Thread: PLEASE help me with Spirit Guides

Okay, first off-several years ago I was doing a meditation...after weeks of trying I finally used an audio that really helped. I went into an open area in the woods that was surrounded by light in this area-and I saw my spirit guide. Well, more then one actually. The first one who came to me I am so puzzled about. Long story short-the first 'spirit' I saw was this woman who kept her eyes shut. She was sorta cat-like. Her nose anyways, its been several years since I've had the meditation and though I've tried again, and still see this woman, I continue to have questions unanswered.
My first thought or impression of her was egyption. Her eyes stayed closed, and always had a closed mouth smile on her face the whole time. As if 'I'm so proud of you" Everything that was said (or to me though to be said) was telekinesis. Our mouthes did not move. She had like a long white dress or gown on. (not big, but not tight either) with a white hood that stayed over her head (but did not cover. Half way of her head it was on. And she had curly hair about right under her ears. Her ears and everything else seemed to like a human or ordinary person in physicasl realm. I've tried researching about her....I've tried meditating to possibly get a name. Honestly the only name repeated in my head is Sara; Sarah. I have nothing else....and kinda feel (not completely) that name is not correct as I've for some reason always loved or had a fascination with the name Sara.
The second woman that came to me whom I thought or felt was also a guide was a woman who seemed to reselmble much of me. She looked like a belly dancer or genie. She wore all red (or maybe dark pink) long dark brown hair (my natural is also dark brown and at the time also have long hair) Her outfit was more like a loose unitard, one that all matched but had pants on. She seemed very adventurous type. Again when talking or knowing she was speaking to me no mouths moved nor voice was heard. Everything just seemed to come to me. She was around while the cat like woman stayed with me as well. At one point she jumped in a tree and I got a sense she was saying "even when you don't see me, I am always with you) then she jumped further into the darkness of the woods and I have yet to see her again.....at all...I just have that memory of the meditation.

I have no clue of their names...I dunno if I'm not tuning in correctly or what....I know when I was pregnant I said if i had a girl the name would be Sara Elizabeth...it was the very first name that came to me and I was so keen on keeping it as a daughters name no matter what. but I had a boy-none the less I've always had that name in my head (sara for sure)

After thinking more on it I wonder if the cat like woman was even from egypt..I do not recall her having a head peice or gold or any other color but white on her head. I remember her face...eyes stayed closed and a smile that never went away with curly hair. And the second woman who's face stayed cover (tho I some how know she was smiling beneath it) She did a heart with her hands and pushed it out at me..almost like I saw magic come from her (the genie looking one) I saw something like glitter or stars and a series of heart rush at me.....

I don't know how to find ANY information on these two...and I desperately want to know. I feel like I'm so close....where are their native lands....were they famous enough to possibly on the internet? I truly feel I could find a picture of them but I have no clue how to word a search for them.....Can someone PLEASE help me

P.S. If you'd like to know the whole story of my meditation just let me know I have no problem sharing and remember at least 90% of the details!

Hi. This isn't quite what you asked for but maybe it will help....

I think spirits don't have fixed identities in quite the same way that people do, since they're not defined by memory in a physical body. A spirit can be in a lot of different people at once, and who the spirit seems to be to you depends a lot on who you are and what question you're asking. So I doubt your spirits have specific histories that you can find out about, its more relative and fluid like that. To use an analogy, if you trace the ancestry of your physical body, there isn't one sequential lineage, its a tree that you share with a lot of other people. Or to use a different analogy, in some way you are not the same person now that you were twenty years ago, while in some other way you are the same, while in some other way you share an aspect of who someone else is. Identity is not entirely an either-or kind of thing. I think if you could somehow succeed in pinning down your spirit guide, and defining her in a more definite way, you would make her into something much less than she is. She would rather stay in the trees. If you can trust that she is still there, even though you don't experience her in a concrete way, that is better.

Best wishes!

Originally Posted by shadowofwind

Hi. This isn't quite what you asked for but maybe it will help....

I think spirits don't have fixed identities in quite the same way that people do, since they're not defined by memory in a physical body. A spirit can be in a lot of different people at once, and who the spirit seems to be to you depends a lot on who you are and what question you're asking. So I doubt your spirits have specific histories that you can find out about, its more relative and fluid like that. To use an analogy, if you trace the ancestry of your physical body, there isn't one sequential lineage, its a tree that you share with a lot of other people. Or to use a different analogy, in some way you are not the same person now that you were twenty years ago, while in some other way you are the same, while in some other way you share an aspect of who someone else is. Identity is not entirely an either-or kind of thing. I think if you could somehow succeed in pinning down your spirit guide, and defining her in a more definite way, you would make her into something much less than she is. She would rather stay in the trees. If you can trust that she is still there, even though you don't experience her in a concrete way, that is better.

Best wishes!

Makes since I think I can understand that.....do you think it could possibly be someone from a past life as well?

I think we have karmic connections with people who have lived before. But I don't think that we have past lives as individuals. Maybe I'm wrong, but the idea that particular past lives belong to us exclusively and not at all to anyone else just doesn't fit what I experience or make sense to me. And I've yet to encounter anyone who has a different view who has seriously considered the question. Interpreting an experience in terms of past lives might be a useful approximation for many people though, so maybe you should think about it that way if it seems to work for you.