Well, that drawing is not mine, but my brother's... He painted a few... this one reminds me something similar I saw... the shattered reality... I was in space, like space in between universes. Once. My cracks looked different. It is strange that two or more people could see and experience something similar without knowing possibility of that.
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My wife is not that heavy, less than 60kg. But her astral body was anchored inside physical very firmly.
I remember once I tried to have shared dream with her. She was cuddling on my body when I allowed my body to fall into sleep. I concentrated on moving through rings(like tunnel) and hold my wife fast by myself... I hauled her through tunnel like some anchor. It was quite demanding. I brought her out of tunnel into large field. It was night lighted by moon. Maybe 500m from us there was forest and it was possible to see a castle through trees. The fog was gliding near ground from that forest. There was howling of wolf from somewhere in the far. My wife was in fear. I repeatedly(every few moments ) told her that she is there with me, and she doesn't have to fear anything with me. That this is only dream. I got with her into forest and found that castle was in fact an museum. I tried to find a way to go inside it but I woke up. She didn't remember anything from my experience. I guess, either she was my fantasy or she forgot.
My experiences are not of sexual nature, trying of something like that disturbs my concentration and tends to stop OBE in short time after try. Normally when I see my body- it is totally naked. And I'm totally undisturbed by that fact. Even if I'm in rare times in places where is more beings. It is asexual if I see some women in the same state of undress there. I had a few strange asexual-sexual interaction where I tried to interact with woman I found there without disturbing physical body into strong reaction. It is not so interesting to try that without other reason than sex. It was more like caressing, even coupling of two bodies, but without losing myself in passion... I don't know how to describe it. There is no build up of sensation... otherwise I would be sent back into body. I don't use DMT or other drugs... so there could be difference.
I did the exercise of relaxation and concentration I do usually(when I had vision with blue man)... but combined with trying to fuse my consciousness with my surrounding. I can't explain that, I can only feel it. It should lead to oneness with people, surrounding... It wasn't like I shouldn't do that, but I did something wrong way... maybe there was a better way. Not sure what and how. Normally I do this in my bed. It leads to better astral projection sometimes. Although somehow I'm unable to find people to communicate with while out of body.
I don't feel myself skilled. I have problems to concentrate enough to leave my body on my will when I want to. I have trips too irregularly... I read of people who can do that... I can't. But I do what I can.What is in your opinion energy body? Normally I don't see my body. I only feel it. Then there are times when I feel need to do something, mainly like to defend someone. It is very rare. It is like I reach into myself and I deepen concentration. And bring something from inside out. I feel it then flowing of electricity like energy. When I look on myself at such times it looks like I have blue violet aura. Last time I did that was some 2 years ago when I defended sleeping friend from some black cloud which was nearing her. No other action was required. It was enough to stop that cloud and after a few tries it retreated and vanished. While I did this I also saw an aura of my friend. Other times, when I need to see in night times, I use this to light my way. At the same time I see inner light from my surroundings(weak)
I don't have interpretation for that. I would need such experience myself... and preferably more then once. To try to immerse myself into... maybe to fly under event horizon, maybe to communicate with that being.
As for Faraday cage- it has not effect. I astraly projected from car, from bus, from train... And those are functioning as Faraday cage. I had no problems to move through steel, glass, wood, plaster, extruded brick, rocks(mountains) or concrete(even steel reinforced).
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