Well okay I've mentioned this before briefly in some topics but now I wanted to know If I'm just nuts or anyone else has experienced what I have always have and still often experience.

I turn off the light, get ready for sleep, lay in bed staring into the darkness of my room for a while.
And pretty much instantly I start seeing a sort of ''Dynamical Energy''. Sounds weird but I wouldn't knwo any other way of prescribing it. It looks like what you see on a TVScreen which has no signal: Only less dense, Very colorfull, Transparent and Moving all around me.

I have this prior to sleeping while gazing into my dark bedroom, but I've had it in my youth too: I would have a very Disturbing Nightmare, Wak up in shock and still in fear, Run to my Parents bedroom and get in their safe bed. As I lay there I would see that ''Dynamic Energy'' all around me, especially concentrated like a Sphere around my Parenst bed.
It always made me feel safe and protected. Lately I've been having it while sitting in the Brightest sunlight especially while looking into the blue Sky: Same Dynamic movement but then the ''Particles'' were more like shadow spots in the sky: These ''Particles'' are almost always Integrated into my Drawings when I draw.
But I've never fully understood what it was.

You know what? I might try and DRAW what I'm talking about, scan it and post it here in This Topic: maybe someone will recognise it as something he or she has seen also.

Anyone else have experienced this? Please share it with me, and also share your reflections on what it may be.