When i was a child i was ill, (glandular fever i was told), i went into a trance, a lucid, frightening dream (my first probably) but from that dream i saw , (i know it sounds like the cliche) a bright yellow light, bright like looking into the sun ,but without burning my eyes, i felt loved by that light.....a real loving emanation, reaching out to me. I willed my being to it and like a moth to a light i wanted to embrace it, hold it, be with it. I willed myself to it and out from it i heard voices, people talking, in languages i didn't understand but loved just to listen to them. I had a cruel Aunty that died when i was 8 which i was pleased about. As i embraced the light....i wanted to go with it dreamers, if this was death coming for me, i willingly go with you, i want to go with you..................Suddenly i heard my Aunty shout my name loudly. ANGELO.....GO HOME!!!!!!!
Hearing her frighted me and i moved away from the beautiful light, as i did i saw the voices as swirling light going merging into the lights, i felt really sad that i had to go, i wanted to stay, i felt this light telling me its best if i go back, you must go back now son.
Now i have seen and been with that light 6 times in my life, the fist time when i was 11, the last time when i was 47. Ive always been a bit of a lucid dreamer, but took no heed of them and how important they can be. I'm not religious and don't believe in god. But i do believe my mind, our minds hold some mysterious secrets, consciousness is one of them, conscious perception in the real world is one of them, i have mastered to some degree........conscious perception through meditation i have mastered....conscious perception in the dreamworld I'm starting to master, conscious perception to take me beyond dreaming is my ultimate goal............i want to be with that light again dreamers. I want to go home.
I hope with some help from you all.....dreamers...journeymen...travelers....shama ns etc
peace be with you............
