help with seeing purple stuff
Hi, Im brand new here:) Im completely obsessed with reading and learning everything I can about meditation, astral travel, OBE, etc. Im trying so hard to have an OBE with no luck. So far, all I can do or see when Im meditating or relaxing before I try to travel or get out, is I see very bright purple fire-looking blobs that move around. The better I seem to relax and go inside myself, the more vivid they become. I keep thinking Im on to something but I can never move past this. Has anyone else seen this? Do you know what it means?
The only other experiences Ive had are this: The other night when I was meditating I heard, and kind of felt, someone whisper my name very loud and close to my ear. It shook me out of my relaxation. Also, a few months ago when I was trying really hard to have an OBE, I had a feeling of a very mean (person?)'s face right next to mine waiting for me and then all of a sudden I heard inside my head what sounded like a woman yell NO and heard like a clap at the same time, and again I was shaken out of my state. Am I crazy????