Linkzelda's Dream Journal

19.11.2014

Salvaging My Psyche From Destruction (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I feel as if I’m in a helpless situation, and I’m in an environment that has an “The Evil Within”-esue kind of feeling to it. Basically, I’m inside a realm where I see a huge brain right in front of me, and I presume it’s my mind’s rendering of my brain.

There’s some idiosyncrasies of this portray of my brain, and I can feel the pulsations surging through my body, and the environment, and this causes a vibration that spreads everywhere. A voice tells me something along the lines of how things are going to end very soon, and not in a positive outcome either.

I see words like “Death,” and other wordings that are blurred out, because I instinctively take the stand to ignore them, and do something about this. My body starts glowing, and I can see the inside of it; mostly just what could be a representation of the circulatory system, and nervous system. I can see that parts of the brain are quickly separating from the core, and the sense of urgency to pull them all back together augments.

I cannot comprehend what I will exactly do, and I end up making overly exaggerated motions that seem to be done for the sake of mentally pulling the parts of the brain escaping from my perception of this virtual experiential reality.

And this is all done while this part of a song, “Ordinary World” by RED, is playing (2:48):





It could be the part later on in the song that repeats the same thing, beats me.

But wow, parsing symbolic meaning from that would be more along the lines of existentialism, I guess.


But I’m not really feeling mental stress in my life. So maybe there’s something else I can’t cognitively grasp, unfortunately.

07.31.2012

Winning at Casino (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a Casino, and the flooring is probably a faded green color of carpet rug. I go to one of those slot machines, nice and shiny huh?

I think I put in a quarter, at least, and then pressed the lever down. I figured that since it's small change I'm putting in, I don't really have anything to lose.

I still had the anticipation, but decided to just let those feelings fade away, and as the machine stopped.......


I win $1,000.

I look at the screen to make sure this isn't some kind of cock-ish machine trying to troll me. The money is coming out of the machine, and I have $1,000 in my hand.

It's no wonder I didn't do a reality check....LOL.

The first thing on my mind when I receieved this cash was COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE.

I was so bloody happy, my cheeks widened with so much enthusiasm (who ever knew cheeks could be happy), and if you thought that was all?

I put in another quarter, more or less, and won $500.

I can see why I had this dream, since I was listening to a few people I was eating out with yesterday talk about Casinos and their cock-ish ways into tempting you to gamble.

If I could poop my pants in joy a dream, this would be one of the moments.



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What's funny is that I remembered this dream because I saw a billboard sign showing the current Powerplay lotto while in Pennsylvania in my trip back home today.
And another thing, when I woke up, I didn't remember the dream until that Powerplay billboard incident I mentioned above, I woke up with the feeling that someone took a good punch on the right side of the jaw.
I wonder if those men who do punch and do horrible things to you if you do suspicious things in a Casino were in the dream because of my luck with money. Maybe that's why I woke up feeling like I didn't remember anything, hahahaha.