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      Breaking the Fear Barrier: My first Astral Projection

      Last night/This morning I had my first astral projection experience.

      I have been trying to Astral Project for a very long time and have had great difficulty in dealing with the way sleep paralysis sometimes manifests for me. I even believed I was just not able to reach those states for whatever reason it may be. The feelings of fear and the unknown were so great that even when I had partial success, my fear cut short any projections before they started. I had up until this point only reached meditative states for short periods and seen HI rarely and experienced the onset of sleep paralysis on a few occasions spaced out over a long period of time.

      The following explains in detail a full account of my experiences, which I typed up immediately on returning to my body. I included all the different factors that I felt could have influenced the breakthrough. I would like to share this experience with you and would be happy to ask any questions that would help others experiencing similar difficulties in this area.


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      Date: Wednesday 2nd September 2009
      Time: 4-5am
      Under the Effects of: Cannabis, B Complex Vitamins
      Overall Mood during day: Slightly negative and withdrawn

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      I had fallen asleep about 1-2am while reading, woke up a short time before 4am, smoked my usual bedtime joint and lay down and meditated using a technique I kind of made up at the time. The room was dark and quiet save for a single candle. During the meditation I entered into a trance-like state, followed an imeasurable time later by an abrupt ringing in the ears that awakened my consciousness fully from the trance state. I realised I could control the ringing and tried to increase its rate of vibration but this caused great discomfort as the sound filled my awareness completly, also I started to feel as if i was being electrocuted violently. This felt very negative to me and I felt I was experiencing all my own fears and negativity. This continued for a short time and I felt alot of fear, at one point I even felt like I was dying it felt as if the vibrations were going to shake me to pieces, or that I would not be able to shut it off.

      A short time later a TV like screen appeared, hovering in the air to my left and the feelings of fear as well as the ringing and vibrations took a backseat to a rush of exhileration and amazement. It was as if just the viewing area of the screen was projected there and pictures were moving solidly as on any screen, and I began watching. The scene showed a man looking at the me (Although it did not feel as if I was being addressed direct, but instead witnessing something, as when watching TV usually). I managed to calm myself to a state of consciousness where I was able to attempt to objectively watch the "program". I cannot remember in detail the surroundings the man was in, but i heard distinctive sound and specifically remember him mentioning something to do with colours and numbers.

      I was not able to focus on anymore, unable to bring my mind from the realisation that this was "really happening", a conclusion I came to based on the fact I was fully aware of what I was experiencing at this point, completly different to dream awareness. It felt very similiar to my waking conciousness, although slightly altered inthe way I was experiencing the sensations, and my senses seemed altered or heightened like I was percieving with more than just the waking fives senses.

      I cant remember the trigger but I began to question the reality of the situation, and then my sanity as I watched the image and heard the sounds, clear as day. As soon as I doubted the reality of this projected TV-like screen it vanished from view and the vibrations and ringing in my ears intensified. I felt a wave of dread sweep over me and felt as if i was being watched, I tried to remain calm despite the overwhelming fear but it continued to intensify, I tried to get up but found my movements were slow and heavy as if walking through mud, I managed to somehow stand up and it needed a great effort or willpower to do so. I slowly moved towards my door and tried to shout out but no words left my mouth. I doubled my efforts and found it almost impossible to speak, I heard a very dull, faint sound as if i was managing to say something but it made no sense. As the feelings began to intensify I remember having the fear that I would not be able to return to normal, that I was trapped here.

      I shouted out in my mind in frustration instead of trying to use my mouth to speak physically as I had been trying to and was granted with some success this time but my voice still seemed faint and distant although it did sound as if i was shouting. I had got up to leave the room to go and get help. Although it soon dawned on me that this was something that I must face alone and had a sense that it was something that I would benefit from later. With some hesitation I slowly returned to my bed and lay down and began trying to deal with the overwhelming fear.

      I remembered that I should try to focus on the light, good feelings or anything positive and began doing so. At this point I calmed down enough to realise that I was out of my body and that I had suceeded in projecting. Up until this point it felt so real (compared with waking consiousness and awareness) I didn’t even stop to think that I had projected. Despite the intense vibrations and feelings of negativity I began trying to will myself to float up, empowered by my realisation that I was using my astral body. I decided I was going to attempt to control my movements no matter how bad I began to feel. With this resolve I looked up at the ceiling. On the ceiling I saw an old fashioned lantern that was not familiar to me. I used this as a focal point and it began to get closer as I floated up as I expected to. The feelings of dread were still present and at this point I began to grow weary and wished to end the experience having achieved what I had intended. At first I could not seem to return, and I began to get very scared and wondered if i was dead or dying.

      I then decided to focus completely on the light and asked for help from any benevolent beings who may be able to help me return to my body and attempted to not give any attention to the feelings of negativity (which was difficult). After a short delay I noticed shimmering lights floating to my left, above where the TV screen had been, the lights were glowing and shimmering and changing form and I'm finding it very hard to explain how they looked in detail now after the fact. I started to calm down immediately after seeing these lights, and I had the impression that it was some kind of entity. The fear faded away and the lights moved towards me and over me. As they passed over me I felt as if I was back in the physical in an instance and I shot my arm up into the air then opened my eyes and sat up to confirm it. My return had been instant with no lapse in consciousness. I also noticed I was quite snugly wrapped up in my blankets, yet upon returning to my bed I had simply laid down on top of them. This left me with little doubt upon waking that I had indeed left my body.

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      Congratulations!

      I practiced astral projection and remote viewing for hours and hours, sometimes hours and hours in one day, for about a year straight. I quit doing it because I thought it could possibly be evil. Now I realize it's part of human existence.

      I do not do it much anymore, because of all the practice and time it takes, and also, I think because I did it so much, my spirit was floating halfway out of my body for quite a few years.

      I used to go try to go up and out (up to the cosmos, and out of my body) to gain spiritual elightenment and understanding. More recently, I go down and in (ground down to the earth, and in to myself.)

      I wanted to find wisdom and guidance externally, but we are all Buddha, therefore everything you need lies within.

      The reason I do lucid dreaming a lot instead of astral projection is I am trying to learn about myself, and commune with my subconscious which I believe is connected to the the collective subconscious of mankind. I have actually had lucid dreams and communicated with spirit guides that I first met on the astral plane.

      Fear. Astral projection definitely scared me, even after I was doing it for a year. But, it still fascinated me. Mainly it scared me because of the confusion, but also things that were revealed to me. Another thing that bothered me, is I always felt like I was about to float away.

      If you are afraid, I suggest meeting your spirit guides on the astral plane. Have you done this yet?

      It sounds to me like you were astrally projecting yourself on to the physical plane. A lot of the fear came from trying to physically interact with your environment or to behave as a physical being and not being able to. When you astrally project on to the physical plane, you are like a ghost. People may even see you, and think you are a ghost.

      I used to try to communicate with people when I projected, but they usually couldn't hear me. Sometimes they would turn their head, and look right at me and squint, then shake their head and go back to work. Sometimes they would actually say to me telepathically, "I am too busy right now to deal with spirits. Go away, please."

      Ask your spirit guides to protect you and give you a sense of calm during the day, and before, during, and after.

      If you are doing astral projection, it's even more important to ground yourself. Imagine energy coming up from the earth into your feet, and up through your whole body. Feel your feet pressing down into the earth when you stand. When you meditate in preparation, go in to yourself, and get centered.

      Maybe next time try and projecting yourself on to the astral plane instead of the physical plane, and you won't feel so disoriented. It will feel more natural. Also, projecting myself indoors has always increased my anxiety and dislike for the manmade, so maybe if you project yourself to the physical plane again, go outdoors? I went to Mars once, that was an intense experience.

      What are your reasons for doing astral projection? what are your goals you hope to achieve with it?

      Another note, if you ever feel yourself floating away during the day, just reel the silver cord in like a fishing reel, and visualize roots growing out from your feet down into the earth.

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      Thanks for the reply

      I have not yet managed to meet with my guides although it is something I have been wanting to achieve. As for my reasons there are many really, although central to them all is the desire to experience that state of consciousness, to know that I can exist outside of my body and to be able to control the experience. I am also interested in lucid dreaming for similar reasons.

      So i guess my overall goal is to be able to gain the ability to Astral Project or Lucid Dream at will, or at least with a high success rate. With many other things i'd like to try using both methods.

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      I don't know much about astral projecting, but this was a great read! I would've probably had a heart attack if I experienced that kind of stuff.
      Lucid dreams, gotta love em.

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      Nice man, that is awesome. I hope that you have more obe's, and tell us more about your experiences when you have them.
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      Well the worst part of anything is the unknown element of doing something for the first time, with that out of the way the fear wont be as bad in the future.

      Took a long time for me to get to that stage though and I have kept it in my focus for a long time despite many unsucessful attempts so it has taken alot of dedication and I really appreciate the experience regardless of content, and it wasn't all negative

      I hope I have more in the near future and will share my experiences here when I do

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      did you feel a great vibration level in your body? , sorta happens to me , but I don't know if I'm close to doing a OBE

      Especificly I concentrate in my body and suddenly it starts vibrating and getting deeper and I start getting the feeling I'm loosing contact with my surroundings ... does that mean anything?

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      Quote Originally Posted by Animus View Post
      Thanks for the reply

      I have not yet managed to meet with my guides although it is something I have been wanting to achieve. As for my reasons there are many really, although central to them all is the desire to experience that state of consciousness, to know that I can exist outside of my body and to be able to control the experience. I am also interested in lucid dreaming for similar reasons.

      You may find that your guides won't want to meet with you until you drop the mind-altering substances like cannabis. I doubt they object to B-vitamins though. So much of what people are trying to do is actually done at your guides' timing when they think you're ready, and drugs won't get you what I think you might be looking for. You might also want to think about *why* you want to meet them. Is it to learn and work with them to become more whole, or do you expect them to be someone you can boss around? I'm serious, I've met people who expect that. It's not what it's like though. A need to control everything may actually also get in the way. I've never tried to control things, and have some pretty cool experiences, and they *teach* me something, always, they're never just amusement park rides. Well, just some thoughts...

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      Quote Originally Posted by IrisRavenstar View Post
      You may find that your guides won't want to meet with you until you drop the mind-altering substances like cannabis.
      That's a new one to me. You think guides are against "drugs"?
      I'm a BUG. Beyond Uber God.

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      Congratulations!

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      Quote Originally Posted by Xetrov View Post
      That's a new one to me. You think guides are against "drugs"?
      Haha, yeah that sounds pretty silly to me. I do think that being stoned factored in to making your experience terrifying though, weed can create it's own paranoia, but if you're already a little freaked out it makes it a lot worse.

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      Quote Originally Posted by Xetrov View Post
      That's a new one to me. You think guides are against "drugs"?

      Yes, and anything else we do that is harmful to ourselves or others.

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      Quote Originally Posted by tjg92 View Post
      Haha, yeah that sounds pretty silly to me. I do think that being stoned factored in to making your experience terrifying though, weed can create it's own paranoia, but if you're already a little freaked out it makes it a lot worse.
      Yes, drugs bring out the dark side of things, and the tricksters., not your true guides.

      My dually diagnosed drug addicted middle son, age 36, who also has drug-induced schizophrenia, hears voices telling him to hurt himself, or making him paranoid about really stupid stuff, and asking doctors if aliens put transmitters in his teeth. He's only schizophrenic when he's using, not during the rare times he stays off the stuff. Drugs are not good for people. Really. Bad mojo. They have a highly negative impact on both dreams and waking life. The longer a person is on them, the worse it gets, and the real addict like my son, gets stuck emotionally and psychologically at the age he was when he started, which is about fourteen. Sadly. Do you want to be 36 and still acting 14? Still expecting your parents to be responsible for you, and having fits when they refuse? Finding living on the streets or in jail preferable to working for a living? Or, you could take overdose of cocaine and die, like my brother did, because he couldn't face his bone cancer.

      Wake up!

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      That really sucks, Iris. I've heard a lot of stories like that, they're depressing. It kind of reminds me of A Scanner Darkly (one of my favorite movies, haven't ever read the book).

      While I understand where you're coming from, your son is in the minority. Cannabis works really well for some people, and does that to others. Look at all the medical marijuana users who really need it. It has a good and a bad side, and most people only get to see one side or the other instead of both. Psychedelics like weed (it's a little psychedelic), LSD, and others, are really mind bending. They bring out stuff buried deep in your mind, for instance: if you're creative, you can get more creative, if you're depressed, you can get more depressed, like eating? oh boy are you gonna eat, have some ghosts from the past buried under the surface? prepare to face them, and if you're lazy, you'll get way lazier. Of course, if you have some kind of psychosis buried under the surface, that gets drawn out too.

      Take me for example, I had some anxiety issues I didn't really know I had. They were always there but I hadn't realized it. I started smoking pot and every time I would have an anxiety attack. I quit smoking, but upon doing some research, I found out that only happens to people who already have anxiety. So, I go to therapy, read a bunch of books, and do a lot of thinking, and BAM, anxiety gone. Now I can smoke whenever, although the nice thing is that, for me, whenever I'm smoking too much I feel bad whenever I get high and thus stop smoking.

      But it effects everyone differently. I feel sorry for you and your son, I have relatives who messed their lives up considerably with drugs (I'm pretty sure one of my uncles smokes meth), so I can relate. Still, Carl Sagan smoked a lot of weed, it worked out pretty well for him Anyway, I don't advise anyone does ANY drugs, including OTC and prescription ones, until they have researched them thoroughly. Don't even drink coffee until you research caffiene! Not that caffiene is that bad, it's fairly safe, but if you're getting addicted to something you had better read up on it first, you know?

      But anyway WE'RE REALLY OFF TOPIC NOW haha. The point is, don't do drugs while you Astral Project if you can't even do it sober. And there's no real reason to do it all, you're already traveling outside you're body, that's trippy enough, I think.

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      I itch alot, especially when i am calm so i don't do meditation. I tried it for 3 days for 20 minutes a day a few years ago. I also tried to slow down my heart rate, and man...i almost made it completly stop it seemed like. The 2nd and 3rd day meditating while i was listening to relaxing music and some type of chick telling us about the journey we are going on i had some type of feeling in my head like i was wanting to explode or something, felt like my head was getting lighter. No idea what that was, but i have read it can take years to OBE or whatever...uhhh, no thank you!

      I don't meditate, i don't lucid dream. I guess i am here just to read other peoples expieriences and bullshit around.

      I used to have a dream journal that lasted about 5 days, i had some of the most amazing dreams in those days, it lasted a few weeks after, but now my dreams are just meh...normal dull dreams.

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      Quote Originally Posted by LucidFlanders View Post
      I itch alot, especially when i am calm so i don't do meditation.
      I used to get itchy a lot as well as soon I started meditating.

      That itching is just an illusion. Meditation at heart is about silencing your thoughts and focusing your attention, whether you focus on breathing or on chakras, on a candle, whatever. It doesn't matter what you focus on, as long as you can hold your attention on your target without wavering.

      Everything requires your attention to exist, so if you're itchy, you're not focused right. Be clear on your area of focus before you start.

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      Congratulations Animus.
      Things are not as they seem

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      I had a half ass obe it was unexpected and i was so full of fear and i wasn't able to get up. I had a strange tingly feeling through my whole body

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