Turquoise Dreams

7/3/14

Last night bed 1:30am, same as night before. Got up at 6:40am.

WBTB 6:40 - 8am. Got up from WILD nap at 10am.

I knew nap is going to be a good one. Got relaxed in matter of minutes. Cats were asleep and I was at the gates of a LD. Then my cat jumped on me and layed on me for a few minutes. I didn't let that bother me one bit. I was incredibly excited and played out scenarios I would like to dream about. So many cool ones.

Not sure how I got lucid, if WILD or DILD.

LD:
I'm in a place with some people. I look down and I'm in underwear and a bra. I quickly pull off the undies, while saying sorry to those around and telling them that I'm on a mission.

Next I'm in a long hallway. It's rather narrow, like maybe on a ship. But we are not on a ship. Doors made out of shiny lighter colored wood are lining the hall on both sides.

I decide to go door by door and find someone, so I can undress. First door has a female in. I realize this is doctors offices and doors have patients behind them waiting for the doctor. I quickly close the door.

Next door has 2 skinny people with body piercings. I can't tell if male or female. I'm hoping at least one is male. Not sure why I'm thinking I should undress only in front of males.

Another door has a person with blond hair, sitting in a chair facing away from me. I say hi in hope it will turn around and I can see if male or female.

Next door has a freaky huge machine in it, which I recognize as Iron lungs. I quickly close the door.

Next is an x-ray room, or some lab, with lots of females in white coat. I don't find this room suitable either.

Finally, there is a lonely male leaning against a door. I ask him to help me take my bra off. He is doing it with one hand and I praise him for being a pro. Dream cutts off here.

Dream ended and restarted many times. I remember lots of transitions.
1. Just a regular restart
2. I'm rolling out, fall on my knees and I'm thinking I'm actually awake. But have 8 fingers on one hand.
3. Pushing head backwards to get the falling feeling
When I stop pushing, I come back to the bed, so I make it a swinging sensation. Push down, come back up and higher. Untill I was standing on the bed and just stepped off. This one I did at least 2-3 times.


Next dream - I don't think I'm lucid here, because the whole time I'm desperately trying to WILD.

I'm in a large, L-shaped room. She is in the other part of the room in a bed with white sheets. I think a medic is treating her, because at one point she says with pain in her voice "damn, that stings". But that's the only complaint I hear from her.

When that person leaves, I come closer and ask if I can help. Make some food or anything else. But she declines every offer I make. Nothing new, I expected that. Makes me feel sad though, that she won't accept help even from me.

So I sit on a chair next to the bed and trying to figure out how to at least hold her hand without her rejecting it or making it look like some mushy move. All I really want is to transfer some healing energy to her and make her more comfortable.

She says something about her kidneys giving her hell.

She gets up and tries to do some chores. I trail her while desperately trying to WILD so I can treat her aura in a lucid. I'm pushing my head back while walking. I feel like I'm WILDing a few times, but those are all fake, not real lucids.

Now I see through the window that we are in LA. For a second I'm happy that she lives here but then i remember that she is only visiting. I have a few suveniers from my visits in LA and I'm rummiging through them picking out the one I want to give her. But I know she wont like them, so I stop doing that.

6.24.14

Last night bed 11pm - 7am (woke up second day to aroma of coffee from my new coffeemaker)

Woke up at 2:50 from a bad dream

DR:
The devil is standing right next to me, telling me things in my ear, sometimes with demon voice. I don't wanna do what he is telling me, or I don't agree with his words. I'm fighting him, resisting, giving him hell.

Later on, remembered I just had a dream with OpheliaBlue, as I turn to the other side during micro awakening. Wanted to turn back to have beter recall, but thought I'll try this way, but fell aslee.

Well, it was some kind of a mild disagreement. It was longish, I'm sorry I don't remember more.

Last dream:
It's some kind of a work place retreat, or camp. This is a long dream.

We are in a building in a communal room. I walk out to do something and find 2 instructors playing a game of tossing something at the target. I should not be there.

Then I'm walking with a dog in my arms when he tells me to put him down, he would rather walk and run himself.

Something about large boats or machinery.

6/18/14

Last night bed 10pm - 7am (cat was throwing up), then I think I went back to bed.

DR1:

I'm working on DV, doing bunch of stuff.


DR2:

I'm in Ophelia's house. I see the living room. Nice sofa, carpet, lots of free space, everything is neat and organized. I walk up to a bookshelf and start reading the titles, since I love books.

There are trilogies and multi-logies? of Hobbit, Trolls, and similar books. I'm thinking ofc, Hobbit.

DR3:

Some riots are starting outside. I'm inside of a large building, standing right by one of the many glass door exits to the street, that looks more like a square. Lots of people there.

I don't want to get involved, so I'm packing some things with someone else. I want to get some supplies, like water and food, but this other person tells me that we ar not going far.

We get on a blue moped and get on road. There are some potholes and I'm worried I'll fall off, since for some reason I'm not sitting properly on the seat.

There is a large pothole with like a bridge of good pavement and we drive on it. It's barely wide enough for the wheel, but we make it.


DR4:

I'm in an empty building. I think we hid here from rioters or police. But police is patrolling outside on foot. They are coming closer so we hide under the table, so they can't see us from the window.

There is 3 of us under the table, all squished up. Two police, one man and one woman in some modern, cartoonish uniforms are coming closer. I can hear their slow footsteps. They must have heard us from outside and now they stopped to check it out.

One person under the table is fidgeting and I'm pounding him with fists so he stopps, so cops don't find us. When I see a shadow of a cop approaching, we all quiet down.

Oh, and I think I'm a cat-human thing. Both at the same time.

6/9/14

Last night, bed shortly after 10pm.

DR
I'm entering a room from another room. Ophelia is sleeping there, under white comforter. I want to wake her up, but I know what happens to people who do so. She is kinda waking already, so I stay quiet, but I really want her to wake up.

6/8/14

took a nap after work, round 1 pm. More like passed out. Had some cool dreams. Mostly just a feeling remained. But I remember something.

DR
I'm in a large industrial type hall. Opened on sides, or connected to other halls. There is a walkway over some kind of a very narrow stream or cannall, that has concrete walls.

I'm doing something kinda thrilling, maybe dangerous. I get a sensation in a head as when WILDing. In the top back of my head, it gets cold and there is some sound, as some flourescent lights make. Cross of electric sound and sound of rushing water through some pipes.

I think I'm teleporting to Ophelia. I'm telling that to someone. He asks how do I know. I say because I have that sensation in my head as I always do when teleporting?

I really wish I remembered more from this one. I have been having some early - 6am, shifts and working late till midnight after getting home. Goind to bed today now, round 10pm, hoping for a nice recall.

4/29/14

Last night bed 10pm-4:23am

WBTB till 6am

6am - 8mgs Galantamind + 900 mgs of choline

Laid down to WILD at 6am, got up to pee at 6:32, after already was partially asleep. Went back to sofa and WILDed.

Woke up at 7:51 from a chain of DEILDs. Didn't count them, but there were at least 5 distinct transitions. As I was falling asleep, I was telling myself "please no sex". But I had a feeling it's futile.

All transitions were from me realizing what I see is a dream. I stood up into every one of them. I was mostly blind. I was tellling myself as falling asleep and in LD, that I have to just open my eyes as OpheliaBlue does. It didn't work. I tried to pry them open with my hands which normally worked, but not this time. But I did wonder, if I'm doing it with my real hands to my physical eyes. I also tried to take the hoodie off of my eyes and sunglasses. Didn't work, because I know I didn't believe I have a hoodie or sunglasses on.

These will probably not be in any order:

1. Realizing I see my room, I stand up, walk to the door and walk outside. End up thousands of miles away, on the street in my hometown, in front of my childhood house.

I start walking to the town. It's at night. A guy drives by on his bicycle. I resist the urge. But he turns around and as he drives by my again, I yank him off his bike by hooking my arm under his elbow. As I'm dreagging him off to the bushes by the side of the house, I'm asking him if you wants to have sex. He says he doesn't know how to. I ask him "do you have a penis?". When he answers "yes", I tell him "then I'll show you how to". We duck behind the bushes and get busy.

2. Again realizing I'm in my room. I make a consious effort to walk out my door, and not jump out the window or go through the wall, as usually. I unlock both locks and turn the knob. There is a box in front of neighbors apartment and I realize this is my current place or residence.

I walk outside but I'm in front of my childhood house again. Once again I start walking down the street towards the town. I notice it's winter and everything is covered in deep snow. I'm rather gliding or hovering maybe a foot above ground and nice speed. There is a fort kids made from snow in the middle of the street. No cars because of snow. I glide over it and say samething to kids.

I figure I should go to the moon, since I'm moving at nice pace. Skies are overcast, but there is some faint light from one star. I say "when I turn around, there will be moon" I turn few times, but no moon. I take aim for the star, but I realize there are no features to focus on and I;ll lose lucidity if I continue, so I abort.

3. Again I realize I see my room and stand up. Walk to the door, but this time I don't unlock, just turn the knob and door opens. But before I do that, I say "there is a moon behind this door" and I imagine lunar surface. But no, it's my hallway again, only this time with even more boxes than last time. I look at the label on the box in front of my door to see who sent it, but can't make it out. I decide ot check it out when I wake up to see if it's still there.

4. A very annoying insect is buzzing right at my face. I put all my effort into moving my hands and I try to shoo it away, but then I catch it and squish it, expecting to be bitten.

5. Same hard sound of insect buzzing, I squish him again.

6. Finally, some sinking sensation. I push my head back little bit more and now I'm falling backwards. It's aaaaawesoooome! But it doesn't last long.

7. There are some cucumbers and other stuff on the plate and I realize it's a dream and stand up.

8. I'm outside, at night. I see 2 helicopters with what looks like a refueling plane. They are chasing and shooting at 2 triangular alien ships. We are in Nevada.

9. I'm talking to alex on IRC, when OpheliaBlue boops me, and I tell her I'm talking to alex. I think she has a message for him.


10. Also in Nevada. Half way up on a huge mountain that has rocks, no vegetation, typical desert rocks. There is some kind of an apparatus. I'm test piloting it. I get out of it, then walk to the edge of the clif as tall as if reaching all the way to the skies, and I throw myself off. Wooooo. Love that feeling.

Thank you for my dreams and transitions.

4.14.14

Hell week is behind me (both jobs ridiculously busy, to the point of it not being fun). I'll still be getting up at 2am to get to work by 3, but I'm hoping for normal or close to normal sleep time. As long as I figure out how to go to bed at 6pm.

Last night, bed 10:20pm - 7:40am

DR1

I'm in a huge at least 2 story house. We are expecting a nuclear attack, so we are making preparations. Me with some kids are getting some built-in closets ready with blankets, aluminum foil?, testing the doors and stuff.

I'm suddenly sensing that an explosion went off. I'm yelling at others "It's happening, it's happening"! I'm ushering them into the closets. I know we have very short time till the shock wave gets to us. But I'm mostly worried about the heat and that's what I'm hoping the aluminum foil and blankets will protect us from. Even if there will be inferno all around, even in hallways, we hope to survive in the closet and not get too hot to die.

I know I'm on borrowed time and the heat and shock wave can kill me at any moment. My whole body is tense and I'm prepared to die. But I have to finish putting people in the closets. I'm also grabbing 3 cats and putting them inside, but they are getting out of there, being oblivious to the danger.

We are all in the closet and we are shutting our eyes tight as not to get blinded by the super bright light of the explosion. Even so, the darkness is getting brighter and brighter and I'm worried. I put my hand on my eyes and it's still getting brighter.

Quite intense dream with lots of emotions. Not much fear at all, more just an urgency to get everybody to safety without regard if I make it or not.


DR2

I'm at work. I'm new here. It's some kind of a high/tech office building. I'm walking through our supply room. I't huge like a hangar. Lots of windows on the right hand side.

Lots of boxes stacked up. There is one column of cardboard boxes taller than others. It's like 3 stories high. I'm amazed, how can it stand without falling over. As I'm walking back towards the entrance, I see a ton of other supplies and even large equipment. Lot's of it is suspende or stacked up in the air.

I get a bad feeling about an earthqake and I speed up. I'm getting kinda freaked out now thinking that this is really not a good place to be during an earthquake.

I get outside and I'm walking on the ground floor by the main gate. A tall and skinny column made out of styrofoam is holding up some smaller roof. But it felt down and someone is trying to make it stand up and support the roof again. he is doing it wrong and the styrofoam column snaps into 3 pieces. I pick them up and I'm helping this other person to put the support beam back in it's place. But as soon as I pick them up, this other person runs away, leaving me there holding the pieces, which makes it look like I did it.

Now I'm inside in the lobby. There are a few desks with at least 2 receptionists. I'm deciding which one to tell about the snapped beam. I pick one of them and I don't wanna rat anybody out, but with her questioning the truth comes out, that someone else broke it and I was just trying to help put it back.

Then we sit in the lobby in comfy sofas and chairs and we are talking and joking and laughing and I think to myself, how nice it would be to have a friend like this. We are leaving now, everybody is putting on dark long winter coats.


DR 3
I'm visiting OP. She is not as tall as I remember her? We are walking and talking inside her place and I kinda feel intruding, unwelcomed. I say that I had poured some glasses of vodka. She doesn't say it, but I learn somehow that she has a cold and fever and stuff. So I say we don't have to drink, I don't like vodka anyway.


I'm glad my recall is good. I know it fluctuates so not really upset over dry spells, but it sure does feel good to remember. Thank you.

2.17.14 Monday

Last night, bed 11:30:5am, watching Thor before bed, also voice skyping with OP

DR 2:35
In a store, shopping cart

DR 5am
I'm on a tour of a factory with 3-4 more classmates. (We used to take tours like this from school.) Tour is over and I realize we can buy some things for good prices, so I walk back and see all the products they have. It looks more like a grocery store warehouse then a factory, because of a sortiment. I see some large tubs of cream chese, and I know I want to buy certain kind. As I'm walking back, I see hot sauces on shelves, crackers, bunch of stuff. I keep walking back to the "good items". Someone tells me tour is over, but he will stay behind with me. Others have left, since you have to leave exactly on time.

Employee tells me, I need to go to the director for some paperwork and he shows me how to get there on a mental map.

I walk outside of the large building, towards the director's place. A female employee joins me to show me the way. She goes for my boobs (I remembered this part in the shower, lol). So I somehow lose her and I sit down nearby. I see an old friend of mine. She cut her hair short. I hope she didn't see me. She is walking by slowly, and I pretend I don't see her. She stops behind me and says mine name, hoping that she is right. I turn around and say her last name in surprise. She really looks different. She mentions some things from our past.

We get together to directors office. It's a small cubicle in another factory building. She (he) tells me, that I have been fired twice before. Once from company called Rakuten, and the other time, when I was a taxi driver in Ukraine, and was late picking up a client. She only tells me this after I insist. I tell her, there is no company of that name in my country, and I have never in my life been to Ukraine. So I figured, that factory rakuten had to be there too. So it was clear, she didn't have the right paperwork.

Next door is some kind of a dormitory. We go there with this friend of mine. She is now both, the friend from old times, and OpheliaBlue. I'm falling asleep and I start seeing patterns and lights. I whisper to her loud "I'm about to WILD". Reason being, that I'm hoping others int he room will stay quiet, and I want to share my joy with her. I don't get the headrush or any transition, but I do get into a WILD. (Possibly just a dream about WILDing.)

As I "get lucid", I start climbing out over windows and stuff. I keep my lucidity for quite a while and every few seconds I tell myself that. I'm quite happy how long I'm holding the lucidity. Then I think "oh, I just thought about waking up, so I will", but I also know, that it will not happen, because I'm a good LDer.

It's morning now, and my friend/Ophelia askes me to give her her thing, that she needs to mail to her dentist. I pull out a small plastic baggy. Two fly-sized bugs or creatures from the bag get on my left hand. In the space between fingers and the thumb. One by one they start to burrow in my flesh. It hurts like hell. I try to pull them out, but I have a feeling, their heads detached and they keep burrowing deeper.

I end up in a large room, that resembles dining hall from Harry Potter. But the tables are not alongsied, but across, like they would be in a library, or a classroom. I know I'm infected from those bugs. Suddenly, these tiny white pustules shop up all over my body. They are perfectly round, and they light up. As if fluorescent. Someone from the desk in front of me turns to me and we talk. I see immediatelly, that she got infected as well. I know that, because she starts to giggle and talk to another person, and that apparently is a sign of infection. The person she talks to get's infected, giggles and talks to another person. Pretty soon the whole hall is infected. Few min later, my spots are gone. Int he back of the hall, there is another room. It's now full of people that are getting into next stage of infection. They are getting bit aggressive and their hands and fingers are getting curled up like claws. Someone unlocks the door with a regular, old fashioned key and one person is trying to get out of that other room. I push the door shut and lock it again.

But just to be sure, I fly up close to the ceiling and exit through some windows. I'm on a street. Sidewalks are covered by some roof. It looks like at the train station, where there are these roofs on pillars. I assume these are to protect people from some flying threat. It could be, that infected people will turn into these flying things.

2.10.14 Monday

Last night, bed 11:45pm - 8:45am

DR 5:37am

I'm sitting on a chair, behind a table, in Ophelia's kitchen. Danny is standing there. Op walks in in white bathrobe. She says she wanted to go potty, but... [I don't understand what she is saying here].

Suddenly there is a huge earthquake jolt, that moves my upper body forward. No sound, no nothing. Just one big jolt. I start explaining, why jolts are a scary shit, unlike the rolling kinds, that give you at least some kind of a warning by starting small.

I get by the wall and we look at each other, knowing that it was fate, quake happening when I was not home. I get a mental piture of a nearby river and I expect it to overflow or break from it's banks. Either from that jolt, or from the aftershocks, that we are bracing for. Aftershock comes minutes later, and we know it's a bad sign. Feel of doom, that had to happen, it was unavoidable.

DR
I'm cutting fruit. Lots of fruit. Strawberry juices all over the table.

DR
Lots of people, most dressed in black. They are going for a funeral. Something about not having enough flowers. I think I left my shoes behind someplace. I'm sitting on a chair and my late godfather is flirting with me, he wants me to go with him so he can bone me. Tsk tsk.

DR
Something about large grocery store, checkout lanes, bad guys, ...

Yeey, 4 dream recall. Thank you

Friday, 10/4/13

Last night, bed around 12:30 -1am - 9:45am

Morning full of dreams.

DR 1 - I think I had a dream with OpheliaBlue's cat Sophie. She was fluffy and very light beige mixed with white. But first she was a bunny. There was another bunny as well. I was feeding them greens from my bag. I was pulling out all kinds of grasses and flowers and vegetables I knew bunnies like.

I'm pulling out weeds from my bag and there were some that I was not sure if not poisonous, so I put those back and I'm wondering why the heck are they there. There is nightshade I recognize by it's small black berries. And another poisonous plant. Then I pull out this huge, gorgeous white flower, like a daisy. 4-5 inches in diameter, so symetric, not a single flaw on it. I gave it to the bunnies/cats. They loved it. Then I fed them some fresh corn husk and corn silk and they were loving it. They dragged it out all over the place.

DR 2 - I'm with my auntie and she is telling me, she is getting a job. There was more talk going on. The job will be downtown in store with textile. I'm telling her, "great, I'll be driving you, because that's the way to my work". I guess this is because I'm thinking of getting a second job IWL.

DR 3 - this is the earliest I remember. Could have been around 7am.
It's very explicit and will stay in my paper DJ. Best sx dream ever.