 Originally Posted by powessy
Hello Psionik
Your flat earth point is also how I feel when trying to explain this to you, good analogy. I should have asked you first , have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? Have you ever experienced the vibrational state of exit, when your body vibrates so hard you exit? You say you have never felt anything around you or touching you during your experiences, and you have had thousands of obes then I am curious of why they leave you alone.
Here is the only proof I can give you, next time you feel the exit feelings you need to become fully aware of the separation. The soul is divided into two parts the part of you that is Psionik and then the real you that has become something many times, which resides inside of a astral matrix of sorts the treemend. Now when you feel the exit feelings coming on you need to hold it there. If you fall into sleep you will enter into yourself and become your higher self and experience things there. What you want to do is remain Psionik your soul experiencing and leave your body here. This is not simple and requires a lot of control to move out of your body. It took me hundreds of times just hovering above my body before I could start to move away from it. It's like a muscle that needs to be used over and over again.
You want to know why my beliefs are so rigid. I have others helping me to understand myself and showing me many things, in just the last year I have had more then a 150 experiences of many kinds some new and some not so new but with an explanation each time. I can astral project now without even falling fully asleep just by closing my eyes and entering other realities fully aware. The feeling of obe and astral projection are night and day in difference I just do not now of any other method to prove this then to have you experiment with this.
Powessy
Hello
When I'm going out of body, I must prepare it for separation first. I must also prepare my mind for it. Therefore I do autosuggestive relaxation targeted on sensory input from body. It gives me kind of feedback. I concentrate on the weight of hand and as the time goes of the whole body. I feel the weight, heaviness... and I make it stronger and stronger with help of feedback. I concentrate on it and only on it. This relax the striated muscles. Then, to relax smooth muscles I concentrate on the warmth. Again with the same procedure- first warmth of hand, then I let the heat flow up and into other hand, from hand down to feets and from hand and feets into centre of my body. I keep concentrated on the feeling and I'm making it stronger. The feeling of sleep paralysis comes slowly from this. I can make separation faster way, or slower way after that.
Slower way is done by continuing with relaxation till I start to feel second body spontaneously and then I separate simply by flying out. However I run into possibility of falling into meditation and then no separation is possible, because I lose will to move out of body.
Faster way is by forcing it. For forcing the separation I send impulses to dominant hand to make rolling movements from side to side, but at the same time I keep body relaxed unmoving. It is not that hard when sleep paralysis takes the effect. In some time I start to feel the hand begins to move, but at the same time I feel my unmoving physical body. I make movements of that moving immaterial hand stronger and I separate it from body. Then I use separated hand to move the whole immaterial body out.
It is only useless naming if I name it astral body, spiritual body or as something else. Once I'm out of body I'm usually in blackness. I use my aura to lighten my surroundings, but many times it is not necessary. There is always light around, man must learn to see it. Everything shines even if weakly. Vibrations are not compulsory. Sometimes I feel them. The difference between feeling them and not is zero. I think of them more like about distraction.
There is also possibility to separate into black void(less often I separate into white void- the feeling of peace is the same) This void is different to the void of meditation. I concentrate on stabilization of consciousness to keep contact with my surrounding. After some time I get usually exit from it- some surrounding can materialize out of it.
First thing every explorer must keep in mind is critical thinking and skepticism- even if I have experiences, they don't need to be of objective nature.. Second thing is unattached observing and collecting the information.
I didn't feel anything touching me during my experiences? I think you misunderstand, english is not my language, I'm from Slovakia. I feel going out of body, I feel my surroundings, I can touch things if I choose to, I can go through the things if I choose to. I can and I do often spread my consciousness into larger area to perceive it simultaneously. It is something like I make larger area to be part of my consciousness. It makes exploration much faster if I'm aware of everything in taken area... I could be for example 10m, 50m, 100m in diameter. I concentrate and I get something like compass which shows me area of interests. Then I feel where to go to find something interesting. That way I found and destroyed the den of energetic wampires about kilometer from my home. Or I found and I'm working on neutralisation of dark energy field located a few kilometers from my home. Or I got to some people to make them safe from harm of energy sucking dark clouds. My problem is time paradoxically. When I'm on my ways exploring, I have often problem to travel faster. I found transportation portals as unreliable, they are leading into crazy LDs(huge drop of strength of consciousness, imaginations spikes... from which I can't go back into "astral or higher reality". From time to time I try to use them experimenting with stabilization. Then there is flying and fast running which are better than walking usually. Therefore I work on lengthening the time of staying in the astral. That way even by slower progress I can reach further away from my body.
I was in darker parts of astral world. Hell if you like. It is not hell if you are in balance, relaxed, in observer state. You shroud yourself into peace and unconditional love and that makes you surrounded by area(aura) of different reality which helps greatly. I hope that hell wasn't premonition, as I was going there because I didn't want to leave one of my close friend alone. I wanted to help her. It looked like I was waiting in front of the gates of death (long corridor full of doors) for her and then I was her guide. To go whenever she vent to... and she went to hell because her mind was feeling like it. I was also in heaven... and beyond it. The place beyond heaven looked like mental dimension. It would be logical if I think of it this way: low astral - hell, middle reaches- looking more or less as this world, high reaches heaven like. Mental dimension beyond of astral one.
I met some beings on my travels through astral. It is not that they can't touch me, but they fear me. They ran away as I come closer to them. Even if I want only to communicate. They are feeling pain to be close to me, the stronger the more in balance and peace I'm in. I extend it to them with gesture of friendliness and they run. After all I only ever did harm to some being if it was to save innocents. Most often I met nobody conscious when I travel. Only sleeping people... some somnambulic like.
Thanks for your suggestion. I have a little different definitions of two parts- there is conscious part of soul and subconscious part of it. The larger part of subconscious mind you are able to feel and communicate with the more controlled experience is and the less imagination makes way into experience. But for stability sake I prefer to merge conscious and subconscious part of myself into one. That way the experience last longer and is less prone to be modified by unwanted imagination. What you name astral matrix is more likely LD. Astral is much different. In my view astral is world composed of things(doubles) from great many physical worlds intermixed with leftovers of imaginations from subconsciousness. There is also possibility that thoughts of beings are intermixed into this. For example someone thinks about something. That something is materializing in the astral sooner than it exist in physical world. People traveling outside of their body can find it there sooner than it exist in physical world. I work hard for years to integrate subconscious part of consciousness into conscious part. This creates something I name as superconsciousness. The stronger my superconsciousness is the weaker other beings are in comparison to me. Again, this is result of years of experimentation and observation.
It took me more than 4 years to make separation consciously and in controlled way from my accidental separation when I trained relaxation... I name dimension according to information what I found on internet more than 10 years after I started to travel. I can tell, the eastern block was kind of information vacuum for good or bad. Good because such nonsensical things like various conspiracy theories are presenting weren't present here. Bad, because also things about lucid dreaming, OBE and others were suppressed. So I worked alone on that. When I found and read later about Physical, Astral, Mental, Buddhic, Atmic, Anupadaka and Adi dimensions on internet and compared it with my experiences I was able to name the places I separate into. Physical is obvious. I found main part of experiences to be consistent with astral projection, small percento with mental and one or two experiences with budhic projection. They can be differentiated by the state of consciousness. Trained traveler can feel the difference.
Rigid belief leads to zealotism, to fanaticism. Bad thing if you are trying to grow from your experiences. Bad thing for anyone who want to progress to higher level of perfection. Outside forces can lead you to wrong way easily if they abuse your credulity combined with lack of experience. When I run into mistake I do it alone. And I alone am working to find my way. It is easy. You feel the way your consciousness feels and make adjustments. And you do it again and again. There were no others- ever, available to help. But there were some trying to steer my way in wrong way. Way I never wanted to go down since it leads away from peace and unity.
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