Linkzelda's Dream Journal

10.25.2012

Dhal Puri and Random Stuff (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm planning to go with my mother to some store, I get some mental image of Dhal Puri being made there. It's inside of a Blue Bag with small black lining, the bag itself is one strapped I believe.

I also recall seeing a random blonde female with a black outfit having the strap over her shoulder as well. I think there's a petty argument with my mother on the thing, or maybe it was with someone else, I can't remember too well.

There's also people that are leaving the room we're in, which resembles a hotel room. Now why those people are inside of this room that should be reserved for me and my mother, I don't know. I look at then prepare to leave, and it's your basic family.

Annoying little kid, a few teenagers that I didn't bother to look at much, a mother and father. I'm saying the obvious because compared to them, it was just me and my mother. Full family of DCs while I'm with just a part of what's generally a whole family. How cute.

I checked my wallet for some reason, making sure my debit card is still in the slots of it, which I presumed it was, since I saw its color there, along with the color of my Laundry Card, since they don't use coins there in waking life.

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10.25.2012

Brock's Dub on Ryan Romney (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I basically had a dream that repeated some parts in a video of Brock's Dub on YouTube over Mitt Romney and Obama's Debate. It was more specific on Ryan Romney's part in the video where he was working out. Before the weird part where there's supposed to be some random girly stuff around them, I see Ryan Romney wearing a gray hoodie and then leaning his face to his left side (right if you're looking at this screen obviously)

Spoiler for Don't kill me Political Peoples...noes dontz do it!!:

Then my alarm woke me up.

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10.25.2012

Biology and Pokemon Rap (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm trying to take notes in this random Biology-related lecture, and it feels to me that whoever is talking eventually makes a rap about it. That's probably because I was watching Epic Rap Battles of History a few hours before I slept, lol.

I couldn't keep up, and eventually, everyone is gone, and I have the room to myself now. I take the time to literally fill in the gaps that I had on my paper by scrolling through the PowerPoint Presentation styled format on the screen. There were empty blanks that would then reveal words if I wanted to see what's next.

I spend the rest of the dream writing stuff down.

Wait, where did the Pokemon part come in? Aw darn it, I forgot. >.<

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10.25.2012

Why Won't You Talk To Me Woman!?!?! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm watching a random Western clip on Youtube, and it was maybe 2-3 minutes ago. After I was done watching it, or maybe halfway into being finished, I feel like I'm transported into a different environment.

I do a nose plug RC, and it doesn't work, but I keep holding my nose, because it's clearly obvious, my diaphragm is functioning just fine when I close my nasal pathways. So go me for not relying on the breathing aspect, and seeing other areas are obviously working, defying logic of waking life, so I must be dreaming!

Good job Link!!!!! You get a golden star!

I'm in a ghost town, somewhat of a ghost town, how can a somewhat ghost town still be in the category of a ghost town? You figure that out yourself ya trooper.

So I'm just walking around, feeling neutral like I'm always trying to do in a rare lucid to prevent the dream from destabilizing. To the left of me is a wooden roof supported by columns about 6-7 feet apart from each other. I'm just walking casually in the middle of this dusty brown road, and the feelings that this is a Western-theme dream in a way continues to come into my dream schemata.

Oh my gawd, stop using big words!

I finally accept this environment, and I continue walking, the sections inside below the wooden roof that extends quite a distance from where I'm at is fairly dark, but I can still see the majority of everything in it.

Just brown dust on the ground, Wooden walls and a wooden roof, and me in the middle of a roof-less section, while the right side is the same as the left, most likely.

I finally encounter a female with long, elegant black hair that ends near her waist or a bit closer to her ass. Very enticing object-------I mean woman compared to the rest of this dull environment. She's wearing a transparent blouse (to some extent) that has an overall Pastel Yellow Green color to it.

She's wearing the usual female jeans that has the slightly white glow on the rear side and back legs. Go female fashion design to focus more on the woman's ass rather than her face.


So I slowly go up to her, and then I asked her if she can help me.

I let the question sit in its ambiguity, just to see a response, anything, something, SOMETHING, an UTTER? A GASP?

Nothing. She says nothing, She just shifts her face left and right frantically for about 2 seconds, then turns her face away from me. I noticed that when she turned back, she really focuses on what's behind her, not me, as if she's trying to run away from someone, and to check that they aren't close to finding her.

I guess I must be ruining her hiding spot, but again, I don't know what's going on since she's not telling me anything. She starts to move, and I follow her, and she's walking slowly at first. I queried to her a few more questions, and then asked,

"Can you at least tell me what your name is?"

She starts to walk a little faster, and I know I could've just let her go her own way, but since she's the only one here at the moment, and I don't feel like staying in an empty environment, I had to keep up the pace.

Now I realized I really should've gotten over the insecurity of being alone in a dream, make a different dream environment for something.......Man, I'm stupid, gotta set mantras to remind myself that I'll do that sometime.

She's still silent, and I start to lose my cool big time.....while at the same time I'm losing my cool, I'm also speculating that losing my cool will potentially destabilize the dream, and that I need to cool down. I think I started to touch the girl's shoulders and tried to shake her.

She finally faces me, makes eye contact, but the moment she starts to open her mouth, dream fades because I'm saturated with rushed feelings.

Well....you get what you deserve based on how you decided to feel at the given moment, and now you messed up that rare chance Link. Good job.

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10.25.2012

Mosaic Learning Style (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in a lecture room, and the professor looks a lot like my Biology 111 professor I had in waking life. He looks more defined, his clothing, his aura, everything about him gives me this weird vibe of earnest respect of the vast amount of knowledge he probably has.

I think he's wearing a Red-Orange Sweater, and has a blue striped white dress shirt underneath with the collar popping out. I forget the color of his dress pants, but my mind is giving me the image that it's Khakis. The class is about to end, and then I look at the girl to the left of me, and realized she looks like a girl in my Math Recitation course.

She has her hair tied up, just like IWL, and still has that shy demeanor all over her face. Even if I take a quick glance at her, she still tries to pretend she's looking what's straight in front of her, even though her facial expressions, most noticeably her mouth, are making subtle but awkward movements.

I can't recall this specific moment that's chained with that awkward moment to great detail, but I remember looking down on a paper she had. It was structured like a table with columns and rows, and had some markings here and there.

I think I was helping her with picking out something, I just don't know what it was.

The professor declares about the general idea of what will be on the exam, and portrays a PowerPoint slide that's projected on a large screen. It's set up like a table with columns and rows (I know I'm stating the obvious), and all of the concepts are in black font. The same black text has red background behind it, which kind of makes things an eyesore for me.

I saw some things related to Indian something, and it feels weird to have a Biology teacher talk about something that makes me feel it's related to U.S. History.
Huh? Guess I'll look up on that more, since I recall me wanting to have a dream where I found my true learning style. That could be it, but I don't know, will have to find out when I have some free time.

When the professor is done talking, the class automatically prompts themselves to leave. I decided to sit down for a little bit for no clear reason, and I started to eavesdrop on the two females sitting in front of me. One is getting ready to put her items in her backpack, while the other female is already set to leave.

They start conversing on some things I can't recall too well, but most of the topics talked about were obviously about the upcoming exam, and the talking about the bomb threat that actually happened in this University last week Friday.

Then the girl that's sitting to the right of her asks her,

"How do you study?"

She responds with,

"Well, I-------"

I cut off my audio focus because I probably decided that the conversation was going to be boring, even though I should've listened to what she would say, since after all, in a practical sense, her portrayal is an aspect of myself that I should be thoughtful of hearing.

They get up, and I start absorbing more of the girl's facial structure and body composition. She's relatively skinny, especially since she's probably around my age, has dark brown hair. Even though I couldn't recall her exact visage, the contours show that she has a vibrant and sort of plump, soft facial structure.

I eventually get out of the lecture room, and find myself in a hallway that mostly consists of white and gray intertwined, with a hint of black here and there. The flooring is mostly white, formatted like a tile flooring, the tile gaps aren't as big as what one would usually see. They're more compact, and the borders of each tile piece if distinguished by a very thin black line making a square.

I see my professor out in the hall way, probably going through his "mail" or area to get plans for the next lectures or something. Then I have some memory that comes in that involves a Mosaic Learning Style.

After that, I can't really recall much unfortunately.

10.25.2012

Telling Mommy How To Lucid Dream (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So yeah, I tell how to lucid dream. I don't need to go into details, we all know how telling how to lucid dream ends up, especially when you don't become lucid from it.

But to be sort of specific, I was telling her how to do a WBTB+WILD, even though I'm in no position to lecture her on it when I fail it the majority of the time.

Funny dream though.

08.22.2012

My Zune HD Smashed Into Pieces (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Thank goodness this was a dream.

I remember talking a few people inside a fairly small building, I couldn't tell if it's an apartment entrance or a small store or coffee shop. I don't know how, but when the conversation was coming to a close, I told them how I had 150 videos on my Zune HD....

That's waaaaaaaay too many videos dream self!

I tried to pass what I said off as a joke, and even tried doing a fake laugh. The others fall for it, or are probably just being nice and laughing as well. There's more that I know that occurred before this, like meeting someone, and all I can feel from that is disappointment from the person. It was a female, she had some weird but positive aura in her.

The dream setting was hard to tell, the area I'm in feels slightly dark, but there is still a little bit of sunlight. It could be the sun setting or rising.

Then I find myself riding a bicycle, but I don't really pay too much attention to the details of it. It's a very ominous setting now with dark turquoise clouds and a cool atmosphere. It seems I'm riding on a new black tarred road and on each side, there's open fields everywhere, very beautiful. Even though I didn't pay too much attention to this large and expansive area, I could just feel how that despite the gloomy setting, it was still amazing.

It seems I have my earphones on, and I guess I'm playing music on my Zune HD while riding my bicycle. I start riding a little faster, and then the earphones get caught on something below. I quickly look down and they get between the spokes of one of the bicycle wheel.

Damn, and I knew I couldn't do anything about it, but I still tried to stop.



That was the worst decision I could've made at that time.....


The earphone and the wires connecting it start dangling rapidly through the spokes, and then I realize....

Crap, the plug that usually stays firm inside the Zune plug-in must be out by now. I hear several clanking sounds, and decided to just press the brakes even harder because the last attempt was just just a progression rather than a complete one. I get off the bicycle, let it drop on the around, and I'm looking at metal trails along the road.

No no no no no........

No no no............I get closer and I look at my Zune HD, smashed to pieces. I start shaking the bottom of my mouth in shock. I really believed this was the actual Zune HD I have, and I start walking slowly thinking of how I made over $180 go to waste(probably more than that now that it's a discontinued product).

I could do nothing but walk away, there's no pointing picking it up.........

You know what's funny...it could just be coincidence, but I was watching a video on my Zune HD where a camera gets smashed into pieces because someone accidentally fell and crashed into it.

Ha....Ha....Ha.....*starts getting paranoid* Don't LEAVE ME ZUNE HD, I NEED YOU TO PLAY MUSIC.

Music, when you close your eyes and listen to it, and depending on the theme of the song, can really help with imagination.....Anyway, done with that dream.

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08.22.2012

Biology Teacher and Facebook (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Finally we're getting somewhere related to the password experiment.....because there's no way in hell that I want to even be near that professor I had...ever...again...

I go inside of a classroom, the size of it alone feels like I'm in Middle School or High School. There's the dark blue carpet mixed and drowning other small colors, light colored walls, and adequate lighting on top. I look over to someone on my right, and it's him.

Let's call my previous professor "M." M looked over to me, started to lighten up his mood a bit, and he's actually enthusiastic to see me. Ha ha ha......right...

I start putting on that horrible facade of tolerating others that I cannot stand to be around, and decided I might as well be nice around the guy. He was telling me a few things, but I was being distracted holding two sheets of something.

It looked like tracing paper, it had the slight opacity that you would see in them, but it could've been overhead transparency sheets as well. There was something written and drawn on it, and it looks like==================== that I wanted to show to the participants in my attempts to find them.

After going through the two sheets back and forth, I put them down, and M asked me if I could log onto Facebook for him. I wanted to ask him why, but just gave a questionable expression on my face and went around his desk. I think he already has the site open for me, and that's all I remember.


EDIT:

Oh, and about the Zune HD dream, I was headed for the Biochemistry Department to send a letter for my adviser, and my sunglasses fell off while I tried to put them on while riding my bicycle. The moment that happen, I chuckled to myself on how this was just like the dream, except it was hot as hell out here.

07.03.2012

DV Forum Art (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a member what was afraid about something related to art. I responded to try and make them feel a little better.

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07.03.2012

Lunch with No Utensils (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking inside a fairly huge building that seems to represent a High School, or at least, a Middle School since it felt like one I've been to in waking life, but just with a different layout.

I don't literally go to the cafeteria, there's some kind of table on the side with all sorts of food that looked very enticing. I think there was Lasagna and all sorts of things in front. The problem is, there aren't any utensils available.

There was more food behind, and to get there, there was this small slope you would have to go up to see the rest. The food behind was horrible, I swear I saw dead fish being popping out of a wide gray metal tray with some weird-looking liquid, even with some bubbles forming around the fish.

To the right of me, in the same section behind the fancy food, there's some rice, but the utensil for it looks like someone licked it already. Are you freaking kidding me? I forget who I asked, but my question was if they can get someone who has knives so we can cut and put some of the better food in front on our plates.

They said sure, and I follow them just to make sure they don't disappear. It seems they're headed to the gym lockers, and I'm wondering why would they would need to go there for a knife.

This isn't looking too well for me. I forget what happens next.

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07.03.2012

A Gay Poster (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, maybe not a decent title for this dream.

I'm inside of a lecture room, the flooring has a dark carpet texture, and the walls themselves are shades of blue as well, only way lighter than the carpet itself.

There are some small posters hanging in a horizontal row on the walls. And there were a few on the ground as well, and I think I'm here to help pick the up along with a few other people as well.

I look at one of the posters, two of them in fact, and they're both identical. They have a picture of a female, but I can't remember how she looked like exactly. I think she was wearing a latex suit.

Apparently, there's some words above her picture that assumed she was gay. I wouldn't care about this at all, but I felt like there was a staff member in the next room to the right, and to confirm that, I had a spectator perspective again and saw some old man in classes in the next room.

I start panicking because I want to hide these insulting posters from the man's view if he comes into this room. I quickly look left and right, and I think I find a stapler, and I start covering the poster with the ones on the floor, since they seemed to be more appropriate.

I follow someone again, and I don't know for what exactly, maybe to try and paint over something. You'll see what I mean very shortly. =P

I'm following someone by the name of "Pacify State," and I realize that the person looks like a Runescape Character. Anyway, the reality shifts back to normal again instead of the game, and I believe me or someone else sprayed a section on a ground somewhere outside.

It ended up being a lewd anime spray painting. I think I gaze on it for a while, and I forget what I do next.

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07.03.2012

Scantron Fail & Algorithm (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a Biology Class lecture room, and the professor and his assistants are giving out grades for an exam. I get worried because I have not received mine as yet. Eventually, everyone get theirs, and I get up to go in front to find what's wrong.

The professor, who looks like the prof I had my first semester freshmen year for Biology, holds up a pink exam sheet with a letter grade with a circle around it in red ink. I assume it's mine because I'm the only one who is going up front.

The professor basically calls me out in front of all of these people, and I thought I received a "F" for the exam, and while in that thought process, I cover my face with my hands in shame as I get closer to the professor.

I finally put my hands down, and find the grade is a "C." I felt WAY better seeing that, but even with that, the professor adds more mental injury by declaring that's the grade I would've gotten if I filled out the scantron.

So I guess I only filled the answers on the pink exam sheet and not the scantron.

I literally drop on my side to the floor feeling so many mixed emotions from being pissed, depressed, helplessness, and incompetence.

It really sucked going through this. I think I grabbed the sheet and walked back to my seat with my head down. I don't recall anyone laughing at me, but still, it hurt a lot, because I thought this was real.

Then I believe there's a dream shift, dream reset, or maybe a dream rewind before the event I experienced. I'm back at the lecture room, and I believe I asked one girl to left of me on what's going on in the room.

She declared that apparently, we have an exam tomorrow.

Is it possible to shit bricks in your dream? I didn't know ANYTHING about this, and the day in the dream felt like a Monday.....I was thinking "How is this possible?" and thinking about it now, we couldn't have had an exam if it was technically Monday in the dream. It would have to be on a Wednesday or Friday since this was most likely a MWF course.

I literally stopped where I was, still shocked from this, and thinking how the hell I'm going to study for this exam.

That shouldn't have been traumatic, since I studied at the last minute anyway in most classes. Lmao. Which is why I need to change that this coming semester.

Anyway, the professor declared something related to an algorithm, but he used a different word instead, so I didn't know what he meant. I asked someone what that means, and they said it was an algorithm.

The person who told me this had an Afro, and fairly tall, and looked a lot like someone I knew in High School in waking life. I didn't even bother to speculate why he's at my college if he doesn't even attend on in waking life.

Apparently, when the professor talked about the algorithm, lecture time was up, and everyone started to leave the room.

I took some Melatonin (3mg) last night to help with sleeping. I heard the alarms I set, but since I had some good sleep from the Melatonin, it was kind of hard to stay a conscious for a WILD. For the WBTB, I think I tried at least two times, I had the temptation to sleep quickly.

Woke up for the final time, and I feel like a new person. Remembered a lot more dreams, some where so long that I should've woken up for a while to write them down. Oh well.

05.07.2012

Left my Backpack (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a huge dream shift that I probably forgot, making this dream confusing.

Basically, I go into some random men's athletics room, and I see my backpack to the right of me resting on a bench.

I had a herp derp moment, and took the backpack just like that. I move forward to left side to rest my backpack on the left bench. There's a guy already at a locker, and he has a bunch of crap to put in, or put out, not sure what he's trying to do, but he has a lot of clothes and stuff in a pile.

He looked like Felix in waking life that I used to know in Middle School and High School. There was a guy named Brian, who was his friend in waking life as far as I know, who came in. Felix tells him that the locker that Brian is trying to go to is occupied, and Brian says in an almost scared tone towards him,

"Oh okay...."

I don't know, either he was afraid of me, or he was doing crack or something, because he was kind of twitching a little too much for my taste.

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05.07.2012

Lady with Plug (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some lady is our teacher, and I don't know who I'm hanging with at the time except for her. I think we're in a computer lab of some sort, and the floor is white, and the room is a kind of dark, I was wondering who is going to turn on the lights in here.

There was some lights from the outside hallway that provided enough to see what's going on, but it would've been a helpful to still turn on the lights.

A girl has a problem doing something on the computer, and I think the teacher takes the time to help her. There's some other stuff I can't remember to well, but there's a dream shift to where she explains to some girl that the plug, as in an outlet, is prone for error if not inserted correctly in an outlet.

I guess it served as some kind of flash drive in an abstract way, and it was white all over. It looked like your basic plug-in with a chunky white layer hiding the wires and all that, with the two outlet connections sticking out.

There also seemed to be something she utilized to protect those same ends sticking out, and when she did, it would light up a small bright green light, probably to confirm that things are in place.

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05.07.2012

Moving Circular Waterfall? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Uh, I don't know how to describe this waterfall, not even sure it's a waterfall, it's the best I can come up with. I googled what a circular waterfall was, but that wasn't it...too lazy to edit it out with a different name....


I believe I'm walking on a Circular moving waterfall? It's kind of hard to describe it any other way, but it feels like I'm walking, or someone is walking while I'm looking in first person perspective on a waterfall that's moving.

I think I slip down one of the holes after going high to up, and it's basically seeing a person slide left and right in third person view now. Apparently, before the small shift, I think the reason that as each time the person went down, things started to fade more.

I think they needed a specific amount of points to go to a certain afterlife, but I'm not too sure on that, because even though things faded, the person still went deeper.

They finally reach the bottom, or at least a good surface point for now, and they start moving a bit. I'm not sure if I'm playing a video game, and watching the character move that I'm controlling or whatever, but it feels kind of weird. I think I'm at some kind of Game Expo or whatever like E3 or even Comic Con.....not sure, just hearing a few people talking, but their voices are diluted while I'm focusing on the video game.

Oh, and the person seemed to be in some kind of sky city, because the bottom level, you can clearly tell that if they fell off, they would be falling for a pretty long time from above.

I can't remember anything else from the dream.

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05.07.2012

10 Reports (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream is kind of confusing to me....having a little bit of gaps in recall as well.

Some parts of this dream I remembered was being underwater I think to see how some kind of demon male can pretty much eat any kind of creature for some reason I can't remember.

The demon, or at least I thought it was, was dark violet, and when he turns around, he opens his coat layers or whatever it is, and there's a bunch of pink penises on each side. He had white hair too I believe, along with blue horns.

(The closest picture I can find is the demon girl made by uthstar01 in a certain gallery online)

The chick on the right...white hair, purple body, except it looked like a male in the dream.

There are other parts of the dream like me looking for some small animal in the grass, and then trying to kill some guys who want the same animal or object as well.

The dream shifts to where I'm inside a room, and I see a person that looks like my Biology 111 professor. I had a hunch I had to give my reports on the experiences I had before with the animal searching and all that stuff with the demon.

I remember a girl being next to me that looked like Linda, a Hispanic girl I knew in waking life. I was giving the professor my report, and the first one was kind of short, seeing how he read it so fast. I think he is getting more impressed each time he sees another report, and Linda is nudging me as if I got this thing for sure.

She was wearing a sleeveless black shirt and light blue jeans. She had black hair instead of light brown hair as well. I can't remember much after that.

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05.07.2012

Swimming to Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember was that me and Alyzarin, at least I assumed it was her, underwater, and she looked like she was unconscious as she's descending. She's still near the surface though, maybe 3-4 away from it.

I'm trying to reach her by swimming as fast as I can, but I'm going to slow. I assumed it was her because the entity looked a lot like the person on her avatar. Green hair, wearing a light colored full dress. etc.

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05.07.2012

Spike Spiegel Dies (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember for this dream was Spike Spiegel and some girl who looks maybe 6-8 years of age walking together at some random park. They're on some stone road, and I believe there were Pink blossom trees, and some of the leaves are floating in the air.

I think Spike decides to kill someone, but I'm not too sure on that. Whatever the reason or action, this causes the girl he's walking with to pull out something that looks like a lipstick of some sort.

It actually is a mini-pistol of some sort, and she shoots Spike. Spike grunts, and says something like the lines of,

"You little....you took it while I grabbed your.." something.


That lipstick trick reminded me of a scene in MGS3 where Sokolov thought Eva was going to kill him with some weapon that ended up being a lipstick...lol.

(From 0:00-1:15)

Okay, recall is a little better now.

04.30.2012

Phenlypatin Explosion (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The word Phenlypatin is what I saw in the dream, I googled what that is, and got Phenlypentane. Note this dream a little......


How should I say this......

murder...blood...explosion...laughter....

The thrill of almost being caught, the thrill of hearing others die in the next room because they couldn't handle the explosion right.

Blowing up things with ease with a random chemical that doesn't even exist, at least here.....it was crazy...I honestly am scared on how my non-lucid state loved all this.

Whoever knew that getting away for explosions was actually thrilling?

The dream starts out to where someone hands me some kind of small test tube with a pink liquid inside. They tell me that it is "Phenlypatin," and that when it's set to somewhere under 10 degree Celsius, it will cause an explosion.

This wasn't really good logic at all, seeing as since I'm in shade, it should've exploded instantly, but it didn't. Maybe they meant if it's in an environment near 10 degree Celsius or above...but whatever..

The environment is mostly consists of this huge uphill, and we're at the bottom of it. To the right of me is an extension for it for vehicles to turn left (on their side). It seems to be around afternoon in this dream, and the sky is clear, so it gives us this kind of light grayish atmosphere to it.

There's a huge tree to the right of me as well, which adds on to the shade in the area I'm in.

I believe I'm in the shade at the time, and behind me was some kind of old and abandoned house. I think someone lived there, but it was a really old female. I don't know how I started out in this area, but I threw some of this Phenlypatin stuff near the truck.

(Note: I didn't know it was Phenlypatin until later on in the dream).

I thought the truck should've exploded by now, but as it goes downhill from the long road slope down near the curve to the left (right curve in my case), one of the gray, shiny, and oblong shaped tanks it was containing exploded right in front of me.

I saw some gases come out, and they had these hues of white and silver to is. The explosion was more of a pop, rather than actual fire.

The blue truck crashed into the large tree or whatever to the right of me. Then I started to laugh because this stuff was actually explosive!

I spend more time throwing the test tubes at random vehicles, I think I threw one at a taxi, or maybe it was just a plain yellow vehicle, not sure.

After I started cackling like a madman, I'm shifted to where my Biology TA I had for my second semester as a freshmen gives us more of these tubes, but either she didn't know these were explosive and being ignorant, or was just a random DC set out to force me not to do a reality check.

(That should've made me do a reality check, seeing as I don't have to go to Biology lab anymore because I took care of the Practical Exam last week).

There's probably two more people with me, and they're waiting for her to give them more tubes. She gives more tubes to me apparently because one of the people asked if they can take some from me. I hold on to the tubes and moved my arms away from them so they wouldn't take it.

MY TUBES was my behavior at the time....lmao, I really have gone crazy with these things..

Then I'm alone in this dark room now, and I hear some sounds coming from the wall. I presume that it's people that were near me before.

They were doing some countdown, probably for another Phenlypatin Explosion.

Altogether, they declared,


"3.............."






"2.................."


"1......................"



PLOP!







They're all dead. I hear the sound of their bodies exploding from the inside, it had this squishy sound to it. I guess the blood was splattered all over the walls to create that weird sound.

It shocked me a little bit, but they were stupid to activate the explosive in short range. I honestly thought the explosion would be strong enough to cause the Phenlypatin near the wall to explode as well.

Then I get out of the dark room, and apparently some Authority figures come in, and they're telling us of the incident. I believe I ignore what they're saying for a few seconds to look at a box that had the name of the explosive, which said Phenlypatin.

I'm surprised they didn't know I was part of the group with the explosives, and then as everyone leaves, there's this random guy who turns towards me, but is walking backwards.

He puts up the middle finger at me, and he makes this face like he's trying to get his upper lips to touch his nose, which causes his top head region to stretch down as if he's mad.

I don't know why he's mad, but I didn't kill anyone at all. The people who caused the explosion and got themselves killed were the idiots...not me.

Then I turn around and see a tube sticking out from the bedroom, along with some kind of plastic needle medium that you press down on the top to squeeze out whatever liquid was inside.

I quickly shove it under the sheets so the authorities wouldn't take a glance at my bedroom (they didn't check my bedroom, and I was honestly scared that they would, seeing as I knew I had a lot of these test tubes in a container near the wall that I mentioned before).

I realized the last portion of my dream occurred in my apartment.

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04.30.2012

Victoria's Body on Me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I find it funny that I dreamed about Victoria again, a girl I had for Biology class in High school when I was Sophomore. The last time I dreamed about her, it was because I looked at a few photos of her one time.

And I when I was on IRC posting women I met before, I dream about her this time. Funny how my mind works.

I'm inside someone's bedroom. The sheets are white I believe, and it's a small bedroom, with a lot of stuff, but it was organized, to some extent.

There was a window to my left, and I was near the end of the bedroom, probably holding on to a part of it, waiting for someone.

Then Victoria comes in.....


And she's smiling, she's happy to see me obviously. Her blonde hair, something about it made me enticed by her. Her radiant energy from the last dream I had about her was there.

I know it was there, and it was even stronger....strong enough to fabricate high and intense sexual energy.

The way she's moving coming towards me, I eventually laid my back on the bed. Then she gets on top of me.

She holds both my hands....

I'm now trapped in her presence, her wonderful sexual energy. She keeps smiling at me, giggling even as well. Then there's this other random girl that looks like a girl named Z that I had for an art class before.

Z was wearing a dark red shirt I believe, along with a super short pink skirt. She was going inside one of the brown dresser shelves, the bottom one.

As she's bending down to go inside the dresser, I realized she had no panties on. I'm seeing all this from third perspective mode, while Victoria is still on top of me.

Seeing Z bend down like that turned me on for some reason. I wonder why she was putting herself inside of a dresser, lol.

Maybe because I would use her later on like how I put on my clothes?

LOL, that's being a little bit too extreme, even if she could be a sex partner in this dream.

Anyway, back to Victoria. Having her whole body on me was amazing, and I think at one point, she wanted me to get naked. I think I do it, but I'm not sure if it was me, or some other person getting naked.

I can't remember anything else, other than seeing a small dream reset of Z bending down again to go inside the drawer, without her underwear.

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04.30.2012

Change of Heart (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking somewhere, and I managed to get out of a building to get inside of what seemed like a garage. The floor was gray and shiny, and it felt like it was a workshop garage or something.

I see a tennis coach I used to have treating one of the teammates I knew in High School. Apparently, it looked like he was doing an Electrocardiography operation on the teammate of mine.

(I'm not surprised, seeing as I did an ECG in Biology Lab this semester).

The coach is asking John,

"Don't you have a change of heart?"

I didn't really pay attention to the meaning of that, but now, it's probably when I asked someone on the IRC last night why they had a change of heart.

Anyway, I prepare to go outside, and I see another familiar face who looked like James that I knew in waking life. He smiles at me a little bit, but I ignore him as well.

I continue walking to go to the right diagonally. The sky, it looks like it's going to rain, or at least drizzle. Then I see a girl that looks like J, a girl that I saw in a High school who was Black, but light skinned.

She saw some friend of hers that acknowledge her presence, and they started to run to each other, but I ignore this as well.

Then I stopped for a moment, and I something tempted me to cough, like I was sick or something. I don't know what it was, but I managed to get back up from having one knee to the ground.

I can't remember much after that.

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04.30.2012

Math Teacher (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I really don't care too much of this dream, too boring to recall the details.

To put it as simple as possible, I'm in a math class, but it seems to have an elementary setting to it, and I'm asking some old lady on what problems I had to finish, but I think she said I don't have to worry about it.

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04.30.2012

Biology Review (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Since when does my apartment become a blood study guide for random people?

And because I had this dream, I'm worried about how it's going to play out with the Biology Final I have this friday.


All right, the dream starts out in my apartment, and there are quite a few people inside of it (missed reality check #1).

I see my Biology 111 professor I had at the time is there (missed reality check #2) and he's answering a few questions a student has. She was a female, and she was wearing a light turquoise shirt along with short black sports shorts, and she seemed to know what she was saying. (a girl in my apartment? missed reality check #3)

But the professor corrected her by saying that some purple material is in fact the yellow material's properties, I can't remember what specifically.

Then there's this random Asian guy, who is fairly chunky in size, and he's holding a paper with his right hand, and basically reads from it asking the professor that we don't really need to know what has to be excluded from whatever set of chemicals or whatever they were taking about.

They were either talking about amino acids, or something random, but I swore I remember someone saying related to them.

After some time has passed, maybe five minute or so, the professor and everyone else in my apartment decide to sum up all that they said, and they go their separate ways.

I decided that I should clean up this apartment, since it was kind of messing, random things being placed with other things...

I paid attention on how my professor would leave the apartment, and apparently, when I go to my bedroom, there's this door the leads to the outside on the right as soon as you turn your back from coming into the bedroom.

(Missed reality check #4....isn't that cute...)

He opens the door, and goes on his way. It's really bright outside, and after he's gone, I realize there's two men near some kind of coal burner of some sort. I presume this is my heater, and I ask them what they hell they think they're doing inside of this new attachment for my apartment.

It was kind of like a mini-garage, with maroon colored walls.

I don't think they understood what I said, they seemed like foreigners. They just look at me, and go back to what they're doing. I see they're putting more goal inside a machine, like the ones those people put in trains to fuel it.

Then I shift my mind towards apologizing to them, since they're doing the dirty work for me by filling up my heat source.

I don't know why I was shifted to that mindset, but it was better than dealing with people who wouldn't listen to me.

I close the door, and I forget what happens next.

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04.13.2012

I love you Mother, Eighty-Two (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I thought I didn't remember any dreams, but I remember two vivid ones....one kind of scared me, the other was............I don't know.


Dream 1: I love you, mother

My parents came to my apartment, though that really shouldn't be the case, it seems I still went along with the flow.

The apartment is a little weird in its structure. Instead of having my bedroom at the end of the small hallway, there's one on the right side. There was a fairly bigger bed than the one I have in waking life.

It's covered in white sheets, and I believe the bed head and bed ends were composed of metal. The overall color of the bedroom itself had different shades of blue.

My mother comes in, and I'm half-naked from the top, but I still didn't get a good image of my dream body. I'm standing up and watching something from my Zune, and it seems to be some inappropriate things.

I didn't want my mother to see what I had, so I tried tilting it from her view, and the fact that there was lotion to the right of me on top of a drawer chest made things even more awkward.

She told me,

"Let me see what you're watching.."

"No....." I said with an awkward tone.

I think she smiles and leaves the room. I get out of the bedroom as well after a few seconds had passed.

I see my father is going to sit on a white fold-able chair, and he's most likely waiting for my mother so they can leave. I think I see him doing this while peaking out from the bathroom, but I don't know why I would have to hide and try to peek at him.

My mother eventually comes out somewhere, and I said good-bye to them. I shut the door completely, quickly turning the locks to go about doing what I want to do.

I take one or two steps before stopping completely, and then I had thoughts feeling how my mother would feel sad having to leave so quickly for a few moments with her son.

I started to get depressed a little, and then I realized I should quickly open part of the blinds near the entrance of my apartment, and I see my mother is still in the process of leaving.

Before she does, I tell her,

"Mom? Hey Mom?"

She turns around and looks at me.

I declare, "I love you, Mother."

"I love you too," she declared.

I take my hands away from the blinds, and turn around, feeling even more depressed because I only said that to her to make her feel better, and it still left me speculating if I really love her in waking life.

Dream 2: Eighty-Two

I'm inside a building, probably at my University, and I see my current professor for Biology 112. She's wearing a brown shirt, and probably a long black dress with some high heels.

I talk to her about something, but I forget most of them. As the conversation is coming to a close, she declares something about my grade for the class overall.

She tells me,

"You're going to get an 82 in total."

(Something along those lines)...

I'm a little surprised for an exact value that she's giving me, but I take it into consideration, and said good-bye to her while I'm walking my way to another class most likely.

Dream 3: Where's the Hamster?

It seems I'm in a warehouse, and there were some random things that were so unique, that it's kind of difficult to remember all of them.

The warehouse, if you looked above to see the ceiling, it was pure black, and it was kind of spacious too because you can just hear the sound of air moving in and out, kind of like small echos of air that cover a huge surface area.

I remembering holding a small hamster on my hand, or at least seeing one on top of something. I think I grab it and threw it somewhere randomly. Then I started to get worried, and tried to find it.

Its fur was light brown, and its pupils were pure black, with some light glaring on it.

My perspective shifts to where I'm looking at some kind of mini-map, and it's showing locations of where other small hamsters like the one I threw were. The landmarks on the mini-map where kind of confusing.

I believe one was a white castle with pink roofs??? It showed a picture of the hamsters zooming in and out, and had a little alert sound like you would hear from a radar.

(Not the submarine radars that make the deep and slow sound, kind of like a GPS system).

I know someone else was there with me, but I can't remember exactly who. I believe I saw someone in a red outfit, but that's just pushing it before I start becoming too suggestible with the possibilities.

04.04.2012

Biology Cladogram, Prospective Tenants (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

First dream that I remembered, it was really vivid, and some things were out of place, but it's funny how it was since I have a cladogram assignment to finish before today.

Dream 1: Biology Cladogram

I'm inside a Biology Laboratory, the environment is remarkably accurate to the one in waking life. There is faded gold-ish flooring to it, white lighting, and windows to the sides.

The tables have black tops, with the shiny brown and wooden cabinets with drawers and such supporting it, just like the ones in waking life, along with the light brown stools to sit on as well.

There's this person who looks like my lab partner in waking life, let's call him "Ley." Ley was telling me about the cladogram assignment.

One thing that I didn't catch to do an RC was that I normally sat at the far end of the set of lab tables in waking life, but I was sitting to the left side, and since each side had a set of stools, this meant I was close to other people who had their backs facing me.

Ley is wearing a brown jacket I believe, some dark blue jeans, but I can't remember the color of his shirt, it's a warm color, at least.

In his hand, it seems it is a folded up maroon paper that would would extend maybe 2-3 feet if opened. He finished the Cladogram assignment apparently, and I realize I haven't finished mine as yet.

The TA (teacher's assistant) wasn't here in the dream at all, but she probably was because I wasn't trying to paying attention to her at first.

The reason why I'm declaring that is when Ley showed me how to set up his Cladogram, I felt like someone was watching me, or it was just being cognizant that since this assignment does not allow collaboration with another classmate that made me quick in how I turned my head to see his folded up paper.

His choice with the color of the paper, along with it being in black ink wasn't even legible. The things that I saw on it were links, and a few think boxes linking each other to rectangles with curved corners.

It seemed more like a concept map rather than a Cladogram with just lines and a few curves. I try to take a peek, since he's offering to show me where to start at least, but I quickly look back the other way because I still feel the TA is in front of us trying to explain something.

I stopped looking after two peeks, and just paid attention to what was in front of me.

A projector screen was placed far back at the front of us in the middle, just like in waking life. It had a few messages on the board, and they were actually pretty stable in syntax.

I can't remember exactly, but the general message it was trying to portray was about the Cladogram Assignment we had to do, and what would happen if students turned it in late, some general things, but I'm glad the dream managed to have clear and legible spelling for once (other than the material on Ley's paper).

I stand up, and I decide I should go work with the people around me, but then I see a girl sitting alone on the far right side of where I'm sitting (I'm still on the left side of this table).

She looks a lot like someone I met in High School, but I can't figure who it was exactly.

She had brown and long hair, her facial composition was small, which made her cheeks stand out a little more, which augmented the cuteness factor big time. I believe she had freckles, and was probably wearing a little mascara, or was just using eyelash makeup to lure attention to her eyes.

She was wearing a light blue shirt, and her jeans, I'm not going to describe them too much, because it's probably wishful thinking to presume they were butt-lifting jeans, but because she looked like the girl I met in waking life, she did wear jeans to elevate her ass.

And the fact that her waist was wide, and having an hour glass shape (with the bottom a little wider than her top) along with perky breasts to accommodate her skinny top region just screamed "Fertility."

I believe she was a little annoyed with my presence, probably because I was showing someone else some magazines containing some adult content. After a while, I closed it and forgot about them altogether, and I basically stayed close to the girl from what I can remember.

Dream 2: Prospective Tenants

It seems people are checking out the house we're in, and I presume this because someone that looked like my mother was telling them to look around without any concern.

I was resting on my side, probably watching something, and I see more of what seems to be the relatives of the tenants. They were all Asian with black hair.

02.28.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Person giving a Speech in College Class

This dream probably repeated itself two times. I am hungry in this dream, and I'm going to some class in college, and I see this DC that looks like the cook of a Sushi Restaurant I go to sometimes. He asks me if I'm ready because we're doing some kind of speech in class.

We go up the stairs of this random building we're in and give our speech. The dream resets and I meet the guy again. We were doing the same thing.

Then the third time he said we needed a microphone, and was the type you hooked somewhere on your chest for convenience and to talk to a larger audience, but I didn't worry about getting one, he did most of the talking.



And I was skipping up probably 2-3 steps at a time going up the stairs.

Dream 2 : Biology Lab Practical Review

I was in my Biology 112 Laboratory, and apparently we are doing a review for the practical coming soon. I think that this is reviewing the day before the actual practical exam, but it never hit me that I only go to the lab once a week.



The TA that I have starts going over a few questions, so I immediately get my notebook out and try to remember the first question she asked, because someone already answered it. I managed to do so, and I wait for the next review question.

I'm worried that the practical is going to be hard, and then someone tells me that it's actually occurring on Sunday instead of this Thursday (I still don't do a RC because I am completely gullible).

When I heard the practical exam was shifted to Sunday, it was one of the moments where you start to get pissed at yourself for worrying so much over something you thought was going to happen tomorrow.

I almost wanted to cry, and my face was making weird expressions of being shocked. I stretched my mouth to the back a little bit and squint my eyes, and then I move my mouth a bit as if I'm going to stutter because I'm still in shock that the practical is only a few days ahead instead of starting tomorrow.

I believe the dream probably resets again, and this time, I think I'm a little early to class this time, I'm not sure.

The same TA like the one I have for Biology 112, she was bragging on how she made all of the review for us to study, and I could see how childish she looked saying it.

She was happy like she solved the cure for cancer for something, then some random female comes in with a gray hoodie and your typical blue jeans to tell the class that the TA needed help.

The TA turned to her and had the face that said "SHUT UP!!" I think the random female just goes somewhere else, I can't remember if she was laughing back or not.

I'm still sitting down at a lab table, and a DC that I can't remember asks me if I want to hear something funny. I say sure, and they go on to how this person is going out with this girl. They start going on and on, and then a familiar face pops up of what they were talking about.

It was this girl in my Comm App class in High School named Melissa, apparently she's going out with some guy who also looks familar to me. I believe his name was Josh, but I only saw him in Middle School, and I was never friends nor did I talk to him.

The person goes on how this DC that looked like Josh in an over-sized black shirt (he was one of those guys who liked wearing big shirts I believe) wanted to touch Melissa's breast by slowly hugging her.

I get this image of him behind Melissa, getting closer to her, and having his head rested on her shoulder looking down at her breasts, and he hugs her while cupping her breasts.

She realizes this, and pushes him off and asks "What the hell are you doing?" But she looks like she enjoyed it, but just wanted to tease him a little bit or something.

Now that I look back at this dream, I'm annoyed that the person is Melissa/Marissa/Marisa rather than potentially being Alyzarin. It's like my mind just completely teased me with Melissa rather than Alyssa.

Dream 3: Girl in Black Jacket and Pants?

I'm at my University somewhere around Heldenfels I bet, and I just got out of some class since I'm heading towards getting my bicycle.

The setting is afternoon, and the dream is vivid (probably occurred around 6AM-8AM in waking life). I go to my bicycle, and I'm not paying too much attention to the bicycle, I'm just busy putting in the key to unlock the lock.

Then I notice a girl in a black outfit, wearing a small black jacket that is opened, and she looks Hispanic. Her face is slightly radiant, she looked like the person who would have a positive energy.



Her hair was smooth and black, and she was walking with some random dude in a black outfit as well. The dude had a lot of gel applied on his head, and he looked familiar to me as well. The DC reminded me of a guy I knew in Middle School as well named Jordan.

(Again, I never was friends with him, he was just a person I saw in Middle School).

As she's walking down the path that is going downhill, she glances at me for a while. The other guy isn't doing the same, nor are the DCs around me, just her.

For that moment, I looked in her eyes, and felt like she was luring me to just come up to her, but I didn't want to because I thought the guy resting his hands on her shoulder would be her boyfriend. I believe I see the girl again somewhere else in the dream, but I can't remember where.

I honestly think that she was trying to get my attention by making me jealous or something since she was with a guy, but the guy wasn't really that much of a competition for me overall. (sorry, that may be conceited, but I rarely have this type of self-confidence anyway).

I may be paranoid, or maybe I'm over-analyzing the dream, but I sure did feel something from this girl, because if she was able to stop me from trying to unlock my bicycle, and unwinding the loops I made to a bar to keep the bicycle in place, I guess she had something I liked.

Anyway...next dream.

Dream 4: Going to Random House

I'm walking somewhere probably to a random house, because the environment was completely different than the apartment complex I live in near Texas A&M University.The sky is beautiful, at least to me, it was mostly light blue, but it looked like it was going to rain or just going to be windy.



I'm walking down the street, and some DCs are going the same direction as I am as well. I see a Cop car near a stop sign, waiting for us to pass through so he could go along his way. I tried to look beyond the window, but I couldn't see clearly.

I don't know where I'm going at this point, but I reach a random house and go inside, Something I'm holding drops in front of me, and I could tell there were a few DCs behind me. I pick up the items in front of me since they were blocking my way, and I apologized to the DCs behind me.

I look back to see who they were, but all I could recall was a blonde female. She looks as me for a while with her mouth slightly opened, but it was just a reflex of her to look back at me since I looked back at her, so I didn't pay too much attention to why she glanced back.

Dream 5: Secret Facebook link leads to Adult video

I'm in my apartment, it's still slightly dark inside, and I'm only in my underwear, completely ignoring to do reality checks (I don't know what's wrong with me, I think I should just spam RCs now in waking life because if I'm remembering more dreams from keeping a steady dream journal, obviously, there's obviously something I'm doing wrong, or maybe I'm just a freaking incompetent who doesn't do RCs in his dreams).

Anyway, I have my hands on the wall, and apparently, I see an image of a computer screen in front of me. It's like the perspective shifted to where I was on my laptop, but I wasn't doing anything on it. I think the screen was on the wall, and I'm watching the URL box being typed.



It's going to Facebook, but it included some extension that went like this: "-____-" or something like that. The link is completed and it links to some time of XXX Russian anal video subbed in English or something.

The link dissapears, and the video is gone as well. I start worrying because I wanted to see the video, especially since it's on Facebook, it would've been a laugh for others to know about this.

I still have my hands on the wall, looking for another screen to show up for some odd reason. Another screen finally shows up, but the video is now in German, and I get dissapointed.

That dream was somewhat funny, but I feel kind of sad that I was desperate to see the film in the dream.