11.07.15 nightshifts, but today was off (last night) No recall last 2-3 days. Other than working at my work. Tireing. Pls stop.
9.19.15 This was last night: 1. I'm on a set of a TV show. It seems like I won it as a prize. The show is not being taped anymore, but actors got together to give me that experience. Lots of thing are happening. One thing is - we are all sitting on something like a log ride and we are going down the stairs. The actors are singing the theme song "I'll be there for you" and when we reach certain point, D Messing shows up as a surprise. 2. I'm listening to radio and singing to the songs, but when country song comes on, Ophelia changes it, saying nope. I'm showing some guy how to kiss by kissing him. I keep opening my mouth and Ophelia laughs saying that's not how you do it. Then I say ok, you could also add tongue and again I show it to the guy eactly how. 3. I'm running away from doing my duties at work. I hide in an abandoned building, sit down, read a book and pet 2 cats. I look out through hole in the wall and the guy from work is peeking his head out, spying on me. This today: 1. I'm suppose to be working somewhere outside. I'll ask someone where did the others went and he tells me. I start walking there but I forgot my shoes and other things. So this guys gives me a ride in his beatup old red sportscar. It stars to snow and at the crossroad, we crash by going straight, not turning. I turn around and see a huge explosion. I tell everybody to look. Now there are airplains in the air, helicopters. I see that it was a missile that detonated. I see bombs being dropped at that town in distance. Another missile starts to fall down, but then it's engins engage and it flies over us to the distance. Troop helicopters are dropping troops. We go to higher ground and see that enemy troops took up positions everywhere. We try to hide and get away, but they are stationed everywhere now, with field tents, trucks, armor...
4.27.15 I work night shifts now, and my recall is shot to hell. Not easy to dream or recall if you sleep 2.5 hr naps, once or twice a day. But today I managed a 6.5 hr nap from 1pm - 7:30 pm, and I had dreams. In fact, was dreaming the whole time. DR The theme of the nap was... work. Working the whole nap. Wasn't bad, kinda rehersing the plan for tonight. Who is gonna do what and if we manage to do it all timewise. DR I'm late for work and when I grab my phone to call that I'm coming in right now, the phone has all red text saying the batteries are very low, and can't retrieve the number I need to call. So I find a charger and plug it in. Suddenly there are people from work there telling me it's ok to be late once in a while, but I need to call to let them know I'm coming. The phone looked like the one I have now. DR I'm standing next to OpheliaBlue and we are talking about some cooking gadgets. She was smiling, all happy and content. I toot and I'm like oh crap she is so close, she will know. DR Somebody gave me a $100 bill and I was telling Ophelia I'm giving it her for something that she did for me in the recent past.
Updated 04-28-2015 at 04:57 AM by 50242
4.13.15 Last night, bed 9pm. Had the night off. Up at 8:15, BT sofa 8:22 to WILD. DR 2:03 I'm standing in some town. Maybe 2 blocks away, I see some water rising over some tall wall. The wall is maybe 7 stories high, and water is coming over it in waves, violently. I'm not scared. Now I ahve water at my feet. There is a boat on a nearby canal. We get on it, but when I learn it's going not where I want it to go, I jump off as they are untying it. Farly good, adventurous feeling from the dream. Danger, but I know I'll be safe. WILDing at 8:22 Didn't get a single thing. Not a falling asleep sensation, or relaxing, or HH... nothing. DR They remodeled our workplace. Now the batroom stall doors are all 2 wings, dark, polished wood with golden door knobs. I walk into the last stall. It's really large. Potty is right next to the wall, no gap. I find it strange, but use it anyway. A guy walks in, and I'm thinking, this is maybe part of the remodel, and doors have no locks. But now there is a low wall between us, so I can see him, but he can see only my head. I decide to go and exlpore the building. There are some old looking doors. I open one and peek inside. It's kinda dark inside, like curtains are drawn. But I can still see clearly. It's a storage room full of things. I'm thinking we can look for some things there if we need anything. I expect something supernatural to happen, but it doesn't happen. I open the other door and room is same darkish, with filtered brown light. Its dusty looking. Again I expect something supernatural, but it doesn't happen.
10.7.14 Last night before 9 pm, then again at 9:30 ish. DR: I'm at my current work, or on some retreat with coworkers. There is lot's of going on, people walking around, busy doing work and plannig. I'm in a room, taking a shower behind the door. People walking by. Boss walkes by talking to another person waking behind him. After they walk through the room, boss tells the other person "you should at least put up a sign or something. I just saw her whole ass, ffs"! DR: Something with Ophelia. I woke up right after, but didn't have enough strength to reach for a pen I had nearby. I was fighting it but I guess I fell asleep.
10.20.14 Last night bed 11:30 - 7:45 Watched new episode of Walking Dead. DR1 I'm going from room to room with someone, looking for zombies and other things and getting rid of them. DR2 I'm at the store. Customer puts her purse in my cart and says "it's ok if I leave it here, right?" It's not, but I have no choice. Another customer does the same. I give bunch of paper slips to cashier and we have to change it into money for the customer.
9.1.14 Last night bed late, around 11:30 - 4:45 Hurt like hell waking up that early. Took a nap after work round 1pm. DR: So for some reason I'm summond at work and they tell me to sit in a chair. So I sit and wait while people come and go. One of the keys M is suppose to do it, but he goes to the back somewhere. He is in his black pants and white dress shirt. I'm starting to think they will not have time to finish, coz I'm suppose to clock out in an hour and I know they have a few bags ready for me. The IV stand is right next to me. So I ask them about it and i call M and he calls a nurse or somebody and they finally start doing things like prepping my arm. Somebody is petting my head as in comforting me. Hrm, not sure what this is about, but ok. In general, not a bad feeling from this dream. Rather to the contrary.
8/19/14 Tuesday Last night bed 1am - 7:36am DR 5am Some quite elaborate dream about DV work. But hard to put it in words. DR 7:36am I work at a flower shack. It belongs to a larger store and I'm their employee, but this small shack is like a detached store, selling only flowers. I get there in the morning to remove the money from a drop box. It's a box where people drop money when they are purchasing flowers when store is not manned by a clerk. Like after hours. So I'm counting the money and there are some people already there trying to buy flowers. I'm telling them it's not opened yet. But they get mad and they want me to sell them flowers. I finally leave from there and go to drop off the money. When I get home, I have like sticky notes or some other stickers on my front door. They are from customers. I'm like wtf, how do they know where I live? I don't like that. I start telling it to my neighbor, without realizing it's not her, but maybe her daughter or someone visiting, because few min later the neighbor herself comes out and that's when I realize it. This dream was uncomfortable.
1.29.14 Wednesday Getting up around 8am. Nap around 3;15. Was falling asleep, but something woke me up. Second attempt around 3:45 - 5-45 Phone woke me up. DR: I'm at work. We got a new boss (true in WL). She called me into her office. It's almost full of boxes and i try to squeeze by on the left side. She directs me to come over on the right side. There are some others in the office.
1/25/14 saturday Last night, bed 9:30pm - 3:40 am DR 3:40am I'm sitting in a small conference room. 3 people are next to me, 1 is sitting opposite to us. Simple, wooden chairs, brown. Like in some old pubs. Room is rectangular. I'm holding a clipboard, and a woman opposite to me is asking me something. I start to answer and I notice I'm kinda talking giberish. I realize I'm nervous. The woman is giving me an ncouraging smile and she is nodding her head. I know I need to get my shit together. I have a feeling I was just named a new boss, to replace me old boss, that was transfered to new workplace. (IWL). This is a meeting of 4 top managers/leaders for the whole damn district. I'm not sure how or why I was named the boss, but I know I have to step up and prove them right. After the meeting, we stand with more people, and I'm talking video games with one guy. DR There is a faint memory or another dream just before the one above. maybe it will come to me later