I wanted to share a few experinces I had, and have someone's point of view on it.

i can only remeber 4 major ones that stick out in my mind.

1.) I had been dating this guy for a year(I had just turned 18 and i mean on this particular day it was my 18th birthday.) We were hanging out by a local pond the morning after my senior prom, driking coffee. Out of the clear blue i am consumed by unknown grief, It was sooo intense and I began to cry. My boyfriend looked at me as if I lost my mind! why should i cry? I had an awesome night and it was my birthday and my parents let me stay out all night( i didn't get home til 8am!) But i knew some bad was going to happen to me. I was shaken for that whole day. Well, I had really loved this guy and I was a foster child and up until my 16th birthday i hadn't made peace with my past. When i finally confronted my past, i was finally open to be loved and to love back. And this guy was in all ways "My First" so when he left me,only a month later, I devastated. coincodence?

2.)(this one is more recent as are the rest.) I had been living in canada for 5 months with my husband and son(my son is from a previous relationship) I was cleaning my bedroom humming to myself. Suddenly i have a premonition, I have to sit and i start crying. I don''t know how it was possible but i knew my husband was gonna force me to go back to the states i was also angry because it wasn't just cuz i HADto go but it was something he had wanted. I was so hurt! and it han't happen yet! Well hubby walked in on me crying and was like "Why are you crying?" and i snapped at him. tolm him "You're going to send me back to the states! You're going to break up with me!" and since those thoughts had yet to cross his mind he was like "no i love you, i never do that!" but wouldn't you know it, in a few short weeks his drinking had increased, he was mistreating my son, and issues with my son going to school came up, and beforeI knew it, I was on a greyhound bus back to the states.(rest assured I am back in canada with hubby.) to this day when I bring up the prediction, my hubby still gets creeped out lol.

There isa profound connection between this "premonition" and the one I am about to type, and that is the following summer I had become pregnant and miscarried the child at 7 weeks. How ever I did sensed that something was "off" about the pregnancy nand was "too" surprized that I miscarried.

3.) I was still in the states, living with my parents. It was my night to do the dishes my mother in law (who is my hubby's biological mother Hubby and I married before our parents did) and then suddenly, like it was a memory i just remembered, I see my mother in law happily holding a faceless toddler, standing in front of a christmas tree. At that moment, I knew the child was mine and I knew that the child would exist very soon. On impulse I turned to my mother in law and told her what I had just seen. She wasn't too happy about it, as i was still grieving over the miscarriege I had over the previous summer. lol she said I had better things to be doing, and that having another child so soon was a bit irresponcible of me. What could I do? I knew the child was going to be and soon!
well, that was in November. In Mid December, I returned to canada and in March, I became pregnant.

This leads to my next premonition

4.) Once again I am cleaning, wiping the kitchen counters in the apartment i shared with my hubby and son. All at once, I knew I was pregnant(2 weeks before I was due to be "late") not only did I knew I was pregnant, I knew it was a girl and i had the warm reassuring feeling that all was normal and healthy with the baby. Of courde I told My hubby who again thought I just want to be pregnant sooo bad that I was just wishing to be. But when I was showing signs 3 days before I was late, even he suspected I was as well....and of course and the day I was late, the pregnancy test said I was for sure! That pregnancy is now my gorgeous little girl Isabelle who just had her 2nd birthday on the 28th of October!

okay so, Instincts? or some kind of psychic ability?