7th June 2021 Fragment: At some version of my current home. Through the office window, I see a flatbed trailer with organ and piano consoles on it. It implies the room is actually at ground floor. I am excited when I see a lady playing on the consoles as I approach the window. I go out of the room and call H to come and see; he comes with me to the room to look but now she's actually in the room, which seems to have expanded in width. I try to get her attention but she's focused on her playing and she's wearing headphones but eventually realises and we say hello to each other and so on. She then talks to H about something, she seems happy or content, smiling at us a lot. There was more to this dream but I cannot recall it now. Dream: In a city, I'm by a body of water. I enter a skyscraper building located here. It's empty of people but has automated systems in place and is not abandoned. Sliding doors open automatically and I enter a huge ground floor lobby. The building heavily features tinted glass and there's a blood red colour scheme which on some level I really enjoy. There's a sunset, but I don't see it directly, just its effect of light and shadow length. In the lobby, I nervously but excitedly approach a lift entrance, the doors slide open immediately as I get close. There's a console in this bit which isn't the actual elevator yet, I use a password "number3" and I'm relieved when it works. Another set of doors, like mall lift doors but sort of like blast doors, slide open and I enter the lift proper now. It quickly takes me up to the top of the building or something, an off-limits area. I exit the lift and enter a sealed room with no windows, some glass sliding doors opening as I walk in, into a second room that really didn't require that separation by the glass doors. The colour scheme remains the same. I know I'm trespassing and fear being caught, but I revel in the fact there's nobody around. I use the same password as before at a computer terminal at the end of the room, it's in a sort of alcove and it's a touch-screen which had sort of flipped itself around towards me. The terminal grants me access to lots of things, but I'm not sure what. I return to this dream location through the exact same process later on in the dream, but when I do, I arrive at the building in H's van and am talking to him over the phone. I remember another part in-between the two times at the building, in the middle of the city instead. I hear a group of guys talking trash. One guy says he listens to people's life stories of things gone horribly wrong or traumatic events and then he himself manipulates people by copying these stories and pretending they actually happened to him even though they didn't. Eventually, feeling I heard enough, I feel angry and come out around the corner I was listening from. I walk towards where his voice was, but now there's nobody there, even though I remember seeing them just before. I'm still charged with the emotion and don't stop myself from having a go at him verbally, even if he's not there anymore. Suddenly I take notice of and become distracted by some buildings that are here in front of me. They're very concrete-like, bare, no windows, like they're half-finished but in the dream I feel they are more half-abandoned. I enter one to my right, it goes further than it looked like it would and feels like I'm sort of walking into an industrial area. I go up a low incline concrete ramp. Here, I see an alien egg and shoot at it with something which makes it burst and then something scurries out but I somehow capture it at a distance using something else. Ahead, there are more eggs and I have a proximity scanner (not unlike in Alien). I shoot these eggs and they all burst in a sequence, again crawling facehugger things come out and I try to capture them all, only just managing to do so. I was concerned that if they got away there would be too many drones (I remember imagining this). Scraps: Mom, dad and T. I'm getting a drink and talking to dad, in a kitchen that looked like it was part of some hotel rooms I remember us staying in when I was a kid. Some other dream involving M/M themes or something. A different dream where someone was commenting that my junk was too visible through my clothes, I felt resentment at the comment as I felt it was not in my control. Quick Edited Notes: - Re-reading the main dream I realised that it's somewhat unlike most of my more recent dreams, which to my memory seem much more emotionally neutral. - Alien related theme probably came from recently watching some of that stuff again. The link with concrete doesn't seem clear but the concrete in itself may relate to both emotional states (or lack of) and my own view of my own art at times (unable to depict emotion); Alien has a direct link to Giger for me and therefore to a specific style of surrealist art, too.
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Dream From Dec 5 '19: it is late afternoon, possibly a cloud blocking the sun. the location is Mitchell Street, out the front of the old Westdale house. not sure i have stepped out of the house, to be outside, or am already outside. so i step onto Mitchell Street, onto the south of it. Eli L, from church, and possibly one other male, is with me. not sure i do from a standing start, or take a couple of steps, but i do take off from the ground, and begin floating, in a reclined posture. i go east, towards Evans Street. Eli smiles, or even laughs, as he tries to do the same. the other guy walks on the road, below us, with us. my ability to float, seems quite easy. i get to Evans Street, and then turn right and go south along it. Eli and the other guy, seem to disappear from the dream, when i get to Evans Street. as i go along Evans Street, a woman sees what i am doing, and is somewhat excited, or enthralled that i am capable of floating. she briefly walks with me, for about one or two metres. i don't know her, or see much of her. then Paul sees me. i float close to him, as he walks with me as well. im floating high enough off the ground, that i would have to go a little lower to be able to stand on the road. thats something i don't do. Paul is with me for what seems to be more than a couple of minutes. initially he touches my right hip, with his shoulder, or with his hand. thats ok, im fine with that. thats probably because he has not seen me float. or he touches my leg, or my torso. its certainly not inappropriate. he does it again, and then possibly a third. i ask him to stop it, and then try to keep a small gap between us so he doesn't do it again. he does stop it, and then i have to forgive him for doing so. and then he has his left arm, stretched out in front of him. despite floating close to him, i want to stay away from him, so that we don't touch. and then have to forgive him, yet again. his facial expression is a tad serious, or that of deadpan. i also have to "scoop" with my hands, to keep floating, and go from one side of Evans to the other and back again, to stay afloat. then Paul disappears as well. thats a relief. then, at about where the house is, where that Luke N lived, i see another woman, on the road below me. she looks like the woman from the Woolies xmas add, who picks a piece of fruit from the tree. she is also excited to see me floating. she is keen to join me, albeit that she walks. my floating continues for a little bit longer and then seems to end. i don't even get close to Gunnedah Road. well, i may still be floating, when i see a piece of paper, with "cells" on it, like that of an excel spreadsheet. it must be an a4 page, with three folds in it, horizontal. not sure the number of cells, but they are coloured, and have an alternating pattern. there are grey cells, and yellow cells. there are some words, and numbers in the cells, which have been typed. and not that i require permission to float, which i don't, but the impression that i get, looking at the paper, is something to do with permission, for something. and i do see something about L23 printed in one of the cells. apparently i have to put my signature somewhere on the piece of paper, which i don't. well, i don't get to do so before the dream end. this may be about me being a "floater" in dreams. any comments or questions ?
I had finally been allowed to come over to Edynn's house. I said hi to everyone and had conversations with them about all kinds of things, and then I went to her bedroom where I accidentally ruined a game her and a lot of her new friends played. The next day she explained what I did, and I apologized profusely. She was very understanding. For some reason that lead us to her showing me the afterlife temporarily. She took me there and showed me everything there was to see, including a women's weightlifting and bodybuilding room that made even the act of walking a workout, and a grocery store where extremely exotic instruments and other items were available. I eventually lost her in the store but found my way to a place for masculine women, where I found maddy. I had to remind her of who I was because of how long it had been, and she asked if anyone knew my deadname around here and I told her no. I then asked her if I was actually dead and in the future since everyone I have ever known was present here. I then looked at a portable interface of significant cultural/historical events that happened since I was transported here and one of them said this: - The Crisis of Wrent (2021) The afterlife was very similar to a school campus in design, with brick walls and blue doors with signs on them.
Dream From Aug 12 '19: the location is that of a pub-like place, like that of Crown and Anchor, or even the Sydney Junction Hotel. i'm already standing at the counter. i look to my left, at the woman who is at the counter. her arms are up, at the tap of one of the drinks, as she pours a drink. further to my left, is the kitchen. she is wearing, a shirt of some sort. anyway, i ask her, about one of the other young women who works there. i'm there to enquire about a woman who works there. i don't know her name but i have seen her there before. is she there today, does she work there at all? the woman at the counter seems a bit, disinterested in wanting to answer my questions. although i have a dry throat, its not because of her attitude or vibe towards me. i do need a drink regardless. i don't get a drink. the young woman doesn't answer my question. and the other women staff who are there, don't really seem interested either. as for who the woman is, whom i'm asking about, i don't know who she is. she could be like that Nisa woman i spoke to at 3 bears that time. well, i don't get anywhere with my enquiry. then the dream ends. any comments or questions ?
Dream From Aug 8 '19: the location or setting is that of inside an elevator. where this elevator is, in regards to a building, i have no idea. i step into it, and pressed 52, for floor 52. and i press that number, not giving it any thought. another male is with me, (possibly Matt H) apparently the elevator is see - through, because i look down at the floor, and can see it going up the shaft. thats not alarming at all. it travels fast, from ground floor to the floor i want to get out at. thats rather incredible. other people do get in the elevator and get out at the floor level they press for. the elevator slows down enough, that people can get out, without the elevator not actually stopping. then i get out at level 52. oh, the lift is doorless. well, i get out via the left side of the lift, which, as it turns out, is to my right. i was standing with my back to the wall of this lift, but then again, which side, is the front? as i get out, i climb over a wooden handrail of some steps. well, apart from climbing over the handrail, i certainly got out, the incorrect side. plus, there was a computer desk there as well. and i see that my mate got out the other side, to join some other folks. so, i quickly get back in, before the elevator takes off. the lift goes down, and then back up, and i get back out, again at 52. this time, i get out the other side. again i have to climb over the handrail. and then i can join those folks for a music course. the female teacher apparently forgot about me being part of this group, but she is glad i'm there all the same. yeah, great, good for her. i have no idea who she is. she does ask me, did i watch a show on telly, as prep for the class/subject. and i have no idea what the show is either. well no i haven't. a few of the others haven't either. well, i did try to watch the show, but couldn't because of time (too late at night or something like that). then a piece of white a4 paper, is handed to me by her, or handed to me by one of the other folks. she asks me about the treble cleft and what it does. i speak my answer (whatever it is i say). sometime after that the dream ends. any comments or questions ?
Dream From Aug 7 '19: Dream 4: the location is Newcastle TAFE. i'm in class, or supposed to be, when the female teacher leaves the room to go to the staff room. she has gone to the staff room, with a wheelchair bound student, because the student has drawn a picture which the teacher likes. why not look at the picture, in class? so, i follow them, with the other students, to the staff room. apparently some of the other students can join the teacher and the student. although i'm supposedly not to permitted to join, i do get to see the drawing, through a partition wall. well, i do enter the staff room, but the area that the teacher has, is blocked by a partition wall. and i get a glimpse of the picture. its a (grey) pencil drawing, of some cartoon characters, or of some fantasy characters. i walk away after saying "pffft, is that all?" then the dream ends. why the secrecy? any comments or questions ?
Dream From Aug 5 '19: it is daytime; a bright sunny day, pre-spring. the location is out the front of my nelson street address. i'm standing on the grass, between the footpath and the kerb. i'm looking south, so the kerb is to my left. there is a car parked in the kerb. it could be a black 4wd; i can see the left front and left back passenger doors, from the corner of my left eye. standing in front of me, a couple of steps from me, is Kayla - Rose, the daughter of Stella P. Stella is to my right. both are facing me. the car could belong to Stella, or its mine, or it belongs to someone else. the two of them are already standing there in front of me, so i don't see them arrive. nor do i know prior to this, that they are coming. Kayla says something me to, and then says that her mum Stella, will be hanging out with her boyfriend, after they have visited me. i can see Kayla standing in front of me, but she is very much a blur. i begin to laugh, and then continue laughing, so much so that i bend over forward. and laugh for a few minutes. not sure i say it, but i do wonder, what happened to Cameron (Stella's husband), for Stella to have a boyfriend? then after i stop laughing i look at Stella. she isn't toe to toe close to me, but i do see her face really clearly; her head looks big, even though she is about one step from me. wow her face is so clear to me. and her eyes are green (does she actually have green eyes). she does look younger than her actual age. Stella doesn't say anything. or she does and i don't hear it, or even recall it. then the dream ends. any comments or questions ?
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