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 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
To be honest I'm not sure what you're driving at here, could you elaborate on this one?
I guess we agree there exists something like a collective world of thought, and also that 'thought' isn't the right word for it, but we don't have adequate words in our vocabulary. As I experience this, its not like a homogenous ocean of awareness, its more like a big fractal. Each one of us has a tangle of thoughts which relate us to other people who have connected thoughts. These thoughts also connect us to experiences, including future experiences.
I guess you might also agree that if you read a book or watch a video by an accomplished mystic, it can put you in their mental space, let you experience something akin to what they experience. And moreover you can do this kind of empathy a little bit with anyone. I owe quite a large portion of my own development to this process. Everyone knows something.
If you take a drug, one of the things that is happening, besides the physiological effects of the drug molecule on your body, is it puts you more in harmony, so to speak, with other people who have used that drug. So to some extent the experience that results isn't directly from the change to the body, its by enabling a kind of mind meld with other people who know how to do the altered mental state.
When you talk to someone on a topic like this, you have to do some of that same kind of telepathetic empathy just to understand what they're talking about, since the words aren't adequate. Of course its hard to know fully how much you're really understanding them, the sense you get of their experience is still colored by who you are.
My allegation was that a lot of drug users think that they're tapping into things that are possible specially through drugs, when actually they're tapping into things that are accessible through other means also. It seems to me that as you get more practice with this, you become aware of the complexity of minds in the shared world, which includes both drug users and non drug users. My sense of this mental world, which admittedly is distorted and incomplete, is that drug users are drawing from it but actually contributing something of much lower quality than they realize. My assertion about drugs is that they distort a person's perceptions on exactly this point. Though this is a less than completely reasonable way for me to think about it, I wish some of them would clean up a bit and start contributing more, since many are quite intelligent in some ways, and everyone has something to offer.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
Incidentally, I never would have experienced or explored any of those things without having first done the drugs because prior to the drugs I was an extremely closed-minded skeptic and never would have spent one second humoring such ideas.
Maybe drug use was a necessary part of your process. The world is a complex place. I'm not ignorant enough to suppose that just because something has some objectively bad effects means that on balance its always a bad idea.
Did your closed-mindedness go away completely as a result of drug use, or did it weaken from the shift in perspective, but also change so that you were still making assumptions about other types of things and people, such as right-wing Christians, or people who speak against drugs? It appears to me this kind of trait is hard to change completely, it tends to keep re-qualify itself into new blindnesses, even though progress is being made also.
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I'm not sure if you meant this to, but it comes off as somewhat condescending and ignorant.
I plead guilty of being condescending. Partially its a defense mechanism. Its a fault that I can't entirely turn off, so I just have to roll with it.
I think I seem much less condescending to people who understand me better though: a lot of my obnoxious directness is motivated by a kind of respect for the other person.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
It sounds like you have not yourself experimented with these drugs, so I'm not sure you can reliably comment on them at all if that is the case.
If I "can't reliably comment on them at all", then it also follows that you can't can comment on what a middle-aged non-drug using mystic possibly can or can't know about drug experience. Your drug use came first, so beyond that you have personal experience only with the youthful skepticism.
Of course, I'm the one who started with the criticism, not you, so the burden is more on me to justify it.
No I haven't done any drugs at all, I don't even do caffeine. In addition to the shared mental awareness I do know a lot of current and former drug users though, of a wide variety of ages, and I listen to what they tell me. When you're 20, drugs may seem like a great thing. In my experience, by the time you're 40 most of the people you know are in some way damaged or diminished by them, often seriously.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
LSD and other hallucinogens are so beyond the normal ken of human conscious experience that you cannot simply theorize and make conjecture, they can only be understood from a first person perspective.
I have first person perspective from moving to the part of my mind that is the other person, and experiencing something what they experience, as them. Granted this is limited and distorted, its a long way from nothing also. I can also listen to and think about what drug users describe. I've never heard described any insight or oneness of being or awareness of the transitory nature of things that seems to contain anything that I haven't experienced through sober meditation. Though granted I may be psychically sponging off of the experience of drug users to some extent, that dynamic cuts both ways, and its impossible to separate completely.
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Specifically, your comment that we are somehow incapable of differentiating falling to one's death in a dream versus in waking life seems to suggest a complete misunderstanding of where we are coming from.
OK. Maybe I read too much into the equivalences you have drawn between waking life and dream life. Maybe you also missed what I was trying to point to with the falling example. More on that in a moment.
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Falling to your death in this world obviously has more persistent consequences than falling to your death in the dream world, but that's only because this world is DEFINED by persistent consequence.
I agree that "persistent consequence" isn't a bad synonym for matter. Maybe I'll start using that.
There is an interrelation between waking world and dreaming world though that isn't captured by this observation. And that interrelation and interdependence is what I was trying to point to. Furthermore, I think that improved understanding of this interrelation requires a lot of observation and thinking in addition to mystic experience, drug induced or otherwise.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
If you die in the dream world, you can very easily reconnect to that world because you don't need any vessel to connect to, you just GO. Here, you need a vessel to connect to, and if it is damaged beyond function, your connection is lost. Possibly, anyways.
I think this 'vessel' thought is a good illustration of the limitations of what can be shown by mystic experience. The body is more than a container. I guess you know that, but it seems to me that its also more than what you're trying to point to with the inadequate words.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
Have you ever fallen to your death in waking life? I have not. Other people have, but that's from MY perspective. How can I be sure they have experienced the same thing from a first person perspective?
Since I can transcend my first person perspective a little bit, I have some limited sense of its relationship to my body, and to the mental model through which I engage with my body. Enough I think to know that dying in a dream is qualitatively different from dying in waking life. Though maybe this point isn't worth disputing. An easier example might be falling and wrecking your back. I haven't done that either, but I know someone who has and can ask him questions. How do I know that my experience of his answers isn't entirely a product of my own personal mind, that his subjective experience isn't entirely different? Aside from presuming it, because of things that are apparently common between people, I think we can know a little bit because inside ourselves we are also each other partially.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
Can you be so sure about this? I don't think we know enough about the brain to simply conclude that all ideation and thought occurs WITHIN the brain and arises FROM the brain.
A thought has structure. This amounts to a kind of matter, "persistent consequence". Whether this is the matter described in the Standard Model that interacts with light, or something more exotic and astral, to a large extent it amounts to the same sort of thing. Alter the structure that you process thoughts through, and you change the thoughts. Its not as if they have some other structure independent of structure, so that you're merely changing your receptivity to the thought. Even if that structure is someone else's physical brain, and not yours, there is still a 'physical' (persistent consequence) process of some sort that creates and supports the thought.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
As I said, I tend more towards the idea that it is a transceiver for things going on elsewhere.
Yeah. Part of that "elsewhere" is other people. That's half of my point about the drugs.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
When I am deep within meditation, and I observe the process of thought, it becomes ABUNDANTLY clear and quite undeniable, for me anyways, that my thoughts are not "mine" and that there is no active 'thought process'. They simply pop into and out of my head.
Stuff magically pops onto your computer screen without you knowing where it comes from also, and a lot of that stuff is generated right on your computer. It says something about the limits of your awareness, but nothing about the involvement of your brain.
I agree that the "thought process" is to some extent an executive-level simulation of more complex things that go on subconsciously. I also agree that the subconscious stuff is not confined to the individual brain, since I have a lot of other objective evidence of that.
I think that most of the reason our thoughts seem to be "in our heads" is our heads happen to be halfway between our ears. Its exactly the same reason music seems to come from inside your head when wearing headphones. The fact that the brain is also in the head is incidental. This doesn't imply the brain isn't involved though, just that the map of experienced location is imagined.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
When I try to answer a problem, there is no conscious processing. I ask myself the question, and the answer is just GIVEN to me.
This leads back to my criticism of mystics in general, and drug mystics in particular. Yes I am quite intuitive like that also, and could give endless examples. But when something springs into your mind, somebody or something somewhere came up with that shit, it wasn't just born whole out of a vacuum. And there are a lot of things that can be understood that can't be understood through flashes of inspiration. Things have to be worked out in relation to other things, complex connections have to be made. This is why Vedics can't say why prakrti comes to be for instance, or why. Their knowledge-through-contemplation practice doesn't tell them that. So in vanity they say its a question without meaning, since its not an answer they have. Not much different from how some scientists use the anthropic principle or 'randomness' to dismiss anything they don't understand.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
You can argue it is being given to my by my brain, which itself has created/processed/determined the answer, but I am not convinced of this. It seems to me that thoughts and ideas, too, are separate entities that are tuned in by each person's consciousness.
I'd argue that its partially given by your brain, and partially by other people, and partially something else besides that.
In an analogy that someone else used on this site, we're like the away team down on the planet, and the subconscious or higher self is like the mothership that has lots of useful maps and charts in it. I'd extend that analogy by saying the useful maps and charts in the ship were painstakenly assembled by other away teams, and people who use them without caring about that are freeloaders. Moreover, most of those charts and maps are at least partially wrong, people made mistakes when creating them, or distorted them on purpose for personal gain or for psychological reasons. Most people of a mystic persuasion assume that when a thought springs into their head, and it feels like it has some kind of transcendent authority, and its not obviously hateful or false, then in must be true. Very, very often its not true, at best a half truth. One illustration of this is how people are repeatedly wrong with their Armageddon prophecies. They're just recycling the same thoughts over and over, updating them every few years. I read yesterday that the big catastrophe will be in 2018. This applies to all thoughts though. Even our meditative experiences of thought are themselves a subtle thought, a kind of model.
Almost all mystics distinguish between different classes of thoughts, and have preferred and particularly abstract thoughts which they say transcend thought. But I think those experiences of 'pure consciousness' or whatever are thoughts too, even though the word thought is not adequate here. Of course my knowledge here is not complete, this is just how it looks from where I am currently. I'm quite sure about the first part of what I said here though, with the mother-ship analogy, even if its not the entire picture. And it illustrates my main point from yesterday.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
I suppose I'm getting deep into speculative territory here, but why not? Presume that the reality in which we dream and the reality in which we live are both separate planes of existence, rather than the former being a simulation generated by a computer that exists solely in the latter.
Like I said earlier, wherever the computer exists, experience seems to prove to me that its distributed, that its not confined exclusively to my own body. I also see that the thoughts have real, objective effects on the physical world, not just because of people acting through their physical bodies. I think that we know for sure that its at least partially in the 'physical' world though, even if there's more to it than that.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
There is no reason why given planes must have the same rules, yes?
Certainly they have different rules. Irrespective of whether or not the 'plane' label is appropriate, clearly something exists that's not contained within the world of known physics, so we can call that a different realm even if its in some sense just some radically unknown behavior of the same realm. Clearly in some sense its just one realm also, or there wouldn't even be an interaction, we wouldn't be able to bring information from one to the other.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
If our consciousness exists outside of both planes, as I believe it does and you maybe have hinted that it does when you say mention emotional injury "transcending both states." If our consciousness exists outside both planes, then the methods for which it must "tune in" these other planes, given their unique rules, could very well be drastically different.
I agree the methods are obviously different. I don't think that consciousness exists outside of anything, I think that this is a limitation of the vessel metaphor. But I agree that we can be conscious in both ways, which maybe satisfies what you meant.
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It does not seem terribly far-fetched to me that perhaps different planes have different scales of "objectivity," or ontological permanence, or stability/regularity/predictability. Perhaps to exist in this plane requires a great deal more stable, predictable, rote processing (evolution from stellar gas to star system to planet to life to intelligent life to sentience to a body being born to contain you) than the dream plane. The dream plane could be a place where none of this is necessary, and your consciousness can simply project into and out of it at will, without the need for a permanent vessel to remain intact while it is experiencing other (consensus reality) planes?
My personal experience seems to confirm that its not necessary to have an individual permanent vessel in order to be conscious and intelligent, that identity is more fluid than that. Maybe such entities still depend on our relatively permanent world though, moving through it like how a current (or any other wave) moves a long distance through a wire even though the electrons don't actually move very far. The thoughts in the dream world seem to be quite strongly connected to conditions in our physical world though. Some of them connect to future experiences rather than past experiences, which is remarkable, but there's still a connection. So it does seem that the dream plane doesn't exist without the physical plane. I'm not saying its subsidiary to it, just that they're very strongly related. Maybe there are other 'planes' not discussed that are unlike and so far removed from the physical plane that they don't have that correspondence, but we're talking about the dream plane, as defined by the kinds of experiences that people have which they call dreams.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
Your dream body only exists when you LOOK for it. I only see my hands if I make an attempt to look at my hands. If I tried to look at my tentacles or my grasping claws, I'd probably look down and see those instead. Otherwise, for me at least, I exist quite nebulously within dreams, and quite often find myself controlling someone who is very obviously NOT me from a 3rd person perspective.
I rarely have a body in a dream, and much if not most of the time I don't even project sounds or pictures. Identity is very fluid also, the people seem real but they're not discrete and fixed like people may seem to be in waking life. Those fluid, branch-like people are intimately connected to the people in real life though. I guess the 'plane' metaphor mostly doesn't work for me in that sense, even my waking experience doesn't have that topology.
I also noticed a while back that my dream experiences aren't dependent just on me, that other people's minds are involved also. This was first most apparent with precognitive experiences, but I think its true in general. So there is a common or consensus element there also, even if its not as strong in the same way.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
'The dream itself is the translation,' precisely! The dream itself is the TRANSLATION, and altering your brain or physical body only alters that translation. Just like you claim there is an objective reality BEHIND the dream of consensus reality (something I am not wholly sure of, personally, as I tend to believe that that so-called objective reality is not as objective or real as it seems or is believed to be), there could be an equivalent 'objective dream space', and your dreams are translations of your consciousness's experiences in that space to your consciousness's experience in this space.
Maybe its worth repeating that my understanding of "objective reality" is probably quite a bit more subtle than the "so called objective reality" that you're contrasting your thought with. The Schrodinger cat illustration, for example, isn't just a metaphor, that's really how things work for macroscopic objects. And its not a matter of branches between 'alternative' or 'parallel' concrete worlds. There is no concrete world, only a tangled fog of closely related astral worlds, so to speak. I'm not saying anything radical here, this is just standard early 20th century physics, which unfortunately is almost never described very well. Based on personal experience I also don't believe that objective reality has to be globally consistent. Though clearly there is a strong tendency towards consistancy, or else all kinds of things wouldn't work the way they do.
I'm not sure what this objective reality behind the dream of consensus reality is that you refer to, maybe a misunderstanding. Waking visual/audial/tactile experience is indisputably quite literally a dream, no different from a sleeping dream, except for the way it reflects a persistent/consensus reality, which you agreed exists in some sense. Since the waking dream is an extension of the persistent world, its more persistent too, unless you disengage it by hallucinating. Since you recognize both some degree of consensus and some degree of persistence in waking life reality, that amounts to a kind of objectivity, I'm not saying that there's anything else besides that. There's a way that the persistence works which can to some extent be understood from first principles if you study physics, but if I had to summarize that dynamic with two words persistence and consensus might not be a bad choice. As long as consensus is thought of more as a kind of qualified coherence or wholeness and less like something that a committee of people agrees on.
Maybe a point worth making here is the extent to which things in our 'persistent' dream persist without our turning our attention on how they persist. Clocks don't generally lose track of time when we stop paying attention to them, or when you personally stop believing in them. (When I say "don't generally", I'm not being sarcastic, exceptions are possible.) There really is a way that this works that can to a significant extent be understood. This reiterates what I tried to say earlier, that mystic intuition, where reality is measured by one's immediate, momentary conscious perception, doesn't lead to this awareness very effectively.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
It seems you're claiming that if you shot out the visual processing part of your brain and became blind, then in your dreams *there would be no existence whatsoever of visual stimuli*.
No, that's very much not my claim. If that were the case, I would have no way of knowing that my brain has a role in the formation of thought, and isn't just an antenna or thought magnet or relay of some sort.
 Originally Posted by ThisWitheredMan
I suspect that the stimuli remains, the dream remains whole, but your EXPERIENCE of it is lessened or lost.
Other kinds of changes are possible besides amplification or subtraction.
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At least, that is how I would interpret it to fit in this model. In other words, this space in which we experience 'dreams' could very well be another plane of existence equal to this one in terms of "realness" (whatever the hell that even means), and that our DREAMS of that are, like our 'dreams' of this world, entirely subjective experiences of a relatively "objective" space. That's not necessarily what I believe, though. As I said, I'm uncomfortable with the notion of objectivity in a pretty general sense.
Which reiterates my point about mystic experience. Certainly its clear by now that my way of thinking accommodates a very high degree of subjectivity. My point is that there is more to it than that which a person can become aware of and work into the same picture without ignoring the subjectivity. But drug experience doesn't help very much with that, and furthermore it appears to me to diminish the psychic foundation that the drug experience comes from.
I'll close with an example of a thought out of nowhere, not developed from a 'conscious thought process'. I dreamed of the word 'biter'. I looked that up, and it says "someone who can't formulate any of their own good ideas, so they steal ideas from those around them". Psychically that's what I was claiming drug users tend to do more than they realize, even though its not completely clear cut. We're all in the same boat there in one way or another, even though there may be small differences which I perceive as significant. I'm not trying to claim that I've done more real thinking than you or understand more overall, maybe I haven't and maybe I don't. My point was to express something of what I do see about the nature of understanding and where it comes from.
I went over every point since sometimes its possible to inadvertently ignore what people see to be their main arguments. I'm probably not going to have time for another big post though, this is probably close to it for me. Not because you're not worth talking to, but because of rapidly changing family obligations. Anyway, thanks for the thoughts.
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