yep, i've been attacked by invisible beings on a number of occasions......
almost every time, the dream scenario has been in my home ( i live on a boat), this is relevant in my own understanding and explanation of the links between these dreams, you'll see as i explain,
so in the first one, i was in my boat, and all of a sudden, stuff started flying off shelves, flying around the room, really fast and crashing and stuff, like there was a poltergeist, and then this invisible being picked me up by the ankle and hoiked me upside down and dangled me around, jerking me about, not really violently, but i could feel its emotions, it thought it was really funny, that it could pick me up and yank me around. so i started firing symbols and shouting thier mantras (magickal healing symbols from the healing system of reiki) to try to defend myself. i was totally lucid, so was aware that i was dreaming, but it was also like it was more than just a dream, this was a totally real experience. this was the first time i'd been attacked by an invisible being in a dream. i'd had plenty of fighting/chasing dreams before, but all the attackers had until now been visible. And this was far more real than any of them had ever been, even the lucid ones. anyway, i didn't know what else to do to defend myself, and the symbols didn't seem to be doing much, in comparison to more recently learned techniques, they were pretty lame really. so anyway, then i become aware that the Invisible Being (IB) is intending to snatch me away from this dimension and reality. i could feel its intending, it was like i was telepathically linked to it. and it started using its will to pull me into a kind of invisible vortex or wormhole. i used all my will to try and stop it, and carried on firing symbols at it, to no avail. i got sucked into the vortex, and was immediately spat out of a wormhole about 5foot above the ground, into the scenario of the bar that i worked in. i fell out of the wormhole and landed in a heap on the floor. the IB seemed to have vanished and the dream ended.
so then the next one that i had, maybe a year or two later, i was in a street with loads of terraced houses, and one of the front doors was beckoning me to go through it. so i opened it, and there was a second door right behind it, so i opened that and there was a third door behind that, so i opened the third door and came out into a lounge that was like a victorian setting, with a big fireplace and a grand piano. all the furniture was covered in dust sheets. it was like no-one had lived there for a long time. on the mantlepiece there was a picture of a family, man and wife and a little girl. then i became aware of another presence in the room. i think i became lucid around this time. so again i start psychically picking up information that this presence is the spirit of the mother in the picture. i can feel her energy and emotion . i know that when she died she was totally mad, and that she may have even killed herself. so then she starts making this really high pitched frequency, like sonic screaming or something, i know that she is a really tortured spirit who is still haunting her old house, and she is trying to send me mad by doing this sonic screaming. i can feel her trying to take over my mind and send me as insane as she is. i am still lucid, and decide that i have to get out of the house as fast as possible, as she is very powerfull and she will overpower me if i don't get out PDQ. so then i wake up and almost immediately i felt so sick that i thought i was going to puke. i leaped out of bed and just reached the toilet in time and hurled. so inbetween the 1st dream and this dream, i had joined a shamanic lodge, and one of the basic things they teach you is how to banish dark energies or beings. so as i've got my head over the toilet, still being sick, i know that i need to do the banishing, as it feels like she is still attached to me, making me sick. so inbetween wretching, i get my books out and recite the banishing formula. i was still sick for a few hours, and felt really awfull, like i had food poisoning or something. i decided i needed to learn the banishing formula off by heart so that i could try using that if i was ever attacked by an IB again.
so the 3rd time it happened, maybe a few months later, i was in my boat again, and all of a sudden this full gale force wind starts blowing through the length of the boat. i know that this isn't simply a force of nature type of wind, i know that it's an IB using wind power to try to overpower me. it was so strong that it had me pinned up against the door at the end. again i was fully lucid, and i remembered about doing the banishing. i had by this time learned it off by heart, and as soon as i started reciting it, the wind started dying down and by the time i finished it, it had completely dissipated. i started to feel like i was winning against these evil invisible beings.
so the fourth and last time it happened, i was asleep in bed, and i was fully aware in semi-dream semi-waking reality that something was trying to pin me down under the covers. it wasn't trying that hard, and again i was lucid. after the success of the last IB dream, i was feeling quietly confident that all i would have to do was recite the banishing formula and it would dissappear. i was in bed with my boyfriend and i was fully aware of him lying asleep next to me. so anyway, i decided i was going to play with this IB, and test out how strong willed it really was. using simply my will power, i resisted its attempts to pin me down. it fought back. again i could sense its feelings, and it knew that this was in some ways a game that we were playing. after a little while of us 'playing' its intention changed. it was like it decided that it had had enough of messing around, and was intent on getting on with what it had come for , which was to frighten and smother me in my bed. its efforts doubled and it was no longer a game. it pinned me down and held me fast, i decided it was time to pull my last bit of ammunition out, but just as i was about to start reciting the banishing, it smothered my mouth so that i couldn't speak the words. it was as if it knew what i was about to do. now i was starting to panic. it had me totally pinned down and my mouth covered. i struggled really hard and willed my physical body to move and thrash so as to wake my boyfriend up, so that he might be able to help me. eventually i managed to break loose from the IB properly waking up and sitting up physically in bed and launched into the banishing formula, at which point, the IB evaporated.
so i have found that this is a very effective way of getting rid of them in the short term. incase anyone wants to use this banishing rite, i will put it in here........
I banish from and into all eight directions
any energies, entities, vibrations or spirits
that are incarnate or discarnate
through all space, time and dimensional realities
including all ancestor beings
who are not in harmony with sacred law
and are not dancing towards the light
be gone from this space
i command it to be so
it is so and it will remain so.
I call in the power(s) of ..........
[insert any spirit allies/deities/power animals u work with ]
to help me and protect me.
Ho!
Say this in a voice of power.
So the upshot of this tale is that i then went to a very powerful shamanic workshop, where i had a very intensive shamanic healing session. i had just received a phone call from my doctor that i had tested positive for leptosperosis disease during a routine screening at work. this is a disease that can kill you as it attacks the liver and kidneys. so i told the medicine man what i'd just been told. during the session, the medicine man told me that i had a matrix of dark force energy in my home, that there were certain objects in my home that were the main power sources to this matrix. he described several items to me that were indeed in my boat, specifying an african carving, and a glass bullseye that he said i was being watched through, and that there were other african items in my home that were a part of the matrix..i was born in africa and had a lot of african artwork, a large carving of a giraffe, african blankets that were on my bed, beadwork, just loads of it. he told me that i must burn it all and anything that didn't burn i should bury. he knew that the bullseye wouldnt burn, and that this was one of the items that i would have to bury. i went home and did as he had said. many of the items had been gifts, or had come to me in strange circumstances. any that i was intuitively drawn to i dowsed with a pendulem and found out if it was ok or not. i then put all the items in red pillowcases (red being a protective and shielding colour)and took them to my shamanic lodge and burned them in the sacred sweatlodge fire.
this included other items that werent' necesarily african as well.
The fire burned in mad and strange colours like i have never seen in a fire before, and after about an hour, the wooden giraffe, which i had been told was the main power object of this dark matrix, let out a powerful jet of white hot flame, as if a gas propelled aerosol had been lit, or like a welding flame. this flame burned white hot at a wierd angle out of the fire for about 10-15 seconds, and then i saw a white form leave it, like whisps of smoke that curled out of the body of the wood. i know that i saw a spirit leave at that moment, and then it was gone.
i then went back to the doctor to have the recommended liver and kidney tests. it was a different doctor to the one who had called me with the original test results. i told him why i was there and he pulled my medical record up on the computer. he then looked at me quizzically and asked me if i was sure i'd had a positive test result. i nodded and explained that the other doctor had specifically phoned me while i had been away at the shamanic healing workshop to tell me the result. he shook his head confused, and said that on my record the result said negative. he was proper baffled and sent me out while he called the lab. he then called me back in and said that my blood sample had been tested at one lab and the result came back positive, so they sent the same blood sample to another lab and this time it came back negative. he sat there totally confused scratching his head. at which point i told him about the shamanic healing and clearing of my boat, and told him that i wasnt' in the least bit surprised that the result had changed. he looked at me with an incredulous look on his face, that simply didn't register any of what i'd just said as being scientifically valid. he then took another sample of blood which also came back negative.
i haven't had any dreams where invisible beings are attacking me since, so that worked then! and that was over a year ago now.
And the four dreams i did have were definitely in a category of 'dreaming' that were so much more powerful, real, and telepathically and psychically charged than any other dreams i have ever had. and i've had a lot to compare them to, believe me. i totally experienced these as real events, not 'just' dreams
I hope my experiences give you a wider context to contemplate when looking at the phenomenon of invisible forces attacking you in your dreams. i believe that these Invisible Being(s) or possibly it was just one being, was part of this dark force matrix, maybe the spirit that i saw leave the carved giraffe, and in erradicating the dark force energy, i also stopped these powerful and frightening battles/events/experiences/dreams.
and i don't have a life threatening disease.
Phew!
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