, flying along the coast of a subtropical city, likely Miami. I look up and see Nazi fighter jets flying in formation above us, then suddenly vanishing. I realize the Nazis, who won the war, have grown so advanced that by this alternate 2022 they've developed fighter jets that can literally turn invisible. I have visions of the world map. The Nazis have taken over the whole world, united under a new kind of cult called "The Black Hand" (their symbol a black handprint). Only one continent is free from their influence. The world's last hope. Our VTOL circles a skyscraper, and I fall out of the VTOL, attached only by the belt through a rope. As the VTOL starts losing control in a spiraling motion, I am crashed through the skyscraper (!!!). Finally I am detached and I fall down. As I smack into the ground (well, a lower part of the building), it is revealed that the character (seeing in third person now) is just an actor surrounded by a full camera crew. The Nazi universe is a new TV show being filmed. I'm on the set myself now. Jack walks off the set, and I congratulate him on his performance. He laughs, saying it was an insane scene.