I have wanted to for some time, but never knew who to ask about this, and this place seems as good as any.
The thing is, I think i may be projecting my will at things in the physical world. This is not exactly as it sounds. For example, at school, they close the toilets in the mornings, and only open them between classes.
However on numerous occasions (3) I really had to go, and the doors were open. This was kinds trivial, but theres more. A good while back my computer just stopped working. I couldnt do anything about it for two weeks, and then i took it to a technician. I absolutely wanted to have it back by the end of the day, and as it happens, he only changed the power supply and that took about ten minutes. Yeah, theres a good chance that that was a fluke, but by the time i got home my vision was blurred, and i had a hell of a head ache. I threw up twice, and slept the remaining of the day away. The next morning, I wanted to reactivate my internet connection (as it was put on hold) and called up the internet company. After 20 mins of waiting i hung up, and said - im not gonna take this, and tried again. It got answered on the first ring, and afterwards the same thing happened as when i opened the toilet doors - red spots appeared on my skin suddenly, mostly around my chest. They were gone in 20 mins, they vanished as suddenly as they came.
if I may be projecting my will, or doing something else, id definetely wanna know how i can improve this.
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