Hi,
I am new, this topic is the sole reason why I searched google to find out why I was having awake OBE's as a child, and I found the dreamviews site and this thread.
These awake outer body experiences only happened to me as a child from about 5-10 yrs old, maybe 11 years old.
The weird thing is that EVERY single awake OBE that I experienced was taking place in the same exact location, and never a different location, as far as I could tell.
The awake OBE would usually take place while I was riding in the backseat of my parents car when I was a child. I had a brother that was a year and two months older than me, and was always in the backseat of our parents' car with me when this happened (give or take a couple of times that I remember being alone because my brother wasn't with us at the time)
It would come on at such random times, even while I was totally coherent and not resting my head on the window etc (this would happened while I was in conversation at times, and that is what is so frightening to me about the awake OBE's)
I will now try to explain this as best as I can and hopefully someone can offer some insight as to what was going on.
When I would go into the awake outer body experience (only kind of OBE that I am aware of that I have ever experienced), I was always felt an overwhelming sense of paralysis that had control over my whole body, except for my eyes. The weird thing is sometimes I would be watching my experience in first person, and sometimes in third person (or looking at myself from out of my body), and sometimes it would switch back and forth from first person view to outer body view looking at myself and my surroundings. The setting was always a white room that was almost like a very large warehouse of what seemed to be at least 50-100,000 sq ft of space, and the walls, floor, ceiling were all large white porcelain looking tiles. No windows at all anywhere that I could see. Every Time I came to this place I was always in a large tube that seemed to be about a 3-4 ft circumference. This is where the frightening part would begin. I was always in this clear tube, always laying on my back, but not touching the bottom, or any part of the perceived tube that I was inside. Every single time that I had these awake outer body experiences I was brought to this exact place and was always in this clear tube (think exactly like the human transport tubes from the television show Futurama), and always moving at very fast speeds going feet first (almost like a bobsledding motion, but not ever touching the tube itself, ever), and the sensation of moving so fast through this tube would often make me feel symptoms of Nausea). I know, I thought it was weird too when I saw the very similar tubes on Futurama (which instantly made me think of these awake OBE's as a young boy), however, Futurama did not air until 1999, and I stopped having these experiences around 1993-1994. I am 32 years old now.
The tube was weaved all around this giant white room, and I was always moving very fast through this tube (I mean pulling G force type feeling). The only other noteworthy thing I would ever see besides the tube, and the giant, very bright white room was 3 humanoid type figures sitting at a white desk or table of sorts. These beings, whatever they were, seemed to be controlling the speed of my body through this clear tube. I remember always being at least 10-20 ft off of the floor, and never could make out the faces or sex of the beings that were always seated at this table, or control panel for the tube. I never heard them speak, or enter my mind, but I would always see them. I felt as if one of them was female for some unknown reason that I cannot explain.
This is really giving me the chills just recounting these memories, but I want to know why. I guess that is the human condition.
I often remember snapping out of it and my brother or parents would just be staring at me, and asking what was wrong with me. I think I tried to explain it once to my parents and they didn't believe me , or something like that. I remember the last time I had this experience was when I was on vacation with my mother, father, and brother in New Jersey. I live in TX btw.
We stayed at the Ramada Inn in Freehold, NJ. We were visiting my Great Aunt and Uncle who lived in Freehold (they have both passed away since, sadly). My family went for a swim in the hotel pool at Ramada and I remember the water was cold for summer time. We swam, had fun, etc.. Then we were to go to my Aunt and Uncles house for dinner. I remember everything so vividly from that day. My Aunt made zitti from scratch, and while we were relaxing after dinner I had one of the only awake outer body experiences that I can recall that took place while I was not riding in a car. I was sitting on my Aunt and Uncles sofa or chair, went into this awake OBE, then when I came out of it I felt very dizzy, I mean very dizzy. I went out to the front yard, vomited, then collapsed. I started to feel extremely ill and began to have a high temperature. The vomiting continued, the fever go higher, and then my Aunt and Uncle told my parents to take me to the hospital ER. I remember the doctors taking blood, pricking my finger for some reason, and some other tests. I was very weak, and very hot.
The doctors told my family that I had pneumonia and that it was severe. I remember the doctors suggested to my parents that I not be subjected to the car drive back to TX, but for some reason (maybe money, IDK), I was driven home in the rental car back to TX with a bad case of pneumonia. The car ride from NJ back to TX was pure hell, but I did sleep a lot.
This was the last time I ever had an awake outer body experience. I was about 10-11 years old or so, and the pneumonia sucked really bad, but at least I did not continue to have those bizarre experiences any longer.
That is my account of my awake OBE's. I hope I never have one again. Honestly! I wish that on nobody.
(The feeling I would have after the tube rides was always really similar to the feeling one would have after leaving a wave pool, disorienting)
I am fine now, and don't usually even dream while sleeping.
Thanks for listening
ramada freehold nj pool.jpg
and this is the pool. I just went to Ramadas website to get this pic, and honestly I am shocked that the hotel is still called a Ramada, and that the pool and outside of the hotel looks exactly the same as it did when I was a boy.
I tried to post a link to Ramada Toms River NJ website, but I'm a newbie to this site and have to wait 3 days according to the rules for new users.
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