Wierd Question about MYTH and soulmates & tulpas

For those of you who have seen Jackie Chan's latest "MYTH" aka San wa (2005) movie:

To me it was a poor quality movie, lots of fake action, ridiculous plots, etc. I usually like movies along the lines of Apollo 13 (for realism), but for some reason the love story was very moving and touch beyond any other movie I have seen in a long time, far better than Titanic or The Notebook.

There is a magical 'soulmate' immersion factor around it, very dynamic and special..

it reminds me of a feeling, not like the Love that is throw around in today's society (not that there's anything wrong with it), but that deeper, more intimate, and infinitely stronger and more intense love that is higher than any I can imagine or could ever truly deserve.

Like you could live a lifetime in a moment, and in that bittersweet love nothing else mattered, not becuase you say so, but becuase it truly doesn't.

The ending was very sad, but it was also very good.

Does anyone else ever wake up in tears and crying, and then you realize why you are crying, and for me its usually for an imaginary/perfect girl /twinsoul who I've never met in real life and probably doesn't even exists in any realm, while it lasts it truly feels like the most powerful force in the universe. When I experience it, (even if in a dream) it makes me a completely different person.

This doesn't happen often enough, but when it does its with upmost intensity. Does anyone know how to make it happen at will or at least much more often??
(Its not really so much a lucid dream, but its difinitely not a normal dream either, which is why I am posting here to see if anyone else can help)


(moderator/admin, if this is in the wrong section please move it, I apologize)


Also, is anyone aware of the tibet concept of the tulpa? I first became aware of it by watching an eposide of the X-Files which introduced me to this 'tulpa' concept. Basically a tulpa is a imaginary friend that becomes REAL to your subjective conciosuness and reality, and if one is skilled enough and the focus and concentration or will power is powerful enough it becomes an onjective reality as well. I'm not sure if I believe in this, but its still an interesting concept. I've tryed to surf on the internets in hopes of getting more information, but so far it seems I've been shooting at the wrong sites and getting back bad intel not finding what I want to find.

Anyone with more information who be great!

Thanks,
Bo