Hey Slim

The dreams are bothering me in a way that is puzzling because I'm sure something is there but I'm missing it

I have no problems answering your questions..Nope..never been pregnant, never had an abortion. I was never really a baby/kid person..I love them & all....love playing with them but I wasn't the type to always run up to pregnant ladies & rub their bellies or go to baby showers..I think those things are corny as hell No offense to anyone out there

But these dreams made me feel like WOW if these are my future kids..COOL..I can handle that..not that I'd run out & get pregnant either..does that make sense? Its kinda like knowing exactly what you're gonna get for Christmas..so its easy to wait...BUT..you don't know how you know..or why you know...yanno? LOL

I do have a soul mate in this life. My cousin's 2nd daughter and I are really close. It use to be that she & I would be stressed out when we were apart. My cousin thinks that since I was there at her birth..somehow my "force" was imprinted upon her child We're still close & its so cool because its like she is my daughter..she does things that I use to do when I was her age and alot of times she will slip & call me Mommy

I rarely dream about her though but I do believe there is some otherworldly connection there. That little girl was the first girl I ever dreamt of..up until then..it was all boys..that same 1 kid with the curly hair who never says anything

All through my life..most of my dreams did have messages or they came true which is why I felt the need to pay closer attention to them

I might have had 1 or 2 OBE's but I can't be sure and as for powerful figures..well I get messages from time to time like I did the other night...but I never SEE anyone..I just hear them..this is the first message I've gotten in about a year

Usually its just someone speaking to me in normal tones like a regular person would..but this voice was LOUD like it needed to be heard over the other ramblings in my brain which is weird because these are voices of no one that I know personally so when I hear some strange voice..trust me..I pay attention..things like this have been going on since I was 5

I did pray last night..I prayed for clarification..a sign that wasnt too indirect so that I could piece this together and make sense out of it

So far..I didn't get anything but a sex dream :bravo:

I don't know how to go lucid..hell I just figured out what it meant not that long ago but if I stumble onto it again..I'll give it a shot

So thats it for now