A girl I have dated.

I had this dream just last night. I know I was dreaming since for a long time, I have been able to Lucid Dream. I've become quite adept at it. anyways, This girl I met in the dream, was the ex that I wish I had never broken up with, the issue is, in this dream, we knew exactly the reason why we had broken up, but were dating again.
When we got to certain parts in the dream, I could swear it wasn't my dream anymore, given I had no control over the Dreamscape. While I knew it was a dream, I couldn't change anything. I also could feel every thing. touch, taste, stuff like that. At the end of the dream we kissed, and I could feel it. The sad thing is, was I woke up in bad mood, with the thought "Why do I dream about things I will never have?" Any ideas as to why I had this dream sharing experience?

Hello sileg,

While I am no psychic or psychiatrist, I firmly believe that the reason you were unable to control your Dream is because you lost yourself in the fantasy. You obviously care for this girl very much, and upon having her once again you gave into it. You wanted this Dream to be reality so much your mind did everything it could to convince you that it was, hence how realistic it seemed. My friend, do not be discouraged. Unless she is deceased there is always a way to rekindle the relationship. I understand what it's like to wake and be disappointed it wasnt real.

In Dreams we create the reality in a very literal sense, in Waking life we have a similar power that many have yet to understand. If you focus your energy into achieving something you desire, it can be yours...

So, your saying that even though I knew it was dream, I could not suppress my Subconscious thoughts fully?

What he's saying is GO GET HER :P

You can never fully suppress you subconscious I'm afraid, but you can learn to work with it. It can show you things you may not even realize are there, buried in your mind. Although you may have been aware you were Dreaming, your inability to change what was happening suggests that you did not actually want to.

And Crazy Doctor Who ;) is right, I suggest you do what you can to achieve what seems to be true happiness for you.